From U To Me?

如果爱上你是一种错
我深信这是我一生中最美的错
我宁愿这样错一辈子
你看的见我打在屏幕上的字
却看不见我掉在键盘上的泪
或许爱情不一定完美
我宁愿选择无悔
不管来生多么美好
我无法忘记今生对你的回忆
希望我在死后能做一个天使
永远守护着你

Merdeka!!!

Today is 17th Aug, celebration of Indonesian's Independence Day! Merdeka!!!
Well, it's been 60 years... Quite some times since our grandparent's time..
Now it's year 2005!!! I never expected that I could live up to this... When I was young, I thought I will never grow old.. be young, that's all.. but I was wrong! Time goes on.. We grow each and every day.. became older and old one day.. till the time to leave this world.
Aniwae... nothing much to say.. Gotta continue my work now... Again, Merdeka!!!

Busy Busy Busy Too!!!!

Huaa....true true true..so busyy..sobb...
btw, do u really busy reyka? how come? what have u done in the office? hehehe
anyway, just cant wait till tomorrow...oh yeah, my colleague gonna cook me pork chop as well tomorrow, nyummyyyy..hehehe
well...i dont know what my position here in this company...i can take so many job title according to what i've been doing here...geezz...just now finished uploading website as well for my company..lucky they dont ask for anything fancy..just linking webpage to webpage..pheww..otherwise i have to spend days again to learn those fancy things..but coz of tinkering with the website..i feel i want to make one for myself too..but too lazy i think, hehehe
anyway..kinda tired already now..just cant wait to go home..but even when i go home, still have many things to do...have to wash my sheet sets, pillowcase, comforter, laundry, sweep and mop the floor..tidy up my table..tidy up my shirts etc...whoaaa..so many things to do..
when can i have someone by myside to help me when something like this happen..hiksss

Busy busy busy

Hm.. i guess it's busy time for some people.. including me? Perhaps.. =P
Yesterday having class again. Felt so boring.. really wanna end the class asap. Duno why, I really have no mood for this subject.. *sigh...
Yeah, cos of my poor English?? to understand business law terms.. so many new terms to learn.. Just wish I could skip the exam.. Talking about exam, remind me of the result that i will have soon.. =(( really scared... cos i didnt prepare it very well last time, just wanna have it finished asap. Exact 10 days to go.. huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa................
Everyone who read this, please pray for me.. cos i dun like to repeat.. hiks hiks hiks.. if I have too, it's really my fault then..
Aniwae, couldnt go back to the past and dun want to.. cos i prefer go on to new, each and every day. It's better for me to have something new and challenging rather than crying over yesterday and the past..
Btw, nxt weekend my friend gonna come here and I will stay in the hotel with her.. huaehhaehaheae... What a lucky me! Could enjoy a weekend in a five-star hotel (i guess???)
We plan to have a drink (heavy one) in one of the nites.. Hem.. hope I wont get drunk.. haiehiaheihiaheiaeihiae....
My company D&D is coming soon too.. Now they're busy preparing everything. Clashes of ideas are happening all the time. Last minute changes are occuring too, which makes some of them feel very stressed out and wanna explode!! Well.. hopefully it could end soon and everything goes in order.
Well.. it's enough time for me to blog.. and now.. continue with my business.. haiehiaheihaiehiae... muach... bubyee

Back to normal

Finally I have been better after 10 or more days with my fluz and sore throatz...
Perhaps I should have eaten more chillies so that I can recover faster.. haiehiaheihaiehiaheiae...
Feel very fresh since yesterday after trimming my hair. Hm.. worth spent money for the feeling I have now =P
Today, already 2 persons telling me that I look prettier.. haiehaiehiaheihaiehiaheiaei... ^^
Too bad I still can't control the way I eat. Yesterday I just said to myself that I wouldnt eat anything after my last beehoon bakso... But half an hour before 12 am in the morning, suddenly I felt so hungry and couldnt sleep if I didnt fill my stomach with something.. then like you all have already expected.. I ate mee goreng plus my favourite fried egg, hm... yummy!!! =D How to lose weight if I continue like this????
Aniwae.. I've been much better compared to last year.. at least I could wear some of my clothes (or underwear) that I bought before married and giving birth. =P But to call it slim, it's still faraway ahead.. and it's not something I long for. Just be the way I am with my normal weight *at least for me it's normal.. haiehiaheihaeiae... and be healthy...
Btw, plan to munch McD's twisted fries later.. ahiehaiheihaeiae.. plus chicken nuggets.. haiehiaheihaiehiae... oh my...
One hour and 20 mins to go before going back home.. D porridge couldnt last long in my stomach and I could feel trumble sound from it.. haiehiaheihaiehiaheae...
Better stop now.. otherwise... im going to bite myself.. haiehiaheihaieea.. Ciao everyone!!!

Damn flu!!

It started last Friday. I thought it was just a normal cold, till it got worst. On Monday, almost everyone knew that I was sick by the way I spoke.. even till today.

I went to company doctor on Monday morning and he gave me pills for five days. Today is the forth day already and my flu seems have not recovered yet.

He gave me 3 types of medicine. One for nose, only drink it twice per day (not to drink at night), one for phlegm three times a day, and another one is one per day (only to drink at night cos it will cause dizziness and you will sleep all the way).

It really did! For three nights I could feel like gulping sleeping pills. I always go to bed at 10 pm and wake up at 7am, yesterday 7.40am. 9 hours supposed to be sufficient for normal people.. even more than enough (ever heard people who sleep 5-6 hours/day??), but it's never enough for me in this type of condition. It's very hard of me to wake up every morning, wish that every day is holiday so I could sleep more. Perhaps the effect of the medicine is too strong. When will I recover???????

I hate it man when I am sick. I feel that I have no energy to walk, no mood to eat, and even to do anything.. just wish I could apply sick leave and sleep a whole day at home.. but too bad, I can't =(

Well, National day is coming soon!! Well, it's Spore National day.. which also a remembrance of my father-in-law one year' pass away. How time flies!

And u know what? Last week I bought 4D and chose the i-bet, where the number, let's say 1234 for $1, then if the number came out 4321, I will still win (but with less prizes). I bought for Wed, Sat and Sun, and no one set of number came out, and yesterday it came out at 1st prize, where I did not buy it. *sigh.... perhaps it's not my luck in this type of game.

But I do buy hope.. hope that I could win it someday.. hahahahahhaa...

OKlah.. got to work now.. and wish me recover soon huh??? hiaheihaehiaheiae... bubyeee