It's exactly a week after my holiday trip. Work has started as per usual. Going to be busy next week as I need to do closing. After coming back from Tibet, I feel refreshed! I learn to let go certain feelings. There is a slightly dream of being a better man. Not being a man, but to have a better thinking in a perception of facing daily life. Like what Jia Dun said (our tour guide in Tibet), we are always facing the three things, in Sankrit are lobha, dosa, moha (tan, chen, cheng) or greed, hate, and jealousy. That's what made human's life worse. We are always be controlled by those things.
Learn to let go,accept imperfectness, simple thinking of being happy, dream something that you may achieve will be my current thinking on how to face life. Sometimes we would face something unexpected in life. It's really hard to accept reality when you face a sudden loss of someone you love (family members, for example), accident that change your life, and so on. Like it or not, we'd somehow face that reality 'cos everything in this world is impermanent, always change. As a human being, we would encounter the 4 cycles, which is born to life, getting old, getting sick, and die. It happens to everyone.
What we have to do is to open our hearts and accept the reality of life. And before our time comes, try to do good deeds as much as you can. Well, always easier to say than done. But that can become one of your goals on how you live your life with a purpose and not just let day by day gone wasted like that.
It's Friday! Hope you have a great weekend, spend your time with your loved one. Cherish and treasure what you have. Think about it! :)

After work I visited the doctor for a third time within one month, the same doctor that I've been seeing. I let him check my throat and nose if everything has recovered and told him that I've a bit difficulty in breath during recovery time. Just to be sure that everything is fine during the journey and get some supply of medicine to make sure that I'll be fine during my trip. He said, everything is good. Just need eat some medicine to help me recovered fully. :)

Reaching home, I was welcomed with spread of food on the table. Udang petai cabe made by my mom, somai from Jakarta, heart-warming soup made by mother in law, all is in my stomach. Hehehe... I also asked my hubby to take care the bird nest during its steaming process. It's said that bird nest would help to make the sore throat feel smoother. I had half bowl, while another half was given to my son who is not feeling well, a bit fever, sore throat and flu. Haiz... It's his turn to suffer.

I did some packing, made sure that everything that I remember was inside my luggage and sling bag, then I had a sleep from 10.30pm to 12am. My hubby kept awaken to make sure I'd wake up at midnight. When I woke up, he slept for a while. I prepared myself and at 1 plus, my brother picked me and hubby up to the airport. We have checked-in and now are waiting until we board. The plane is delayed a little while. Supposed to fly at 3.50am but now delayed to 4.35am. My mom tried to sleep but she couldn't. She feels pain on her legs and put some koyo on it. My mom used to be a racer, who walked very fast wherever we go. But now, as she is getting old, she feels pain here and there, especially on her legs. Just hope that she can survive during this trip and everything goes on smoothly.

My dad is sleeping on the long sofa. He didn't have sleep before this. I feel a bit sleepy too, but I'd wait until I get in the plane, then catch some sleep there.

Well, I won't have internet connection for the next 2 weeks, but I hope I still can get in touch with family members by using sms. Keep praying that everything will be alright and all of us will have a safe and pleasant journey. Good bye...

Wow.. Time flies... Today, tomorrow, then few hours after that, I will start my journey. The packing has been 'qi qi ba ba liao' or almost done :)

Yesterday night I tried to sleep early at 7.40pm. But I was awaken by the hot feeling as I covered myself with blanket and only turned on the fan. There were noises from outside room as well. I turned on the air-con and turned on the CD to play some music, still couldn't sleep. My mind was whirling about some things I need to prepare or do, you know that kind of feeling... Well, I woke up then at about 9.30pm and prepare some items and back to sleep again at 11.30pm.

This morning I felt that I want to stay more on my bed... Kekekekkekeke...... But cannot la... Still have to do some things at work. Closing has over, so far mine is quite smooth, thank SB for that! Only that... Some cost is just too high and I don't know how to explain that.. Haizzzz....

I get a feeling that I will recover soon. Not to be happy too fast though... Tonight I'll have dinner with my parents, brother and his family members, my mother and sister in law. Not really in mood to eat buffet as I haven't recovered very well, but just be glad that I had opportunity to have dinner together with family members :)

There will be an important audit during my holiday, just hope everything will go on smoothly and nothing much from our side... Please help us!! Otherwise, I don't think there will be more long holiday in the future granted by my Boss.. Kekekekeke....

Well, write 'til here. Gotta continue my work! Have a great day everyone!!!

Sick, tired, and lack of sleep...

Although last night I've slept for 8 hours, I still think that it's not enough!!! Yesterday I woke up by the phone ring at 9am. My mom called and asked me how many long sleeve tshirt I would like to have as she wants to give it to me. I thought what important message that someone wanted to tell me as to call so early... Kekekkekee...
I couldn't sleep after that. So my son and I had a breakfast at the market. I had veg noodle while my son had his fav chicken rice. Then we went to his enrichment class. While waiting for him, I went to do hair treatment and cut little bit of my hair as my hais has grown longer. Just nice, when I was almost done, my son has finished his class as well and it's his turn to cut hair. After that we went up to the nearby mall. I was looking for winter jacket. Went to a shop there, but couldn't find the size that I want or the model or colour I want. We went through few shops as well to look for other things. My son had grumbled all the way wanting to go home so that he could play his toys.. Haiz...
We went back home at about 3pm. Since I don't have much time left to buy things required for holiday, I called up my friend PY and just nice she was free and willing to accompany me to look for the things I wanted to buy.
Met her up inside the MRT at 4pm then we went to Vivo, Chinatown, Somerset, then finally found the winter jacket in Suntec. Been around continuously for few hours made us quite exhausted. We had dinner and rest for a while before heading back home. After reaching home, only then I realised that I forgot to have my regular medicines. No wonder I felt slightly pain on my joint when we took stairs up. Haiz.. Too many medicines to eat because of flu, so I forgot that. Haiya...
Now I'm back in the office. The system got problem since morning and now I can't do anything but wait for it to recover. Wasting my time.
Hope that this month's closing can end smoothly... And cost won't go up too much... Hiks... Which is a bit unlikely lor...
Hope I can go back early and have more rest tonight. Have a great week everyone!! Jia you!!!