Sunday, December 31, 2006

Last day of the year

Woke up a 10am.. Started doing my 2nd puzzle 'Hotel' at 10.30am and managed to finish it at 7pm at nite.. hehehehe... nothing much to do today..

How about 2006?
It has been a good year. I've got an increment, fulfilled my dream to US, donated my blood, spent CNY w/ a whole family members @Jakarta, Bandung, bought my dream things.. etc.. hehehehe...
So far, I've been blessed w/ good health too..
Just hope that everything would be alright in 2007. Some optimism is needed to start a new year as things will always change up and down. Always be positive and enjoy every moment both good and bad. Some good friends have left the company but no matter how far we are, we are still friends and contacting to each other.. and hope that it always be.. For those who will leave.. I wish you all the best in ur future career and love.. Hope we will always be good friend too.. And for my faraway best friend ever.. always wish all the best for u in ur career and love.. Miss u always...

Happy new year 2007 to all of you....

Friday, December 29, 2006

Happy happy new year....

Hehehehhehehehe... Only this morning I found out that we all need to go back to work next WEDNESDAY instead of TUESDAY.. hehehe.. I thought it is same w/ X'mas.. but I forgot that on 31st Dec is a public holiday too ~ Hari Raya Haji, and will be replaced next Tuesday.. haiwhiahwihawihiawhiaw... sooo happyyyyy.... It means.. I have more time to work on the puzzles that I bought.. X) At first I planned to make only one of them since I only have Sunday and Monday.. but since Tuesday is off too.. hehehehe... it means I can make some more.. see first laa... if I was too tired, then better take a good rest lor.. anyway.. 4 days off in a row.. wiiiiiiiiii.... maybe other country only have 3 days off??? or maybe more? hahahaha...
My son will start the school too... Hm.. hope that he can adapt to the 4 hour school instead of 2 hour and the school will start earlier too.. Jia you bao bei!!!!
Today is the last day of the year to work... yippiieee!!!! We will have to put back the X'mas tree to its box later before off from work and will only see it again next year... *if I'm still around.. =)
Happy new year everyoneeee...... Hip Hip... Hurayyyyy...........................

Thursday, December 28, 2006


After lunch I went out to my favourite place located just along the river. It actually belongs to the restaurant, but it closes in the afternoon so that I can sit on their available seats outside. I sit facing to the river and these past few weeks the weather here is windy and raining.. sooo good..
Just like this afternoon.. when I went in there, it wasn't raining.. but after a while the rain would start coming down.. the wind blew and I felt calm and soothing. Wish that I can sit there 'till nite time and dun need to go back to work.. hehehe... I like this type of weather. Usually last few months when I went there, the sun would shine so hot.. and no wind at all. But yesterday it rained heavily 'til I had to move somewhere else to avoid getting wet 'cos the tents weren't really protecting the whole seating area.
December.. month of raining.. Sometimes it annoys me 'cos it makes me wet and has to wear special footwear everytime I go out.. Everytime I also have to bring umbrella to make sure that when rain comes, I have my weapon ready in my bag.. hehehehe... People can easily get sick too.. What I can do now is just to prevent it happening to me by drinking more water, getting enough rest, and eating more fruits.. 'cos I hate getting sick. Yup, I can get MC from doctor and stay at home, but the mc can last only the most 2 days, while the sickness will stay on through 3 weeks or even a month.. what for? Being healthy is still the best.. hehehe..
No wonder my hubby still doesn't look out for a job 'cos I guess he is enjoying the good weather by keep staying at home, sleeping and waking up late.., watching tv, playing game, etc.. huh... not fair.. maybe I should plan of making a baby to be bornt again in December time.. so I can get 3 months leave from December to February.. and enjoy the terrible weather inside home safely.. hahahahhahahahahhahaa...... Good idea ya? XP
Hmmm... feeling better now.. Just now I was kinda moody..
3 more days.. then the year will change to 2007. Gotta meet my old friend this evening for dinner, then have a gathering w/ my senior high school friends on the 30th, then plan to make a puzzle again during 31st and 1st Jan.
For new year resolution??? Let me think...
1. Continue my study (after 6 months rest). I know it's not easy but diligent will pay out.. So, I must make sure that I open my book not only near the exam time, but also try to read notes regularly so that I won't kalang kabut when exam is coming.. hehehe... Jia you!!!! Normally I am lazy to go to a class.. somemore now the time is quite tight. Finish work at 6.15pm and school starts at 6.45pm. The journey itself already takes almost half an hour.. not enough time to eat.. so must plan on something so that I have something to nibble during the class and my stomach won't upset.. hehehehe.. Jia you!!!!
2. Keep up w/ my current job. Must maintain the good job.. Hm.. so far I found it ok.. duno if later something happens.. No matter what.. must know what I'm doing and be responsible w/ it!!!
3. Balance life well between study, work, and time for my son =) I won't be a good mum if I neglect him too often. I don't remember much on how much my mum took care of me when I was young 'cos last time my mum helped up my father's job, then worked at the shop since morning 'til nite time. When I went to school, my maid would prepare a breakfast for me, then my driver would drive me to school. After school, my father would fetch me to his office or to go for lunch, to shop, or to go home. If I had extra curricular activity, my aunt would come to school and brought me food or accompanied me for lunch at the school. I only felt my mum's care until when I was in senior high school. That time, my 2nd sis and bro have left to US to study and my 3rd sis was staying outside 'cos her school was quite far from home. So, only left me at home lor... no choice.. no body to sayang except me.. hahahhahaa.... No la.. my 3rd sis also went home often on weekend and my mum would ask us what to eat and my sis would say... 'udang pete cabe' and the big bowl of 'udang pete cabe' would be eaten only by two of us.. haiehiaheihaiheihaiehaiheihaei...... Haiyah.. now suddenly I turned back time le... ok ok.. continue w/ the next resolution... Oya, before that.. I have bought two tickets to HK for next CNY (just me & my son) so I hope I can spend a week of quality time w/ him and make him satisfy his dream to Disneyland to see Mickey Mouse and friends.. =)
4. I read newspaper yesterday saying that lots of people saying their resolution for next year is to do more exercise.. the newspaper even said that the membership for gym and yoga will increase 10-30% next year... hehehe.. not for me... I'm not the type of person who likes to exercise... hehehehehe... but I like to walk.. walk.. and walk... just walk... X)
Soo... any other activity to do next year??? Hm.. don't have anything in mind yet... Just live w/ the life lorr.... How about another dream?? So far I don't have any particular thing in my mind.. I do have one.. but better keep it w/ me first.. hehehehehe.... So.. other than these.. life goes on as usual.. Having a baby?? Not so soon.. unless if suddenly I change my mind.. :P
Well... nothing to say now... Ciao!!!

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

'Yoggie' & Shakes

Hehehe.. when I was reading my own blog about the new blender, suddenly I have this urge to write about the 'yoggie' ~ short form of yoghurt ~ and shakes ~ milk shakes ~
So far these were what I have been experiencing since the day I bought the blender ~different types of milk shakes & yoggie w/ fruits:
~ Melon w/ milk & ice cream
~ Banana w/ milk & ice cream
~ Vanilla ice cream & oreo
~ Kiwi w/ ice
~ Orange juice
~ Strawberry w/ yoghurt
~ Pinneaple w/ yoghurt
~ Strawberry, pinneaple w/ yoghurt
My cousins brought a pack of durian from Bangka and it is now kept at the freezer at home. Hehehe... I will try to blend the durian w/ milk. How does it sound??? XP
Fruits mixed w/ yoghurt is good. I used the plain yoghurt to mix. Both fruits and yoghurt are good for digestion system and fruits contain lots of vitamin as well.. so.. hopefully I can still maintain this habit of drinking yoggie & shakes.. hehehehe...

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Enjoy the process

I watched another HK TV series lately and in one of the series, there was this girl who was saying to enjoy the process of the relationship that she has.. *she loves the guy wholeheartedly while the guy has another girl in his mind..
So many times we only want to see the result. For example: When we're studying in school, we focus our mind mainly to the exam and the reason of school is to pass the exam and get the cert. We may have missed lot of our times of being together w/ friends, go outing w/ them, celebrate any occassion w/ them, etc. When we're working in office, we focus on how to get more sales that leads to more commission. We may have missed lots of our times again of being together w/ colleagues, getting together in company's activity, etc.
And I feel it myself when I make the puzzle few days ago. Before making the puzzle, I was so eager waiting for the days to come. It was challenging for me to finish it up. When doing it, my intention was only to get it finish as soon as possible. But once I finished it, I knew that there was satisfaction that I've finally made it.. but after that.. then what??? Just have to frame it and keep it somewhere before finding a right place to put it on the wall.. And good times have ended in just 2 days.. Just wondering.. If I made it slowly.. yes, it will take longer time to finish it up.. but the joy of making it would have be longer than only two days, rite? Why don't I just enjoy the time? Why must I rushingly finish it up? I knew at the first place that the result would be the same as the picture printed on the box. Hm.. life is so fragile.. I don't know how to describe it in words.. but happiness won't last long and so does the sorrow. It is always be up and down.. good and bad.. Again w/ relationship.. it's better to enjoy the process.. although I will never know what outcome will it be in the future. As long there is hope.. it gives me life. That's much better than just fulfilled every wishes and no wish left to live a life in the future...
But how about the other part has felt?? Will he/she feel the same way too????

Sunday, December 24, 2006


Yeahhh..... I bought 3 puzzles 2 days ago.. Actually I went to the puzzle shop on Thursday w/ PY and I had the interest to buy it.. they have a 10% discount for non-member and 20% discount for member and when I asked the seller on how to become a member, she told me that customer has to purchase the items from the shop for at least $200 per single receipt or $500 for accumulative receipt in 6 months time. Then I was considering whether to buy it up to $200 or not 'cos $200 is really not a small amount... And the reason on why I was interested to buy was that b'cos there were puzzles that I wanted to buy since long time ago... I saw it about 6 years ago in one of dept store in Swiss.. I didn't buy it at that time althouth I like it very very much 'cos I thought it was expensive (it costs Sfr 40 plus) and it will take lots of spaces for my luggage when I went back home and anyway, I was not really have interest in puzzle.. but I love the picture very much... =) And I saw it again back here in that shop and they have several different pictures.. and I love two of them. Each costs S$65.80.. Expensive oh?? And there is also a doraemon's 3 dimension puzzle.. hehehe.. New type!! They provide the stand for his body and the 'baling baling bambu' on top of his head.. and it costs $39.50 each.. wow...
Then when I went back to the same shop again on Friday, I found out that there was a late nite offer, which means there was 20% discount after 8 pm and when I were there, it was already at 8.10pm. So I asked PY too whether she wants to buy or not 'cos she was also interested to buy the round puzzles... So.. I finally bought again the things that I want.. I planned not to go out during the 2 long weekend (this weekend and next weekend) and I started to make the first puzzle on Saturday for almost a whole day 'til 3.30 am and continued it on 'til today at about 9pm. Finally I finished it!!! Wow, can't believe it!! Actually I give myself 3 days to finish it up.. and who knows that I can do it in two days!!! Exciting!!!
And i realize that I have fulfilled lots of things in my life recently.. I mean.. buying things that I really want and have it.. I finally bought my down pillow.. my comfortable quilt cover.. my doraemon set (6pcs of dinasour edition).. my bear's clothings.. my blender... and now.. my puzzles... it was not cheap but at least.. I wasn't aim on condo, cars, and things alike.. I only want a simple life w/ things that I love and something that I can afford and make me satisfy w/ it.. hehehe... and now too many things I have.. dun have place to put all other barang2.. hihieiehieheie... maybe need more storage place soon... =P
Tomorrow is X'mas.. I received a X'mas card from my best friend who is currently staying in Sydney.. Thanks Put!!! =) And many X'mas smses from PY.. kekekee.... Merry X'mas to you everyone... may all ur wishes come true too.. =)

Friday, December 22, 2006

X'mas celebration @office

Yesterday we were celebrating our X'mas party at the office =) Too bad we didn't manage to take whole dept picture w/ the trees since we were too busy w/ food, gift, clearing up rubbish, clearing up tray, etc. So, I can only attach the photo next to me for this blog ^^

A bit screw up since at 4pm, my boss remembered that she had to issue a BIG cheque to the contractor and it need 2 BIG persons to sign and one of them will fly and available only to sign the cheque before 5pm while the party was supposed to start at 4pm and I was one of the organisers for the party.. So she was rushingly asking my colleague to print out the cheque and I immediately went out from the office as fast as I can, but again.. it was 4 pm plus... which was a difficult time to find a TAXI!!! After waiting for 10 mins, I finally managed to get one.. fiuhh.... and 'luckily' one of the BIG people was away from the office so I didn't have to wait for him to sign it and could rushingly come back to the office.. and again.. have to wait another 10 mins for the TAXI =((( and only reached back to the office about 5pm.

They all have just started and not too late for me to join them.. hehehe... I guess they were waiting for me as well.. heihaiheiaheihaieae.... The food was very nice.. I heard lots of compliments on it. The chicken, spaghetti, sotong ball, etc. Clap hands to my colleague, Alfred, who has given lots of his efforts to cook spaghetti bolognaise for us.. plok plok plok.. and I only asked him to cook it the day before 'cos it's been quite sometime since the last time he cooked it for us and my friend was missing it XP hehehehehe.... Although he got appointment w/ his friend that nite, he still managed to buy the ingredients and cooked it all nite.. Thank you very much!! And the spaghetti w/ its sauce was superb!!!! A big thumb for him!!! =D
I ordered Canadian Pizza (Hawaiian Classic and BBQ Chicken Bonanza). Buy 2 gets 2 free.. hehehe... 2 bottles of sparkling juice.. Sushi.. BBQ Chicken.. hm... plus the log cake... I think people all enjoyed the food very much. Then last but not least was each person taking one number, where each number represents a gift for everyone. Quite fun but not as fun as last year.. hehehehehe....
I got a Winnie the Pooh plastic bag w/ cushion and Minnie Mouse's photo album.. not bad, oh?? Then the party ended about 6pm and at nite PY and I went to Marina Square to find a last minute present for other colleague.. hehehe...
Ok lah.. finish my story 'til here... bye byeeee...... ^^

Thursday, December 21, 2006

Hip Hip Hurayyyy....

Hehehe.... This morning, quite having a good mood... u know y???? 'Cos yesterday nite.. I finally bought my blender!!!! haueahehaehahehaehaehae..... I'd been longing for it since a week ago and kept looking for the best one.. and finally yesterday I bought it at Courts!!! It is a Phillip brand, made from glass and have to rotate to turn it on.. stylo mannn!!! But it can only be used to blend, crush ice, and it has filter as well to separate the juice and the flesh.. wiiiiiii.... Too bad yesterday the fruits at Cold Storage were not fresh at all!!! *I thought they claimed to always serve the freshest food in city???? ;( therefore I only managed to buy melon w/ milk. I bought one tub of vanilla ice cream below my house and deng deng deng deng... VOILA... "melon milk shake"... hehehehehhe.... =D so happy...
Today I plan to buy banana, strawberry, oreo cookies to try out something else.. or even coffee w/ ice cream??? XP
But I'm sure it's only a spur of a moment.. hiaehiaheihaiea.. I may only use it for one two weeks, and after that, it will be kept somewhere in the store room huwhawhawhhawaw... *bad habit... no lah.. fruits and milk are healthy mahhh.. *except for the ice cream... hihihihi..
And this afternoon my colleagues and I plan to buy food for our party later.. hope the budget is enough.. It is quite tight actually.. but we just try our very best!! I want to thank my dear colleague and best friend, PY, for her enourmous help to make this X'mas happier and merrier.. w/ the existance of 6ft X'mas tree this year.. it creates the X'mas mood very much compare w/ previous years... surrounding w/ gifts.. and lots of sponsor from PY *She forked out her own money to buy the boxes, cutleries, and other things as well.. Thank you very much, PY!!!
I just hope everything will run smoothly... =)
Well... talk 'til here.. wanna continue my work.. Merry X'mas everyone!!! Ciao!

Tuesday, December 19, 2006


Dunno why, suddenly I feel drowsy and headache.. It seldom happens. Perhaps b'cos I didn't have a good sleep last nite. I woke up in the middle of the nite.. and difficult to fall asleep after that.. I was thinking of the food arrangements for Thursday's party, 'cos I haven't made any plan yet on it... Still 1.5 hours to go for home.. I dun have a plan to go anywhere else except home tonite. Feel so tired.. Perhaps yesterday's rain??? Or maybe wanna get sick soon?
I just hope I can recover soon.. and hopefully not much things to do after this.. wanna take a rest. Oklah, nothing to update so far.. Life is going on as usual.. ordinary things... =) Ciao!!!

Monday, December 18, 2006

Busy weekend for everyone...

Waaa.... it's been a wonderful weekend last week... =)))
Last Saturday, PY and I went shopping together. We bought presents for our dept staffs (total 18 people). At first, we planned to go PS first, then Orchard.. but since we bought lots of things, we ended up just to go PS and no time at all to go Orchard. We had our dinner at Thai Express and after that we went to office to put our barang2 at 9.53pm. At first, we only planned to put our things in.. but we ended up wrapping some of the presents as well and we finished at 11.24pm and I reached home at 12am. Wow.. so tiring... I slept at 1am and woke up the day after at 8am 'cos the place where I work held a X'mas celebration for staff's children at the Ballroom. Three of us went at 10am, but since so many people were late *raining.. and some even didn't come.. I think we only started to have our 'brunch' at 11am.

There was a cookie decoration's competition for children and my son joined in as well. For fun, of course. It was his first time attending this type of competition together w/ his parents. At first, my hubby helped him out, then I helped him out as well. He put all those m&m and rice chocolates himself. I helped him put the coloured cream. hehehe... Other parents did the same too.. and then at 11.30am, the magician arrived and kids were starting to have fun w/ games, quiz, and of course, magic!!! I guess, not only children enjoyed it.. adults did too.. =)
After the show ended, they announce the winner of the cookie decoration. And we never expect that my son is the 1st winner for the competition and he got book shop voucher.. wow.... I thought the gift was only $20, but after that we found out that it was $50 voucher.. weee.......
So.. we were quite surprised for that.. But for me, the most important thing was that my son enjoy the process of the whole thing rather than just to win the competition.
The brunch was not bad too.. fried beehoon, pasta w/ tomato sauce n herbs, fish nuggets w/ tartare sauce, fried fish ball, fried chicken wing & drum stick, cha siew pao, mini sausages, fruits, log cake, even ice cream... hehehehe...
We went down to my office afterward. My hubby helped me to build the X'mas tree bought on Friday. One of my colleagues helped me as well. Actually we would like to buy a 5 ft tree.. but since we were quite late, the stock was finished and they have either 4 ft or 6 ft. PY and I bought 4 ft tree at first, but after put it out, my boss wasn't satisfy and felt it was too small.. So we went back to the shop and replaced it w/ the 6ft one. And today, in the beginning she wasn't satisfy as it is too big and block a way *people has to go one round to pass the road. Yeah.. human is not easy to be satisfied. But after I removed the chair, which was usually put in front of my table, and after sometime, she began to satisfy.. *I guess... XP
Since morning, I only heard people were complaining that it was too big and they have to walk one round to pass the road.. but not a single 'thanks' at all for all the effort that has been made. Hm.. until now, still haven't heard of it as well, but it doesn't really matter anyway... Hope the party this Thursday would be enjoyable.. that would be more than enough...
Continue.. hehehe... after finished w/ the tree, my hubby and son went back home first, while PY and I continue our day to Takashimaya.. hehehehe.. finally she went there.. *She has been wanting to go there for quite some time.. but b'cos of exams, she had been there less lor...
I bought presents for her and she bought mine too.. my Doraemon collections have increased... thanks PY!!!
Oya, this morning, my colleague told me that he has resigned... hm... another person has to leave.. quite sad.. but hey, this is life.. no matter what.. world still has to go around, rite??
Oklah.. write till here.. hope all of u had an enjoyable weekend too last week! =) Ciao!!!

Friday, December 15, 2006

Bul-bor ~ New Year 2007

New year is about 2 weeks to come... Is it too early for me to fill up the following bul-bor below???? Hope not... =D

In the year 2007, you will be turningwhat age?
*Hm... still 20+++!! kekekekekeke..... XP

in what month?

How do you feel about turning that age?
*Hm.. I feel like.. I'm still the same.. unlike other people in my age, who has been more successful w/ their career.. Anyway.. different people has different choice on how to live a life.. so this is my life and I don't feel ashamed w/ my life at all...


Do you want to...Lose weight?
*Lose weight is not the right thing to say.. perhaps maintaining what I have now would be more reasonable.. =)

Excercise more?
*My ankle and leg are painful these past few weeks.. perhaps b'cos I walk too much from home to home.. so.. I don't think I'll do more exercise nxt year.. somemore.. I always lazy to exercise.. hehehe...

Get a better job?
*No plan at the moment.. But as time changes... things may change too.. environment might be different... and it may change my current decision... =D

Go to school/college?
*Yup.. continue the part that I've stopped.. just for fun and make myself busy ;P

Quit smoking?
*Hm.. I'm not smoker...

Quit Drinking?
*Errr.. someone asked me not to drink beer too much.. but my feeling might be the same when I asked all the smoker to stop smoking =)


Have any other resolution?Or No resolution?
*Haven't thought about it yet.. but I guess I'll have one.


Are you going to:
Get married?
*For a second time??? XP

Have a baby?
*I really wish that I could have another one.. but it depends on lots of things... :(

Buy a house?

Move out on your own?
*Hehehe.. can I?

Graduate from school?
*Still a long way to go...

See your child graduate
*Graduate from K1? =P

Any other major things going on?
*No plan on major things at the moment.. But I'm a very impulsive person.. so.. who knows something may happen next year..


And Lastly...
Do you have any hopes for 2007?
*I guess everyone has new hopes in every new year..

What are they?
*I hope everyone can go through the difficult year next year w/ all ups and downs.. and blessed w/ good health and always full of love =)

Anything you want to declare about 2007?
*Not at the moment...

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Donate blood

Today the place where I work is holding a "Blood Recruitment Drive" for staffs. And it's my first time of donating blood in my life =D Actually I would like to have done that long time ago, I think it's back in year 1995 or 1996, but I couldn't remember the reason why I didn't do that. I saw my sister was donating her blood in the temple and my imagination was that the injection needle was very BIG.. so today, with full of physic and mental preparation, I finally made it. And I was wrong. Actually they gave us an injection, using only a small needle, and only little bit of pain. *Maybe different country different injection needle XP and anyway.. it was different from what I imagined.. hehehe...

They said they took 450ml per person for both male and female. My Indonesian friend told me usually they only took 250ml (perhaps that was what she had done in Indonesia). So... overall ok lor.. A bit weak at the beginning but after enough rest, it was all fine *hopefully...

And hopefully it will be useful too... hehehe...

Lots of my colleagues wanted to donate their blood, but too many restrictions given therefore they can't make it. For example: you must be feeling well that day, not having colds, coughs or flu in the last one week, no fever in the last 3 weeks, must be free from AIDS, high blood pressure, hepatitis B or C, and many many more.. wowww.... sooooo many requirements... and luckily I had fulfilled those requirements as far as I know.. hehehe...

Oklah.. gotta continue my work.. Ciao!!!

Tuesday, December 12, 2006


Hari ini sepiiieeeeeee banget deh...
Temen gw yang biasanya bawel, hari ini ujian.. met ujian yah.. moga2 berhasil!!!
Tetangganya temen gw hari ini juga cuti. Dia nyiapin ujian besok.. moga2 berhasil juga ye...
Gw ga ujian apa2 kali ini.. yah enaknya yah ga stress.. ga ada ganjelan gitu loh.. Ga enaknya yah gw jadi lebih lama lagi lulusnya... *sigh...
Tiba2 kepengen aja nulis blog pake bahasa Indo.. dah lama ga curhat pake bahasa Indo kali yeee..
Hari ini anak gw ultah.. 4 taon. Tadi pagi gw ajak dia ngomong2 gitu, eh matanya malah nempel ke televisi.. keqi kan gw... jadinya gw omel2in. gw matiin tv, trus remote tv ama cable nya gw umpetin biar dia ga bisa nonton.. trus maenan dari kukunya jg gw ancem mao gue buang..
trus dia menitikkan air mata gitu. mukanya senduuuu banget... kesian juga.. cuman yah itu lah.. makin gede makin bandel.. gwnya juga sih sibuk mulu.. pegi2 mulu..
Kemaren aja pulang kerja makan ayam penyet lagi, trus jalan2 gt di Orchard. Pulang2, dienya dah bobo... hiks hiks hiks.. padahal gw sayang banget loo ama anak gw.. kalo dia ampe sebel ama gw, gimana ya??? bikin anak lagi geto??? hihihihihi... sapa tau anak kedua lebih sayang ama gw.. kalo ga sayang2 juga??? hiks... masa bikin anak terus???
Yah, moga2 dia bisa lebih sayang ama gw deh.. entar malem langsung pulang rumah deh, ga ke mana2 lagi.. liat2 palingan bisa beli apaan entar.. sapa tau ada kue ultramen.. yah yang kecil aje.. asal dia seneng.. *kalo dia seneng.. sigh...
Ini sepi banget gile... mana panas lagi.. kayanya ac nya blon nyala2 dari tadi.. katanya semalem ada false alarm en rusuh gitu... hm.. bulan ini kaga bagus neh.. bos gw juga bilang gitu..
Hari ini aja dia pake baju terang banget... gw pikir baju baru.. Pas gw nanya, katanya dia baca buku, saranin dia pake baju warna biru, buat cooling down gitu.. en pas buka2 lemari, eh ada tuh baju.. makanya dia pake.. lucu juga..
Jadi penasaran ama tuh buku.. jadi pengen beli juga.. hihihihi.. abis katanya cun gitu ramalannya.. aje gile kan.. hiehiehie... Cuman kayanya gw belon ketemu2 neh tempat jualnya.. oiya, niat minjem kartu diskon ama bos gw.. tapi lupa moeloe... XP
Bete banget sih pagi2 begini?? hmmh....
Moga2 entar siangan jadi lebih baek deh.. *ngarep2 mulu...
Moga2 bulan 12 ini lewat aman2 aja yah... amin....

Monday, December 11, 2006


Seems like things don't go smoothly lately... =(
Kinda bad mood now.. hiks hiks hiks...
Is December a bad month for me too??? sob sob...
Hopefully my mood can change to the better soon...

'Bout last weekend..
Friday was busy day at work. Scan, scan, and scanning day..
My colleague told me this...
'She is a photocopy girl - since most of the time her job is to photocopy papers...
Me? I'm now a scanning girl - since last Monday, my job is about to scan, scan, and scan documents...
and another collegue...
She is a photographer girl - since she has to take lots of photograph for the fixed asset's project'
Just remember it, makes me laugh...

Visited VIVO city again last Friday... hehehe... getting bored w/ the place soon.. 'cos its location is not far from my office (only 3 MRT stations) and takes about 10-15 mins there.. Just hanging around there.. having my dinner at Banquet and walk walk...

Stayed at home for Saturday.. and u know wad? The modem spoilt!!! Hm.. not the modem, but found out to be the adapter of the modem spoilt!!! Suddenly no connection.. when I checked on it, no light.. and really.. spoilt.. But today my hubby managed to go down and buy a new adapter for it.. Hopefully problem is settled and I can go online soon.. =P

Yesterday.. I went to Bugis to Kwan Im Temple to pray.. then walk2 lor... When I went to OG, I saw the cute / mini electronic appliances, which can fit for 1-2 people. I was so imaginary.. thinking that I was using it for a small place for two.. hihihihi.. but the dream was abolished soon after I realise.. even for 2, it won't be enough.. the appliances were too small.. (electronic appliances ~ rice cooker, water-boiler, iron, coffee machine, etc.) 'cos guys usually eat a lot.. hahahhahaa.... so I was thinking of living alone.. but dun think it can happen now.. duno in the future, maybe.. if I have to stay alone when I get old...

Then when we wanted to go home, it was raining.. so we walked2 and found a right food to eat.. MOS Burger.. hehehe.. 'cos I wanted to purchase their 'panda' and ' bear' that I like... So I managed to buy both and go home.

At 6pm we went out for dinner to celebrate my son's bday which is coming soon (tomorrow). We held it earlier 'cos I'm afraid if I ate too much tomorrow, then something happened to me and I can't donate blood.. so... like that lor... Uncle bought b'day cake.. but my son was a bit disappointed to find out that there was no ultraman or any other cartoon on top of the b'day cake.. kekekeke...

Well.. talk so much.. gotta continue my work.. so many things to do.. XP Ciao!!!

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Busy.. sleepy..

It's been busy since Monday. Many things to do. Especially my Boss. So many things have to be done by her. I've been busy scanning things and do other things as well..
Slept 9 to 10 hours daily and today I'm still sleepy.. hehehe... Wanna buy nescafe from vending machine, but everything was sold out! What a day!
Gonna meet up w/ my friends later at nite for small gathering..
Hoaheemmmmhhh... still sleepy.. hiks hiks hiks... oya.. I read my ex-classmate's blog recently about her puppy.. the way she wrote.. really fresh and funny.. =)
O ya.. I'm planning to donate blood next Wed. It will be my first time and duno whether it will be my last time too.. XP Try not to get sick this week.. hopefully I can make it! I've been longing for this, but hopefully I really make it =D
Klah.. my sleepiness is still around and I have to find a way to kill it.. XP Ciao!

Monday, December 04, 2006

Build-a-bear workshop

I've got to know this workshop when I was in LA. It was located at Downtown Disney. My friend, Yuli, introduced me to this shop and suggested me to make a personalised bear by ourselves. Wow, it was soo fun!!!

At first, I didn't know why so many children around bringing the house-like boxes and didn't understand where they were coming from, but after making my own bear, then I knew what was it all about.. hehehe... *suaku ya???

Below is the process:

And below is the bear that me and my friend made...

Nice purple party outfits ya??? She has additional shoes, accessories (hat, necklace, and fairy stick), and leopard shawl w/ her.

And last Friday, 1st December 2006, the first shop was opened in Singapore located at the bridge between Vivo City & Harbour Front Centre at 2nd floor. I bought the new clothes for 'Reyka' - my bear's name and to 'Over Kang' - my son's bear's name, such as follow:

Angel outfit for Reyka. I was longing for this since a long time ago. I had one small angel bear before (about 8 years ago) and gave it to my ex-bf. Her name is Reyka too.. her wings were yellow gold colour and I don't know where is herabout now. And now I've fulfilled another my dream to have Reyka this angel outfit, which right for her size. She looks so beautifully. I also bought a pair of shoes and an underwear too for her.. hehehe... Just love her so muchhh!!!
As for Over Kang, I bought the 'Superman' outfit for my son's coming soon b'day. He also likes it very much and keeps saying that he has the Superman outfit as well and wants to wear it together.. =)

If you're interested, you can check it online or even buy it online at

As when u're looking for more varieties, you can go to There are lots more on it, especially those international outfits. Very cute... =)

You can say I am like a never grow up woman in this matter.. 'cos eventually I love dolls a lot.. =P J'aime poupee beaucoup.. XP

Friday, December 01, 2006

Casino Royale 007

I watched it last nite. My hubby got two free passes from his sis and we decided to watch it last nite, 'cos tonite I'll go to SITEX'06 w/ my colleague. We watched it at VIVO city. It's our first time of watching the movie there since it's been opened. The cinema is quite small but the screen is huge. We actually planned to watch 7pm movie, but it's full and therefore, we went for the 9.10pm movie. But the movie was only started at 9.30pm and it finished at 11.50pm and we have no choice but to go home by taxi, which costs us the same price of the movie ticket.. what a laugh.. kekekeke..

Overall movie was good. But sometimes I don't like it 'cos it's really movie.. which can't be done in reality *I guess so.. People can jump so high from one place to another without fear.. * I know they were trained in army or something like that.. but.. still.. how big the chance is that they never ever had any broken bone in their bodies.. and how fast the wound can be healed? And after drinking poison, he still managed to get alive.. kinda nonsense.. Aiyah.. movie is supposed to be imaginative anyway.. Maybe I just think too much on a reality rather than imagination.. hehehe...

We had Superdog for dinner. I tried the Germany hotdog w/ sourkraut plus fries w/ chillies. I don't think I will go back for a second time... I still prefer to eat German hot dog at Plaza Sing, much juicier, much fresher, and cheaper too.. XP
Well, that's for yesterday nite. We reached home at 12.30am and I took a bath then slept.. After today, at least I can have a rest for next two days.. *If I do take a rest... ;P

Thursday, November 30, 2006


Today is only Thursday X(
This week walks verrryyyyy slooowwwwww.......
Tomorrow is then Friday.. *sigh...
Tell me why!!! Tell me!!! hiks
Yesterday nite I was having 'Ayam Penyet' at Lucky Plaza. They have expanded to 1st floor #45-47. Not bad.. Food are still nice as usual.. I ate 'till my heart content... kekekekeke..... complete w/ Avocado Juice.. hm.. slurp.. slurp... *I ordered it twice before and they always run out of stock.. but yesterday.. hm.... I miss the one that my mom always do at home. Fresh and ripe avocado with syrup and chocolate condensed milk.. nyummy nyummy... fattening, but nice.. hehehehe..... I had ayam penyet set and side dishes of sayur asem & gado gado... sooooo fulll... ehehehehhehee....
Haiyah.. dunno why.. everytime I talk about the food, my spirit would come out automatically.. kekekekekeke.... XP
We had steamboat on Tuesday night at home. My parents, sis, and people at home ate together. Nice chilli.. nice soup.. everything nice.. accompanied w/ the beer...
So u know la why I am soooo tiredd.. and it's only Thursday now... hiks... X(

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Swinger swap xxx partners in S'pore

I read the news yesterday on the mypaper (free Chinese newspaper) about the above topic. Since my Chinese is not so good, I only understand just a little bit. 
I saw the film about it happening in Hong Kong, but never expect that they have this in Singapore as well. I don't have any comment about it, but it's interesting 'cos this can also happen in this small and conservative country.
Hm.. how if I join in as well?? haiehiaheihaiehaiehiaieae..... XP

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

What a tiring day!!!

Wahh.. I'm exhausted right now... really tired...
I couldn't sleep well last nite 'cos one queen size bed to be shared by 2 adults and 1 four year old child. Last night I slept in my bro's house, 'cos my parents have come back from Penang and tomorrow they're going back to Jakarta, so I just spent a night there together w/ my son and I really couldn't sleep well.. Not enough space, not enough pillow, not enough blanket, too cold, and the worst thing is.. nightmare. I was having a nightmare last night =((( And I tried to fall asleep since 10pm, but I think I only slept after 11pm and this morning I've to wake up at 7am.
At 11 plus in the morning I went to get signatures in City Hall and only come back before 12pm. I had lunch w/ my parents, sis, and son at the restaurant where I work. At first, I planned to have a la carte menu for my lunch, but after seeing the buffet.. I changed my mind.. hehehe.. I also took a buffet lunch together w/ them and not bad.. The food was quite fresh and nice =)
After lunch, I had to do lots of things. Preparing the letter to be sent tomorrow. And also.. I saw three boxes near my office. Those were binding reports given by GM. Wow.. 3 boxes!!! I brought the binding machine to my table and I took out the plastic binder one by one and also took out the divider, which can be used again for the next report. There were so many of them!!! And now.. I'm exhausted!! My eyes are quite heavy.. And tonight I'll have dinner at home. My hubby invited my parents to have a steamboat at home. Wahh... eat again.... XP
K'lah.. gotta sms my friends now 'cos the meeting time have to be changed since one of my friends couldn't make it this Thursday... Ciao!!!

Sunday, November 26, 2006

I'll Remember You by No Secrets

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember yooooou,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for yooooou,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

Forever baby, I'll remember you

Friday, November 24, 2006

Light in the middle of boredom

In the middle of my boredom today.. I found some interesting things.. hehehe..
At first, I was looking for pics of roasted duck, but it led me to something else, someone else's blog, featured w/ lots of pics. The blogger himself, is a photographer and I quite enjoy the contents of his blog. It will be so good if I can do some photography as well.. but too bad.. I never develop my interest in it.. so.. I just enjoy their creations =) They need viewers like me.. hahahaha...
When I logon to yahoo msn, I met a long lost chatting friend. I had his nick, but I couldn't remember him until he told me his full name.. I recalled just a little bit of him. But surprisingly, he still remembered on who I am. He knew where I studied before.. he knew I'm married.. he even told me that he called me before when I was looking for a job in China, and even know how was my condition there.. suffering miserably.. hahaha.. I didn't even remember that I ever spoke w/ him on the phone.. If just chatting through internet, still possible la.. but through phone??? Really can't remember...
Quite fun, though! =D We lost contact since 2001. He said perhaps married woman was busy.. that's why we lost contact.. Hm?????
He is married now w/ one 14 month old boy =) What a life... hehehe...
After work.. going to go out!!! Can't stay so long in the office, or I got bored to death.. hehehehehe... Have a nice weekend everyone!! Ciao!!! XP

Small feast @home =)

I had a small feast last nite =)
I bought a group of beers 2 days ago at my working place but I only brought it home yesterday. Those were actually lost & found items and staff can purchase it very cheap ^^
The bigger can of Tiger Beer.. I bought it for only $1/can and I purchased 7 of them. A big bottle of Tiger Beer, usually costs about $6, I bought it for only $2. And there was another drink from Philippines, small bottle written 'brandy' in front of it, and I bought if for another $2. Cheap hor??? =D So, total purchase was only $11 for 7 big can Tiger Beer, 1 big bottle of Tigger Beer, and 1 small bottle of brandy made in Philippines =D
So yesterday before going back home, I was asking my hubby to buy roasted duck but he thought it would be expensive, so he suggested me to buy KFC instead... I was quite upset w/ his suggestion.. 'cos since when KFC to be eaten w/ beer???? So I asked him not to buy if he didn't want to.. Then otw to MRT I was thinking of buying other snacks to be eaten w/ beer... And before I went off from work, my colleague offered me Old Chang Kee snacks, leftover from someone's bday party.. and I took a piece of Gyoza *my favourite... and I was thinking.. yeah.. whey don't I buy Old Chang Kee otw home? *There is Old Chang Kee shop near MRT.. so I was about sms my hubby asking him not to buy the roasted duck, then only when I started to write, he called me and told me that he bought the duck already.. and half duck only costs $13. At first I was a bit upset 'cos he bought it without my concern, while I've changed my mind to buy something else as replacement.. but think it over again.. I should thank him for his concern.. =) Then when I went home, I still bought my Old Chang Kee and after reaching home, I took a bath immediately and had my small feast @ home =)
What a nice roasted duck!!! It was really good although a bit oily.. I kept removing the oil, which was impossible to remove every oil from the skin.. heiheiheihieie... The chilli was my favourite!!! They have this chilli w/ sugar, salt, and the lime juice.. spicy and sour... hm...... delicious...
I also took some pieces of gyoza.. and opened a can of Tiger Beer to accompany my dishes... Wow... can't be describe w/ words.. I ate half of the half ducks by myself.. kekekekeke... and maybe 5 pcs of Gyoza and finished my beer... Wow... sooo niceeee.... =D
I went down to mama shop to buy some ice creams too.. hehehehe... so satisfied!!! But of course I can't have my meal like that everyday.. otherwise.. my cholesterol will jump out sooo high..
Then I watched my recorded film series at 8pm and continued w/ the series at 9pm and went to sleep.... zzz.. zzz...
My dear colleagues have asked me to join their BBQ party tomorrow at East Coast. It's been a long time I didn't go there.. I can't even remember when was the last time I went there and for what purpose. This morning one of them even threatened me not to talk to me anymore if I don't come tomorrow... hehehehehehhee... ;P *hope u don't mind I posted what u said on this blog.. hehehehehehe... I can't find anybody to accompany me leh... how a??? =D
Most probably I will go there tomorrow.. I may go earlier there to do something else, like having a walk.. or renting bicycle.. etc.. See how lah.. ok???
Oh ya.. today is Friday!! What a great day!!! =) Tomorrow I can sleep 'til late.. I don't have enough sleep lately.. while the weather is sooo good.. *so cooling... hehehehehe...
K'lah.. write till here.. gotta work again..... Ciao!!! Have a nice weekend everyone... XP

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Feel better..

The whole morning 'til afternoon I didn't feel very good. Too tired? Or moody? Dun really understand myself sometimes.. But after that, I browsed Internet looking for my ex-school and now feel much better. In the web, I can see lots of things from the school.. and most importantly teachers' faces =) Kinda miss them. Some teachers have left the school and continued on w/ their career somewhere else. I do still in touch w/ few of them, who were very nice teachers. I'm going to meet one of them during my next trip *hope we can meet again..
I'm going out for fresh air in few minutes.. Kinda feel blocked over here... =)

Sisters' reunion

Hehehe.... One by one.. will fly to Hong Kong during CNY and there'll be sisters reunion =D
After deciding my journey there, my eldest sister was also interested to fly there.. and yesterday she told me that she will go there as well hiehiaheiahiehiaheihaie..... 4 sis will meet together... lalalalala.... Duno whether my mum wants to join us or not 'cos my father plans to go back to his hometown at Bangka Island.
Wah.. what a tiring day.. Yesterday after work, I met my cousin who came back S'pore for short holiday. We went to VIVO city *again??? to have our dinner, dessert, and walk2. I reached home at about 10 plus. Then I took a bath. When I came out from bathroom, uncle has come back home (He went to Perth for 2 weeks to visit his grandson). He was taking out his presents just like a Santa Claus.. hahahaha... Sooo many soft toys he brought from there and many other toys for my son as if my son is his own grandson.. ;P He bought a bag for me, some soft toys, and strawberry wine for me =) He also bought some souvenirs for others. So many of it. He was excitingly talking about his trip but too bad, I can't understand Hokkian, so I just sat there 'till 11.30pm. Waa.. so late... then went to sleep lor...
This morning I've gotta work again.. like usual.. I keep yawning and my tears keep coming out.. so sleepy... *Hoaaaheeemmmmm......
Time flies.. I love November.. hehehehehe... it passes faster than the rest of the month.. =P
K'lah.. gotta work again.. Ciao!!!

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

My plans

CNY is still 3 months ahead but today I already made a decision on what to do. Hehehe.. a bit kiasu.. XP
I think I've posted in previous blog that I planned to go Hong Kong to bring my son to Disneyland. And few days after that, after having lots of consideration, I decided not to go. And this morning, my 3rd sis emailed, and said that she has already booked the ticket to HK and all her plan. And after thinking very hard... I decided to go there as well..
I plan to go there for a week w/ my son. My purpose is to visit my 2nd sis & families and other relatives, and also to bring my son to Disneyland. My 3rd sis plans to go Shenzhen/Guangzhou and stay for 2 nights. I dunno whether I'm going w/ her or just stay in HK alone. Most probably I'll stay in and enjoy browsing HK alone 'cos I believe there will be lots of people going/coming back from Shenzhen/Guangzhou to HK (jam at the immigration) and also to save transport costs =P Anyway I've been there many times before and dun have any specific purpose to go there other than to visit relatives.
I just hope that I made the right decision 'cos the tickets are not cheap and hope that my son and I will enjoy the trip.

I have registered the course for next term too. Hopefully I can plan my time properly so that I've enough time to study. Just hope everything will go on smoothly...

My goal for next year: Study hard, work hard, and play hard too!!! Kanbate!!!

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Say Goodbye by Chris Brown

Look we gotta talk
Dang I know
I know it's just
It's just...
Some things I gotta get of my chest alright....
Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa...

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know

How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh [4x]
Do you hear me crying?
Oh, oh, oh [4x]

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye


Don't you think sometimes it's better being friend rather than being someone special???
I heard many people say.. it's better being friend w/ someone you like/love rather than making them your someone special.
By regarding them as a friend, you can share freely whatever you have in your mind.. no hard feeling when they say or do wrongly or when they ignore u at the time they're busy w/ their own things.. etc.
In Indonesia, they have come to the term of TTM or 'Teman Tapi Mesra', which means 'Friend but Intimate'. They even have a song on it, which is quite famous some time ago.
I dunno whether other country has come out w/ some new terms similar w/ that one or not.. hehehe...

Friday, November 17, 2006

Weekend is comingggg...

Cihuyyyy... today is Friday again!!! =P
Tomorrow my parents will come to S'pore. I'll go to the airport and fetch them. It's been almost 4 years since my father came here for the last time (when Reever was only 1 month old). They are going to Penang next week for checking up their health. Actually my father asked me to come along w/ them.. but too bad I don't have any more leave left.. so my 3rd sis will bring them there for about a week. Maybe I can join them next weekend, but I guess it's a bit too rush 'cos one way journey needs about 10 hrs drive (by bus), so.. still not sure whether I'm joining them or not. Anyway.. my sis already has a plan in her mind to bring them going around S'pore by hopping on to the Hippo bus on Sunday nite... While me? I dun have any plan at all.. Just see & follow.. =P
After work, plan to go around Suntec. It's been a while since my last visit 'cos nobody wants to accompany me mahh.. hiks hiks... so.. still duno leh what transport should I take.. hm... *thinking...
Wah.. this week passes quite fast oh... =D Another 10 days is a pay day.. haiehaiehiaheihaieiae.... XP
K'lah.. continue working.. hehehe.. Ciao!

November rain

Hm... the title looks familiar.. I know it's a song title.. but I seem like seeing it in someone else's blog.. It's not that I copy from people, but.. this month is really blue for some people... =( even I myself encounter it myself.. but not anymore.. =D

Recently I always try to go out earlier to work. It's not that I love my office so much.. hehehe.. But because.. it's good to have a brisk walk every morning from home to MRT station. The earlier, the cooler the weather.. The later, the hotter it will be..
So normally I reach office around 8.15am, then I head myself to office's canteen to have a breakfast (2 toast plus water). I used to have a tea w/ sugar there.. but I realised I'd depend on the caffeine everyday if I keep having a tea for breakfast, that's why I change it to the healthier drink, which is warm water.. hehehehe...
It's a way to communicate w/ other colleagues as well. I enjoy it. I'm not there for gossiping.. but just to have a small chit chat and also to broaden knowledge about what is happening outside (sharing the news).
And just nice.. 8.30am I'll be at my chair already... =D Ready to work!!!! hehehehe...

Back to the topic.. November.. supposed to be a rainy season already in this tropical island.. yeah.. it rains sometimes.. but not all the time
Perhaps December.. or January.. I dun like rain.. It can make me headache.. and wet.. and dirty.. cold..

Hm.. below is the song lyrics from above title.. dedicated to everyone... =) Enjoy!!!

November Rain
By Guns N' Roses

When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time...on my own
Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain, ohhh yeahhh
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain

Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Hoaaahheeemmmm.... =O

Very sleepy... zzzz....

I didn't have enough sleep last night. I slept at 1am.. and woke up at 7am this morning.. Only 6 hours sleep.. really not enough. Normally I sleep at 10pm at night.. =(
Must endure!!! About 2 more hours to go... Jia you!!!! XP

Bye bye.. see you all again..

Yesterday nite, I went to my bro's house after work. We had a dinner together then we went up to the house. It was very messy.. They were still packing their belongings, and also tidying up the whole place in house, mostly in the living room and their bedrooms. Lots of things they surrendered to be donated, recycled, and to be thrown. There were some things that I took as well since it is still usable, mostly to be used by my son (those crayons, pencils, VCDs, etc.). I also helped them a little bit.. And it went on till 10 pm. I felt very tired.. then we left the house.
I met them for the last time before they fly this morning.. so I was quite sad to say goodbye to them. To Astro.. Aryn... to my sis-in-law, and to my brother. We used to get together in many occassions, such as BBQ, steamboat, challet, b'day, marriage, CNY, X'mas, lantern festival, watching movies and many more. Our children grow up together since their age difference is only 9 months. I was quite sad that they are leaving. But they are still coming back in the future.. and their journey is only temporary.. for 2 years and more.. Well again, just because the place they go is very far away from here.. They are going to Connecticut, east part of US. The travelling hour by plan is 18 hours non-stop. Can you imagine how far is it??? If we have a chance to go there, we will need lots of money and energy.. hehehe... Aniwae.. now they are in airport waiting for boarding. My hubby and son sent them off just now.. also my sis, and my sis-in-law parents. When I called my sis-in-law, she said they were crying just now when they left the 'auntie', who took care their daughter since she was 2 months old (now Aryn is 3 yrs old). Auntie just can't bear to see them leaving. It's a loss that make them sad. Especially my bro and my sis-in-law are the mahjong partner for her.. hahaha... It's really sad... hiks hiks hiks.. If I were there, I would be crying as well.. huwaaaaa.....
The time has really come.. finally they're really flying off to a faraway place.. But again.. it doesn't mean that they won't come back, 'cos they were entitled to come back S'pore once in a year.. hehehe.. how nice it'd be... =) We will surely miss them very very much...
Take care ya all of you.. and control ur food over there.. hehehe.. otherwise.. we will see 'Giant Four' when all of u return.. hahaha.. just kidding.. XP

Tuesday, November 14, 2006


Kinda not in the mood to work today... Some more one of my friends's taking urgent leave, which makes me getting lazier to work.. kekekekekeke..... XP
So.. I chatted online for a while w/ some of my friends, which I haven't done it for quite some time. It was good to in touch again w/ them, although there was nothing much to say..
Like usual.. it's the 3rd week of the month.. getting less job.. but still have to finish up my FA's job *sigh... Today I managed to take pics of one room only, 'cos the occupancy rate is very high (98%???). There are still about 5 rooms to take.. hopefully I could get it done as soon as possible and give my superior a result of what I've been done.. =D
This afternoon I had lunch w/ PY. I had hor fun, while she had fried hor fun and both of us were having banana w/ milk juice.. not bad for the juice.. but the hor fun, no taste... dun think I will order the same food again next time.
Aniwae, later after work, I'm going to go to my bro's house. They will depart tomorrow afternoon. Feel very sad... =(
There is left me and my 3rd sis in S'pore.. hiks... hiks.. and soon my 3rd sis will leave S'pore too.. hiks hiks hiks.. hwaaaaa....... Oklah.. gotta work again.. Ciao...

Sunday, November 12, 2006

Taken for granted

'Have it' means 'good'
'Dun have it' means 'it's okay'
Is it the meaning of 'taken for granted'?

How many times in life that we have taken someone for granted???
And how many times in life that someone else has taken us for granted???

When we're gone..
What will THEY feel?

Or when someone else is gone
What will WE feel?

Or.. no feeling at all?

It just happened to my best friend's friend..
At times when my best friend needs him the most.. he just took it easy.. Never really took attention on her needs, didn't give her much attention, care, or love.. which simply means he took her for granted.
And by the time my best friend had an interest on other guys and started to ignore this guy, then that guy just started of losing her. Wasn't it a little bit too late???
He regretted very much on what he has done. If only my friend didn't give him any chance, they may have lost each other.. And since she gave him one more chance.. then the guy started to treasure her more than before.. gives her the attention that she needs.. gives her loves and cares that she always needs.. and gives it even more..
Now they are a very lovely couple, who treasure each other for the time and chance that they have. Even they can never always be together.. they just simply live their lives to the fullest as long as both can feel happiness in their lives.. which may be just short and they knew it that it will end soon or later.

And now.. I feel that someone has taken me for granted AGAIN. Maybe it's just my feeling.. but that's what I feel right now. Honestly.. I'm tired and sick of this. Why can't my presence be important in their life??? Ever I??

Friday, November 10, 2006

Yippie... It's Friday again!!!

Last week and this week passed by veryyyyyy fast.... hurrayyyyy!!!! =PPP
Perhaps b'cos last week I didn't come to office for few days and this week I was soooo busy almost everyday.. that's why the time has passed soooo fastt!!! =D
Yesterday I went to VIVO City again after work w/ my colleague. Just the two of us, like usual... =P We had a dinner there, then had a walk lorrrr.... We went to Tangs Dept. Store and do some research about nice pillow!!! I found the pillow that I want!!! And u know how much it costs???? Almost $70!!! =( hiks... too expensive... hiks hiks hiks... It is a mixture of 60% down and 40% feather inside.. so it's veryyy soft and comfortable...!!!! But very expensive too.. hiks hiks hiks... So I decided not to buy first, but look around first before deciding which pillow to buy. I saw one in Giant that sells the feather pillow.. It only costs $19.90 each but the smell is very strong. Perhaps I will buy that one if there is no other alternative... But again, like what my colleague said.. sleep is very important.. at least 8 hours per day, same as the time to work.. so spend more on it is alright.. The most important is that I can have a comfortable and good sleep at nite everyday.. Hm.. quite true actually!!! 'Cos the use of the pillow is also for long term, not just few months then throw. If I spend the $70 to buy some clothes, it's also almost the same mah???? So, I guess if I really like the pillow very much, perhaps I will buy it.. But maybe I can only afford to buy one.. and hopefully my son won't snatch my that pillow 'cos he likes my hair smell very much and always want to use the pillow that I normally use... kekekekeke... =P
This morning.. I also did some research about the flight ticket to Hong Kong. Actually I plan not to go anywhere during next year Chinese New Year.. 'cos my money has become less and less.. then 2 days ago, when my son and I watched TV, there was a Hong Kong Disneyland's advertisement on TV.. and my son said like this in Chinese.. 'Mama, I haven't seen it before le... - 'it' refers to Mickey mouse, donald duck, and so on...' then I replied.. 'You saw it already on TV mah????'. He said, 'No lah.. I haven't seen the Disneyland before.. I want to go there le...'. Then I said, 'Haiyah.. mama no money lehhh...' And you know what he said afterwards???? "Ha??? No money??? No money but you could go alone to US leh.. no money but you could take helicopter there and go to Disneyland there... Where got no money???" OMG!!! When I heard it.. I was stunned... and asked him.. "Hey, who taught you saying like that huh???" "Myself lorr....", he said... Coi coi... nowadays kid is very clever!! Can you imagine?? 4 year-old boy could answer me like that!!! That's why this morning I was thinking to bring him there during CNY and also to meet my sis' children since my bro's daughter would have flew to US already... Hm.. now I will check on the price.. and later on decide on whether should I buy only the air ticket or should I buy the packet from the travel agent.. If the packet's fee is not as expensive as the only air ticket, then I could consider of taking the packet.. Hm... my son went there before also during CNY when he was only 2 years old.. This time.. he may be able to enjoy it better than last time as now he can walk and do things himself... =D
K'lah.. got to continue my job now... XD Spend much time on it already.. hehehehe.... Ciao!!!

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Mood swing

Err.. if u found my blog sounds funny these few days.. please blame it to my pre-MS.. My mood just swings up and down. This morning I felt angry, then change to sad, and now.. to feel great.. Woman ah.. woman.. why we have to go through this every month ah????


Suddenly I have this urge... to prioritize my life into studying.. Hehehehe.. sounds very good huh?? But perhaps few days later my mind changes again.. hahahahaha...
'Cos I don't think I want to be troubled w/ personal love life at all.. Maybe heck care or dun care is the best solution for that one. And since my social life only comes occasionally, so why dun I concentrate more or make myself busy w/ studying??? No harms what??? =P On weekend, I can escape my life to go library or my bro's house or any cafe to study.. rather than doing other things.. And at the same time.. my other priority is to give more attention to my son.. how is that sounds? Too perfect hor?? hahahahhaha... Aiyah.. duno leh.. suddenly thinking of taking two papers at the same time.. I know it's very hard and very difficult to absorb the lesson nowadays.. (my brain has been holidaying for few months), but the urge just came like that leh.. Hm.. give me some time then.. to think about it.. Yesterday I was thinking of staying at my bro's house while he is away.. 'cos the school is not so far from there. See how lor... hehehehe.. maybe I can move there for 5-6 months? All I think is my son.. How to give him more attention if I dun stay at home w/ him then?? Unless I put him into the childcare nearby my bro's house.. but it costs damnly expensive leh... hiks... Half of my salary will be gone if I do so... hm... see how la.. but prioritize study.. this kind of motivation.. suddenly pop up into my mind and I feel great about it.. *yeah.. exam time hasn't come yet mahhh... later near exam time then I could get crazy lehhh... hahahahahhaa....

Tuesday, November 07, 2006


I'm fed up w/ all of this!!!
From personal life, to working life, to social life... suddenly I feel like.. I wanna explode!!!
Since nobody cares about what I do over here.. I've decided.. no more struggle to reach whatever goal u've been dreaming of!! No way!! I will just relax and do whatever things I like.
And if the environment gets wildered.. I've decided too.. no point of continuing of.. maybe the fate must stop 'til few more months?? I still can find another one.. *hopefully.. And if so call a friend is only a friend when in need.. then forget it!!! I still can find other things to do..
Haiyah!! Feel very stuffy in my chest!! Wanna take out all the anger.. or cooling down. S'pore is too small country.. no big mountain, no lake, and very bored country!!! Just wonder why I decided to come here to live. What I believe is.. no matter where I go.. it's all still the same.. =((
Life sucksss!!! I hate my life!!!


Dunno why.. I had nightmare these last two nights...
On Sunday night, I was dreaming.. My youngest sis-in-law was driving some kind of bajaj (three wheel car) in front, while I was seated behind w/ other 2 girls (couldn't remember who..). The location, was something like in US. When we looked up at the sky, there were two suns in the sky.. and we were thinking that there would be disasters coming. So my sis-in-law increased the speed of the bajaj and went on w/ the road. But in front, there was army asking us to go the other way around.. which means.. we had to return back to the place where we were from.. No choice.. since they've blocked the road, we could only U-turn and kept on going... then.. I woke up.. ???? Two suns in the sky.. located nearby to each other.. what that means??? One sun already gave us a very hot weather.. how about two??
And last nite.. it was another dream. I think.. I went to the car repairer.. kind like a house.. then I went in to the house. I guessed I've invited other 2 guy friends in to have lunch there. The food was nice, but one of the friend was having a gastric and couldn't take the food provided, therefore someone was going to buy for him. I went out not through the door, but through one square wide and short one and eventually I managed to go through it. The nitemare was... when I went to the toilet.. I was inside, then found out there was a black things in the wastafel, which came out to be 2 big cockroaches and 'perhaps I didn't wear my glasses' and I saw small2 black things near the door and on the wall.. which AGAIN came out to be lots of cockroaches!!! I was shouted very loud.. "Maaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!" and faster opened the door and RUN very fast!!!
Haiyah... last week, I didn't even have any nitemares but dunno why these two days I kept having this type of stupid dream!! Perhaps I should change my pillows. The two pillows have made me sleep uncomfortably 'til I must use other type of small pillow to support my head when sleeping.. Maybe those small pillow that made me having this night mare.. Dunno la..
Today after work, I plan to register my class. Enough rest for this time and I must go back to my feet again!! Hopefully my energy has been recharged and no more complain.. =P I hope I won't giving up and keep on going! But I haven't decided which school to go.. I will call and check it w/ my friends whether their teacher is good or not for the school that locates nearer to my office.. otherwise.. I should take the school w/ a very good teacher, but locates a bit far from here.. =( *sigh.. maybe that's the cause of my nightmare.. to think back to school and EXAM again.. Life.. o life... so miserable but yet.. must go on!!! Jia you!!
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