Working 2 days in a week

Hehehehehehe....
This week I only work for 2 days 'cos I'll be having a course from Wed to Fri =) Well, it's not holiday.. I can't take any more leave this year, so.. not working doesn't mean I 'm having a holiday, but rather concentrate more on the computer to learn the MOS Words. I'm not sure that I can pass the exam, but I'll just try my best to learn as much as possible so that whenever my Boss needs any help in Words, I'll have the answer for it.. otherwise... u know la... hehehehe....
This Saturday nite, I supposed to have a Korean BBQ party at home.. but my dear sis - who loves Korean food very very much - couldnt find someone to replace her working. So.. I guess the farewell party will be a steamboat only... =) Hope my bro's families don't mind.. and I will hold the BBQ party next time, maybe when my eldest sis comes (she supposed to come this Friday.. but I guess she can't make it). The most important is the gathering, rite? hehehe...
There was a misunderstanding or maybe cultural clashes last weekend that my weekend wasn't that good.. But it's alright, at least I've learnt from it so I won't feel disappointed for the second time XP
This Wed is my special friend's b'day.. How I wish I could pop up in front of her house to surprise her w/ my presence.. but unfortunately I really can't do that.. 'cos she is staying very faraway from here.. =((( I can appear only in her dream.. hahahahhahahahhahaa....
K'lah.. gotta work again.. but again.. feel happy as I don't need to come to office everyday in a week.. I can wear tshirt and jeans & my sport shoes too.. =P Can go Orchard road after the class.. maybe to have ayam penyet for my dinner... *craving for the gado2.. and sayur asem... slurp slurp... hehehehe.... OMG... better go now... Ciao!!!

Emotional Survey Part 2

*Mad Section*
1. what do you do when you're mad?
keep quiet, drink?

2. what's the worst thing you've done when youwere mad?
getting drunk and punching wall

3. ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
~ yup

4. ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?
~ nope

5. do you curse when you're mad?
~ yes

*Crying Section*
1. last time you cried your heart out?
~ 3 months ago

2. ever cried yourself to sleep?
~ umm...not that i recall?

3. ever cried on your friend's shoulders?
~ as long i can remember.. nope

4. do you cry when you get an injury?
~ umm..not that i recall?

5. do certain songs make you cry?
~ umm..dont think so

*Pain Section*
1. what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?
~ lying and made her hurt really bad

2. how depressed can you get?
~ feel like just want to die young somehow?

*Happy Section*
1. how much do u smile?
~ a lot =)

2. what can make you happy/smile?
~ when i can make ppl happy

3. do you wish you were happier?
~ ofcourse! life is good, but can be better lah! married with ppl i love, win jackpot, lol

4. what about being with your friends, does that make u happy?
~ with good friends of course

*Love Section*
1. have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?
~ yup

2. did you ever love a person, and tell him/her that you love him/her?
~ yup!!

3. did you ever love a person, and didn't tell him/her that you love him/her?
~ dont think so

4. have you loved someone so much, it made you cry?
~ yes... especially when i know that i can never always be with her in this life =<

>*Hate Section*
1. have you ever hated any one that broke your heart?
~ at the beginning, yes... hated very much!! but after I could get back on my feet, the hate feeling was slowly gone..

2. do you hate someone who stole ur boy/girlfriend?
~ Do you still need to ask?? DEFINITELY!!!

*Self-Esteem Section*
1. is your self-esteem extremely low?
~ Nope.. I have a confidence w/ myself

2. do you believe in yourself?
~ Yes

3. what do you say when people say they think you are good looking/pretty?
~ say thank you? XD if opposite sex, maybe they're flirting? XD

4. are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?
~ NOT AT ALL

5. ever wanted to kill yourself cuz you thought you weren't good enough?
~ Nope!!

6. are you happy with who you are?
~ yes!

"Emotional Survey"

*Mad Section*
1. what do you do when you're mad?
~ find a way to make myself suffer

2. what's the worst thing you've done when youwere mad?
~ get myself drunk and let all what i feel coming out from my heart (including my stomach's fillings.. kekekeke.. XD)

3. ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
~ yup

4. ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?
~ nope

5. do you curse when you're mad?
~ nope

*Crying Section*
1. last time you cried your heart out?
~ 3 weeks ago

2. ever cried yourself to sleep?
~ yup.. miserable

3. ever cried on your friend's shoulders?
~ as long i can remember.. nope

4. do you cry when you get an injury?
~ sometimes.. if the pain is really unbearable

5. do certain songs make you cry?
~ yup.. another day in paradise.. the video clip was so touching ~ the one sang by brandy

*Pain Section*
1. what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?
~ blurted out what i feel w/out thinking the consequences of what others feel from my words

2. how depressed can you get?
~ feel like wanting myself not exist in this world so nobody will suffer or get sad

*Happy Section*
1. how much do u smile?
~ a lot =)

2. what can make you happy/smile?
~ anything.. especially when i have a good mood

3. do you wish you were happier?
~ yup, when i was down, sick, or lonely

4. what about being with your friends, does that make u happy?
~ yup.. 'cos it needs a fate to be w/ someone else which doesn't come so easily =D

*Love Section*
1. have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?
~ yup

2. did you ever love a person, and tell him/her that you love him/her?
~ yup!!

3. did you ever love a person, and didn't tell him/her that you love him/her?
~ yes too... =)

4. have you loved someone so much, it made you cry?
~ yes... especially when i know that i can never always be with him in this life =<

5. has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?
~ Definitely.. =)

*Hate Section*
1. have you ever hated any one that broke your heart?
~ at the beginning, yes... hated very much!! but after I could get back on my feet, the hate feeling was slowly gone..

2. do you hate someone who stole ur boy/girlfriend?
~ Do you still need to ask?? DEFINITELY!!! But if eventually they can make it out together.. I just can wish them to live happily. Perhaps it's their fate in this life!

*Self-Esteem Section*
1. is your self-esteem extremely low?
~ Nope.. I have a confidence w/ myself

2. do you believe in yourself?
~ Yes

3. what do you say when people say they think you are good looking/pretty?
~ I think they just want make myself happy.. XP

4. are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?
~ When I was small, I felt I was ugly and nobody would love me. Eventually, I was wrong.. There were lots of things other than physical things to make someone loves you =))

5. ever wanted to kill yourself cuz you thought you weren't good enough?
~ Nope

6. are you happy with who you are?
~ yes!

Yippie...!!!

Today is Wednesday!
Yesterday was Tuesday and all Muslims were celebrating Hari Raya Idul Fitri. I like to see them walking together, wearing the same colour of baju Kurung between mom and sisters, also between dad and brothers. I like to see this type of atmosphere. Even in Indonesia, I seldom see it, 'cos I live in the big city and days before Hari Raya itself, they already went back to their hometown and celebrate the Hari Raya there w/ their families.
In S'pore, the group of people will take a car, van, lorry, or taxi to go together from one place to another. Too bad I couldn't have a chance to browse around Geylang Serai this year 'cos you can see the crowds, the atmosphere, the joyful of people to shop for their things. Hope that I still can see it next round. =)
Few years ago, my colleague made her own biscuit and brought it to the office for me to share w/ other colleagues.. This year, nobody is giving any biscuits to eat... hahahahaha... too bad... 'cos I like to eat home made biscuits rather than buying it on the shelf.
Aniwae, two more days.. is payday.. XD Recently the money usage is quite tight and I have really used up my last month's salary this month.. hiks... while there is still another week to go for this month.. *sigh.... Must endure... hahahaha....
K'lah.. Selamat Hari Raya for those who celebrate and Happy Deepavali too (hope it'll never too late.. =)). Ciao!

Bokek euy...

Tiap bulan kerja
Tiap bulan nerima gaji
Tapi...
kok kayaknya.. duit abis mulu yah????
Bisa2 pengeluaran malah melebihi penghasilan pula...
ckckck..
Padahal serasa ga beli apa2...
Yah ada sih...
Sering juga karna ada yang ultah, yang kawinan, yang satu bulanan, yang perpisahan..
semua keluar duit...
Duit emang penting, tapi bukan segalanya
Banyak orang nyang gara2 duit.. sampe mati bunuh diri nabrakin diri ke kereta
Gile aje...
Sampe2 dah masuk koran..
orang2 pada nyumbang ampe gopeceng bo!!!!
Tapi, worthed apa?? Nyawa dibayar dengan duit???
Yah kalo orang2 pada nyumbang.. kalo kagak??? Anak bini mo dikemanain??
Dah sengsara, makin sengsara..
Cara baru cari duit apa kaya gitu??? Sampe2 ada yang niat mo kaya gitu juga ckckck..
Tapi selama kita masi bisa..
Tempur terus.. cari duit!!
Asal halal, mo pake gimana juga enak2 aja meski sering kelewatan.. kekekeke..
Yah... irit2 lahh.. what to do???
Moga2 taon ini dapet gaji bulan ke tiga belas.. en bisa dapet bonus..
Kalo kagak mahh.. hiks hiks hiks... bokek terus dong....... XD

Fragile

Life is very fragile
to everyone...
Today I still see you
Tomorrow I might not be able to see you anymore

When you know someone who closes to you is no longer be able to live that long
U will cherish the time he/she has by giving everything that is the best for him/her
U will try to make him/her happy,
so that only happiness that will still be remained in his/her brain before he/she left

Do you know..
there is a joy in making someone feels happy..
Have u ever encountered it urself?
Anything can be done,
from small to big one..
So when he/she is gone..
there won't be any regret in our heart

But since we don't know when we will go.. or when they will go..
Don't we want to treat others the same as above?
Live as if there is no tomorrow?
So that there won't be any regret when it happened at anytime?

It's not easy to do..
To make everyone happy everyday everytime..
But yet.. we still can try to do so..
Let people we love know that we love him/her (even if he/she doesn't love us back)
Let people we care know that we care about him/her (even if he/she doesn't even care anything about us)
Hope that it will never too late to say so
Before we're really gone.. or before they're gone..
'cos.. life is really really fragile

O2 Atom

Yesterday nite my sis-in-law, who works at handphone's shop, smsed me that somebody sold his O2 Atom and asked me whether I want to buy it or not 'cos last time I mentioned it to her that I have interest of buying it - a second one - 'cos buying new is bery3x expensive. She told me the price is very very good. She brought it home last nite but only this morning I got a chance to check it out and so far the function was ok (perhaps b'cos it's empty inside, not downloaded w/ anything yet). Then this morning I checked the users' reviews from the internet and on average, the score was given only 5.3 out of 10, and lots of users complained about it. Mainly, first, the camera is not good although it was said the spec is 2 Megapixels. Second, the voice to listen radio and mp3 is very soft. Third, it works slow and often hang. Forth, the stylus is very soft and many users spoilt it at their first day of using (bad quality), and most reviews said that the after sales support was damned dissapointed!!! To upgrade the memory, you need to pay an additional amount of money, which is not cheap.
Lucky I did some research before deciding to buy or not. Can say that.. the price is very attractive.. but.. lots of users regreted of buying the models and the phone only gave them headache and heartache (the price was about $1.3k when they first launched it out). So... I've decided not to buy it.. hehehe.. and even to tell others not to buy it as well.. =P
You can read the review by yourself if you're interested on it: http://asia.cnet.com/reviews/handhelds/0,39001703,39095540p,00.htm
I'm still loving my current mobile very much... =) It functions very well and so far never gimme any trouble... 'cos it was bought w/ loves.. hehehehe.... XD and used w/ loves too.. XD
Few days to Deepavali & Hari Raya. How time flies... Well.. half an hour to go for lunch.. hehehe.. cya....

Farewell

Yesterday we had this farewell dinner for my bro-in-law who is going to China to work this Sunday, 22 October 2006 at Suan Thai, Killney Road. The food was nice. I am not quite sure on how long he will stay there and I heard my sis will move to my bro's house on 14th November.
Mid next month, it will be my bro's turn and his family members to leave S'pore.. hiks hiks hiks.. =( How time flies and their departure is unavoidable.
Today, my sis-in-law's cousin, Amen, will go back to Jakarta for good too 'cos his wife is pregnant and alone there. So, his brother, Harpin, will feel the lost the most.. hehehhee... There won't be any mahjong partners anymore, there won't be any weekly visit to my bro's families too.. and my hubby suggested him to find a life partner soon so that he won't be alone XD.
My son will lose his playing partner but lucky my sis-in-law is giving birth soon (around Jan'07) so that he can play w/ a new baby boy - although he'd prefer baby girl..
Yesterday when I went to see to my friend's house to see her one month old baby girl, my son was 'sayang' her many times as he likes to play w/ small baby and actually expecting one by himself.
We went to VIVO city before the farewell dinner and I was quite happy w/ the new shopping mall. It is very big and the things there are very good. More varietie, more innovative, newer concept, and the prices are reachable. We couldn't manage to finish browsing the whole place, but w/in 3 hours time we went to quite a lot of shops and I might go there more often in the future (perhaps I've getting bored w/ other shopping centres in S'pore already.. hahaha.. so this new mall can freshen up my brain and get my boredom away..).
Now my friend is attending his friend's wedding. Hope he enjoys the party. I can imagine that now he is smiling himself while thinking that he is the groom and his bride, the woman he loves very much, is smiling all around during the event.. hahahhaha... Hope ur dreams can come true.. XD

My life style???

I just realise something... I like to stay in front of computer.. to check mail, to browse Internet, to edit anything in friendster, to write blogs, to chat w/ friends, but it doesn't mean that my life is that bored! I mean.. it doesn't mean I stay at my room in front of computer ALL the time!!! I mean.. I do still go out w/ families, still meet out w/ friends, still attend any party/reunion/anything else.. I mean.. yes, I admit I like to stay in front of computer, but I do still in touch w/ outside world. I still go out of S'pore at least one time a year.. I mean.. I still have my life and Internet bring me out w/ the outside world, connecting me w/ my friends who are out there.. (anywhere around the world), and still communicate directly w/ people I love. I mean.. 'cos when I saw my own pics.. I just realise lorr.. Last time, when I studied abroad, money was not something to waste around.. so after finished the class & had my dinner, the only place I went was the computer room at 4th floor of the school's building and chatted w/ friends or family members 'til the closing time. I did that almost everyday, especially on weekend (almost spent my whole weekend down there) - previously we had to go there to get connected, but now, I think they've installed wi-fi in the dorm so they don't have to go computer room just to get online.. Reason of staying there for weekend?? 'Cos I stayed on the mountain. If I wanna go down the mountain to buy groceries, I had to take the 'funiculaire' or tram (in French) and it costs Sfr 7 (if I not wrong) per single trip or Sfr 14 for return trip. There was only one small shop near our school and the things there cost higher than supermarket. So.. I prefered saving my money by staying in the computer room - 'til my friend called me 'Ms. Computer', hehehe... Eventually, I still managed to have mid term break w/ other 8 schoolmates to Germany w/ the money saved on those weekend. Then, when doing my first stage, I started to earn back the money and started to spend that money on other short holidays to other cities. I didn't dare to go to many places since the cost of dollar was jumping up so high in 1998. Even if I went, I took the minimum cost but still enjoying my trip =D And this time.. I still love to go online and it doesn't make me a computer freak.. I am still who I am.. still connected to many friends - in real life.. still travelling out - not stuck in the room all the time.. etc.. Suddenly I just love the way I live.
I went to Starbuck just now and it reminds me the time I spent when I was in US. Inside it, I felt like I was in US.. hahaha.. 'cos of the decor was all the same. Perhaps, I just missed the living style in US. For American, drinking Starbucks are just the same as Singaporean drinking kopi/teh in S'pore. They have it almost everyday. I just missed the feeling and just thinking.. how if I stayed there.. how nice would it be!!! Can buy my own car (dun need so good, as long as it doesn't gimme trouble and 'auto' is more than enough.. hahaha..), rent or buy own apartment, go for work 5 days a week, go movies one a week, or read a book at Starbuck, etc. And it's better if I have lots of friends down there so that we can go to each other's apt for cooking.. or chit chatting.. or shopping together, and many other things.. I like to invite my friends to my place for dinner.. I like those gathering things... The feeling was warm and really close...
Hey, wakie2... hehehe.. wow.. just being in Starbucks then I felt like in US.. Maybe if I go to Kopitiam in US (in case they have it), then I'd feel like in S'pore??? hahahaha....
K'lah.. it's 12.40am already.. gotta take a rest now.. and today.. I feel good =D

天天夜夜 1st Version by Leann Rimes & F.I. R.

Leann Rimes： How do I Live Without You
Faye：I Want To Know
Leann Rimes： How Do I Breathe Without You
Faye：If You Ever Go
Leann Rimes： How Do I Ever
合唱： Ever Survive　How Do I　How Do I　How Do I Live

阿沁：当你的手还握在我手中　没有一次我还停留　说不出口的感动
Faye：当你的手还握在我手中　灿烂的笑容
合唱：不论过多久　都让我心动

Faye：每一天在你的怀里等待
阿沁：每一次我感觉你的存在　不能重来
Faye：不愿离开
合唱：是永远都灿烂的爱
Faye：每一天在你的梦里等待
阿沁：每一次我感觉你的存在
Faye：So How Do I Live
阿沁：How Do I Live
合唱：How Do I Live Without You

Leann Rimes： How Do I Live~ Woo-Oh~ Woo-Oh~

阿沁：当你的手还握在我手中　没有一次我能放手
阿沁：没有一次停留
Faye：当你的手还握在我手中　灿烂的笑容
合唱：不论过多久　都让我心动

Faye：每一天在你的怀里等待
阿沁：每一次我感觉你的存在　不能重来
Faye：不愿离开
合唱：是永远都灿烂的爱
Faye：每一天在你的梦里等待
阿沁：每一次我感觉你的存在
Faye：So How Do I Live
阿沁：How Do I Live
合唱：How Do I Live Without You

Leann Rimes： And Tell Me Now

Faye：每一天在你的怀里等待
阿沁：每一次我感觉你的存在　不能重来
Faye：不愿离开
合唱：是永远都灿烂的爱
Faye：每一天在你的梦里等待
阿沁：每一次我感觉你的存在
Faye：So How Do I Live
阿沁：How Do I Live
合唱：How Do I Live Without You

阿沁：每一次我感觉你的存在　不能重来
Faye：不愿离开
合唱：是永远都灿烂的爱
Faye：每一天在你的梦里等待
阿沁：每一次我感觉你的存在
Faye：So How Do I Live
阿沁：How Do I Live
合唱：How Do I Live Without You

Leann Rimes： How Do I Live Without You
Leann Rimes： How Do I Breathe Without You

This week

Sleepyyyyzzzzz..... Hehehe.. This week goes very slow. Everyday the hour walks soo... slow... really different with what I felt last week.. why ah???? *hem... (thinking...)
Btw today is my bro-in-law b'day.. Hepi B'day!!! *I don't think he reads my blog anyway.. hahahhaa... Tomorrow I plan to have a dinner w/ my 3rd sis @Bugis. She said the Thai food next to Burger King is nice. I've never tried it before, and perhaps we can eat there tomorrow nite. It's been some time since I met her out for lunch/dinner outside 'cos she is also busy working at the airport *She works w/ STB (Singapore Tourism Board) and she also brings local group tour sometimes. It's been her vocation since she was young *and still young, though.. hehehe...
I have no plan at the moment to spend my Saturday, but on Sunday afternoon, I might go out to visit my friend. She will celebrate her baby girl's one month's b'day (or man yue in Chinese).
The rest of the time.. I may spend it in my room sleeping OR going out somewhere.. hehehe... OR makan.. OR anything.. see how my mood is.
See? Thinking like very slow the time walks by.. It's only 10.21am now!!! =(((( Still a long way to go to 6.15pm.. hahahaha.... haiyahhhhhhhh...... after writing this.. I still can't get rid of my sleepiness.... hiks hiks hiks... Ciao!!!

aLonE

I think I've mentioned before, that I need someone to talk to about what I feel in my previous blogs, can't really remember which one. The person that I normally talk to is busy w/ her ownself. Everytime I tried to talk about myself, she started talking about herself. I didn't blame her 'cos she got her own lives to busy with. That's why I chose to be accompanied by the alc & cig that evening since nobody I could turn to. Silly, I know, but no other way to go.
Sometimes I felt so lonely w/ so many words within myself looking for someone close to share with, someone close who can be trusted. It's not a 'must' thing to have but 'good' to have. I don't mind listening other people, but I need to be listened too and perhaps only my sleeping son will do =)))
Yesterday I was in a good mood to eat.. After emptying out my stomach, I was really having good mood for eating. =D In the morning I ate fried kway teow w/ veggies & luncheon meat. Lunch time I ate mie siam in the canteen. I bought picnic sandwiches in Four Leaves Bakery (contained 2 buns filled w/ mayo egg & tuna mayo and 2 mini sandwiches filled w/ crab mayo & chicken salad). I ate all except the bun w/ mayo egg at about 4pm. At nite, I ate rice w/ roasted duck and soup. And at 9pm, I went to McDonald to have french fries & hot fudge - and 2 pcs of chicken nuggets from my son's happy meal. hahahaha... See?? Oh ya.. forgot to mention the watermelon and orange juice. Kekekeke.... what was my stomach made from???!!?
Today, it is more controllable. I only drank a cup of tea w/ sugar for breakfast and a piece of biscuit when I felt my stomach was growling and for lunch, I ate the noodle w/ one big piece of chilli fish - very nice and soup. No snack and wait for the dinner tonite, which I haven't planned it yet... hahaha... Jalat sia...
Oh ya, my throat was pain again this morning when I woke up and despite of drinking lots of water, I still feel the pain. Hope it could get better. I'm craving for ayam penyet.. but still haven't find someone to accompany me, hehehehehe....
K'lah, get back to work! Still lots of things to do today.. Ciao!

Nice day

today feel so happy..
first, my boss approved my leave for next week...Im going to my friend's wedding
We're planning to go to SF first since its only 1 hour away from SF..so we'll stay in SF 1 night, then on Sunday going for the wedding reception.
I just cant wait to eat the crab...its sooo good....nyummy...
Anyway, today was not really that busy at the end of day...managed to finish up inventory, even thought still not in excel report yet, but at least i catch up with the documents already..
And the final nice thing happen is when I got home...I got a present..a nice short poem and nice pics, nice shirt, and bookmarker!!
God how much I love those...thanks a lot!!! mucahh
I straight away use the bookmarker and put the pics and put on the new shirt and hat...hehehe
Miss the happy happy times..=(
but memories are memories..just treasure the memories, and pray to God that it wont be memories only, but like dream come true? hehehehe

Our love

I know that someday
I'll get used to the fact
That we're not together anymore
And that maybe we wont be..
ever again.
Time will tell.
In the meantime, though,
You may be away from my arms,
but you will never be
very far from my heart.

I know the love will never leave
There are too many memories,
there were so many precious moments
and wonderful times
to ever try to forget..

And I just want you to know
that I will remember
for the rest of my days,
how you helped me find
some happiness and some truths
And how you opened some beautiful doors

I'll never forget
how good it was
to share a part of my life
with yours...

Disappointment

It's not been a good weekend for me. Especially yesterday. Felt like really having bad day for myself. Disappointment over something, led to unhappiness. I gulped down all the unhappiness and blow the puff of my life away - like my friend did ;P And at the end, I knew toilet is my home and toilet bowl is my favourite hangout place to go and of course, my bed. hahahaha...
I kept vomiting my stomach' fills out 'til my gastric came again. So suffering. Couldn't find the medicine from the doctor, but managed taking one table of Mylanta and it helped a lot. In the morning, like many Muslims do, they ate before 6am during this fasting month and so did I hehehe.. I ate the porridge from the kitchen *I think my husband made it for me last nite, but I was felt asleep before got any chance to eat it up.. and then continued my sleep.
This morning I ate my breakfast in the canteen and ate the medicine prescribed by the doctor last time and now I just feel drowsy and write this slowly. hehehe...
I feel better but not completely good yet. Still need lots of rest to recharge my energy and my mind back. It's very suffering to get drunk but yet I still did so. Stupid rite? Maybe I couldn't find anybody to share my unhappiness and yet the drink is always there asking for my accompany =P I must be prepared that one day my liver will get angry w/ me. Perhaps I must remove them from top of my head to somewhere that far or couldn't be seen. When will the time come? Ciao!

Lantern Festival

Today is the day!! The day of eating mooncake, play w/ the lantern (paper or the one w/ music on by the battery). But yesterday nite, my sis-in-law has already played w/ the paper lantern in front of our house. She also bought 'kembang api', the one w/ sound and played herself.. kekeke.. *She is working today, that's why she played w/ it first yesterday - yesterday was her off day.
Oh ya, my son accompanied her too.. while I went to sleep first.. hahaha... so tiring...
Yesterday after work, I hurriedly went back home and took a bath. The dinner was ready. It was the food I mentioned in the previous blog and I enjoyed eating myself.. kekekeke.... while my hubby went meeting his 5th Uncle in the coffee shop. After finished my dinner, I walked out and looked for my mother-in law, sis-in-law, and my son who went out before me. Then we just walked around and saw some toys, accessories, etc. On the way back, we went back together and my hubby told me that he will do the job *changed his mind again.. haiyah... lucky this time changed for the better.. He said he would give himself 2 months time to learn about the new job and hopefully he can do it!
We reached home about 9pm, and I watched my TV series and went to bed around 10.40pm at nite. zzz... zzz...
And today... is FRIDAY!!!! Waaaa... so fastttt!!!! Oh ya.. my bro's son b'day party will be held tonite (instead of tomorrow nite) and I will go to his house later directly after work while my hubby and son will go themselves from home. We may go and play the lantern in the multi-storey carpark like what we did last year.. how time flies... Once in a while we turn becoming children too to play this type of thing.. but that was what still remaining in my memories... good memories that always remain in my heart.. =)

My thinkin'

This afternoon my hubby called me and he thinks that he won't take the job 'cos working on sprinkle things, he must climb so high and he is afraid of being in greater height... =(( I thought he will soon be occupied w/ new job and new things to do.. at least situation becomes stable.. but he changed his mind and I can't do anything 'cos he is the one who does the job and not me... Never mind lah.. let him find his way... Hopefully he's getting other things that suit him better.

Today I am in good condition. Mentally and physically good. Still a bit flu, but not as bad as yesterday. Perhaps, a good health is the key of the happiness.. These few days I wasn't feeling very well, that's why I didn't have any good mood to work or do things either..
Today, despite of any things asked, I take it all positively and I might feel different if they asked it few days ago.. =) Think positively!! It's very important!! Again, everything happens for a reason..

Now I'm getting busier at work. More things to do than usual, which would be regular things to do. Take it as learning to the better =D

Btw, I miss my friend back in US very much. Hope that she misses me too.. hahaha.. The time and money spent was all well worthed. Thinkin' of going there again next year.. hahaha.. during X'mas??? Hm.. if there is a fare promotion like what I had last July, perhaps I will consider it =) And this year, Northwest is having a promotion again for flying between October 1, 2006 to February 28, 2007. Hm.. can I?????? =))))) I don't mind taking unpaid leave this time.. hehehehe... 'cos it's been my dream too to feel the atmosphere of X'mas in US *too bad they don't have snow back in LA. Maybe I can ask her to take leave and bring me to Canada??? I'm sure there is snow over there during winter time... kekekekeke..... Aiyah, stop daydreaming.. see how first la.. Hopefully monetary wise, I still have enough to live.. and if I have more.. then can consider lor.... =D

Ok, ok.. now back to work... hehehehe... still got work to do... Ciao!

Activites update...

How time flies.. It's now Thursday this week!! Can you imagine?? Feels like just started Monday morning... But yesterday time ran quite slow actually.. but still.. it managed to pass.. hahahaha...
Tomorrow it's Friday again!! Wow, I think I just wrote TGIF last Friday but it seems just happened yesterday... Perhaps b'cos these few days I always went back home after work for dinner and then went to sleep quite early (between 10 to 11pm). I have no choice but to eat at home 'cos my mom bought me lots of food from Indonesia and I just took it from my bro's home on Tuesday. There are somai, sayur asem, sambal pete w/ shrimp, yellow chicken, etc. And yesterday my hubby cooked fried prawn mee for all of us. I wanted to eat more, but my stomach couldn't accomodate it.. hehe.. so I just ate half plate, that's all..
Today maybe I'll ask my mother in law to cook the sayur asem, fry the yellow chicken, and reheat the sambal pete.. wow.. It's gonna be party tonite.. hehehehe... *si endut.. si endut... hiks.. I think I gain weight again these days...
This morning my sis-in-law smsed me asking me to go over her house this Saturday night to celebrate her son's b'day.. Wow.. we just celebrated my bro's bday last Saturday and this Saturday they'll celebrate my bro's son b'day.. really fast!! It actually falls on 10th October, but they made it ahead to have better preparation.. But I told her, that probably I couldn't make it 'cos my high school friend is getting married on that day and I will attend his wedding dinner. So now she is headache 'cos she has to find the right time again so that all of us can attend the b'day party... Like I said.. next year, we will celebrate our b'day differently as they won't be staying in S'pore for few years.. hm...
Anyway.. today I feel better physically and mentally. Hope that today is a good day for me.. =))
Ciao anyone!!!

Good day??

What a good mood you have today!!!
Some people really have a good mood today.
- One doesn't need to go to work for more than 2 weeks, but still get paid.. ;P Entitled for lots of day off some more...
- One has finished doing their job that were bulky!!! Well done!!
- And another one has won a lottery and I just came back accompanying her from taking the cheque... wow... *btw, thanks for the lunch!! We had lunch at Suki Sushi just now during lunch break.
As for me... there is nothing special today.. haiyah.. I even got more work to do!! Supposed not my responsibility, and now it's becoming mine.. =((
Hm.. congrats for all happy people of having happy things to celebrate.. while me.. I'm happy seeing you all happy too... =) When will my turn come??? hahaha...
Btw, just glance through the calendar. This month, there are 2 public holidays in here. But one falls on Saturday, so no effect at all.. and another one falls on Tuesday.. How nice it will be if government decided that Monday will be off too replacing the off that falls on Saturday!! hahaha.. Daydream la!!! =D Yup, Hari Raya Puasa is coming soon. Now it's time to shop buying new clothes, new shoes, new 'peci', etc. But at the mean time, they have to fast first before celebrating.. and it really need lots of effort to make the fasting fully accomplished. As for me, I don't think I'll be able to fast even only for a day.. All my sickness will come out.. hahaha... Gastric la, flu la.., sore throat la.. etc... So.. those who fast, Jia You!!! You can do it!!! And I can only support you all from afar... =) Good luck!!! Ciao!

Zzz...

Wanna sleep now... It's only 24 mins past 3 pm. I had a headache after lunch and immediately took the paracetamol 2 tablets into my stomach. Now my headache has changed into drowsy feeling... wanna sleepzzzz.... hiks hiks hiks...
Try to do my job now.. resize the pics and make it nicer then arrange it nicely in the powerpoint. Quite fun but sometimes my eyes tired because of it.
Stil another 3 hours to go! =((( Hopefully my eyes can survive to open.. hehehe...
k'lah.. dun waste time.. need to continue my job now... Ciao

Weakie...

This morning I felt like I want to faint in the MRT. I dunno what's wrong w/ me lately.. I dun feel very well.. started w/ coughing, then gastric, then flu, and today 'masuk angin'. I was fine 'til the MRT reaching Dobhy Ghout. After I lifted up my head from the book that I read, I felt like wanting to vomit and when I heard Clarke Quay, I walked faster near to the MRT's door and still felt not very well.. My eyes were blurred, I started shimmering and cold sweat came out from my body. I prayed inside my heart that at least don't let me faint in the MRT or vomit in the MRT station.. Hope that I was given a strenght at least 'til I could take some rest in office.. but I need to walk quite far to reach my office's table, so I faster walked to the nearest toilet in MRT station.. and when reaching it.. I just sat down.. and took a rest a little while.. until I think I could get up then I walked again.. when I went out and see my face in front of the mirror.. I could see how pale my face was.. but I felt much better.. and I finally could walk up to the hotel and I went to the canteen to have some bread and drank sweet tea w/ milk to give myself energy and now I feel fine. Wah.. recently bad things keep happened to my family.. I just hope things could get better.. Yesterday I mentioned to my hubby about the toilet in our room, which needs some repairment, 'cos I think it related to the feng shui of the house.. *so superstitious ya?? hehehe... Aniway... I just hope things could get better in the future.. and about these little things happened, must embrace it and let it happen.. 'cos it will make us to be stronger.. =))