Away

I think I was running away from a reality.. escaping from it..
I completely have no idea on what future is like and how it will look like
So many questions on my head unanswerable.. Always the same questions spin around my head
Someone asked me to keep praying to the above to give me the answers.. instead of sharing it w/ someone else 'cos nobody will be able to help to solve it. I gave it a laugh but I knew I might need it one day. It's been some time that I lose faith to the above. I'm just tired leaving myself and others for being so undecisive. If u were me, and u can't decide, what would you do???