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I know I can't make it
but it's really not my fault
It's part of the job, really
But you said I have my own life
Do you think I expected that to happen?
Yes I know you're dissapointed
But do you know
That you're not the only party who is dissapointed?
Don't you think I want to talk to you so badly too???
Do you think I'm happy with this condition?
Now, I really don't know what to say to you..
You've felt bad about me
I don't have any other words to explain anymore
'Cos no matter how I explain, you won't care.. you always think I'm the one who do not want to talk to you or spare my time for you