Lonely - By Akon

 

Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,

I have nobody,

For my owwnnn

I'm so lonely,

I'm Mr. Lonely

I have nobody,

For my owwnnn

I'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like ya

Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was

Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz

Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

I'm so lonely (so lonely),

I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)

I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck

Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I

Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)

I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)

I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through

Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u

Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me

Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)

I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)

I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and

Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever

Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)

I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)

I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)

I have nobody (I have nobody)

To call my own (to call my own) girll

Lonely, so lonelySo lonely, (so lonely),

Mr. Lonely, so lonely

So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely),

Mr. Lonely

18 years old???

Hiaheiaheihiaehiaheiaei....

Hm.. actually I've discussed this before.. but still people thought I looked like 18 years old with my hair cut.. hahahhahaha... *so happy... haiehiaheihaiehiaheihaiehaiehaei...  :D Nolah.. actually I'm happy because.. so many people thought about it!!! hahahahhahahhahhaa.....

Got one colleague asked me.. "Have u got married?" "Yup," I said.. "Really??? If I don't talk with you, I though you are still 20-21 years old." Then this morning.. another colleague asked how old I am, because with my look now, I look like 18 years old.. haeihaiheihaeihaiheiae... :D

I guess I know the secret... It's not because I was childish, not growing up or mature, but - always smile????? Sweet smile like mine?? hiaheiahiehiaiehiaheiaieae... Lolx! But when I was angry.. I'm really black face man!!!! haiehaiehhaeihaiehiaheihaeiae... :P

Oklah.. tired of laughing.. Anyway have a good day anyone!!! Ciao!!!

My own destiny

I really no idea what do I want actually..
Now, having people u love, but I wanna be alone..
Lead my own life.. the way I want to..
Gather with friends.. real one.. if there are any
Having my own place to stay..
Have my own freedom.. my whole own time..
Although sometimes I have to cope with boredom
Hm.. perhaps TV, or DVDs, or books, or keyboard.. or internet might help??
At least with Internet, I still can in touch with other side of the world
Can arrange my own holiday to the place I wanna be.. myself..
Cos.. even though I am not alone now..
My heart is always empty.. and lonely..
The people just doesn't care about me.. about what I feel..
They also wanna their own time.. do whatever they like..
Why won't I???
I own myself and nobody else could own me.. except my parents
but I have a control over myself.. and nobody else
If it should end.. let me end it.. everything behinds me
And lead a new path of mine...
How do I wish...
Could choose where to live.. where to go..
Control my own destiny.. and not others to control...

Jia you!!!

hey hey girl!!
u told that hard times starting rite? so be prepared for exam!! only 1 exam girl..doesnt matter how much things to learn, you can do it AS LONG AS U TAKE IT LITTLE BY LITTLE EVERYDAY!!!
easy to say rather than do it rite? hiahahaha
but hey, u already pay so much for the lesson, and lots of ppl support u and want to see u success as well in ur study, so please dont let us down? =D
we all giving u support and wishing u have the mood and will to learn everyday!!!
JIA YOUUU

Now hardship is started!!!

Gone the days of the holidays and happiness.. huehehehe... *so dramatic..
The short-tiring-vacation has ended. It was quite dissapointed journey, dun think will go back to Genting anymore.. but yes to Sunway Lagoon.. I like the hotel.. I just love the bed, the blanket, the pillows... hemmm... really love it.. =P
Today is 11 October already. 2 months to go for exam.. and havent prepared anything yet. I feel very tired everyday after work and has no mood to study... What should I do???

New hair...

Yesterday I cut my hair.. It's been such a long time since I kept my hair long.. and now back to the original 'me' three years ago.. hahaha... Hm.. I feel 'very round' with my new hair style.. hihihi...

Today, I go back to work. Lots of my colleagues said that I look younger. Well, yesterday the hair dresser said the same thing too, but I thought.. it was just to make me happy with his cutting.. but funnily, most people really said the same thing.. Hm.. am I really look younger?? Or just not to disappoint me with this cutie hair?? Hahahahaha.. Never mind. Even if you do, I wouldn't mind. What had been done, had been done already. No regret over the past. Go on and continue with my life and wait for another two or three years until my hair grow long again.. =)

Just now.. my boss passed by and told me.. "You look more like student" Hwaaaaaaa...... ='( hiahiehaiheihaeiiae... Actually, maybe they're right??? I'm look younger?? Hauhahahahaha...

And this Thursday nite, I will be away for a short holiday. My hubby, Baobei and I will be going to Genting and Sunway Lagoon and we will be back to Singapore on Sunday. Hope the journey is pleasant and we can go back safely. We plan to meet Chuan in Sunway Lagoon. Hopefully we can meet up.

Really oh, hepi2 first, and suffer later... *sigh.. Exam is coming soon!! I haven't prepared anything yet.. *sigh....

Write till here first... ciao