Really bad day...

It's now 10.30pm. Just came back from KK Hospital A&E. =(
Today is my bro's b'day. We went to EMC to have dinner there. They offer peranakan cuisine made by Chef who specialised in peranakan food. There were different varieties of food offered and it is better to have special food like this so that people won't get bored.
My son and my bro's daughter miss each other very much. It's been a while since they met together.. (I think it's almost a month they didn't meet each other). So when they met this time there, they were very happy and played together. After blow the candle and ate the b'day cake, both of them were running surrounding our tables and at second circle, my son accidentaly knocked his head against the edge of the wall. He was coming after me and crying. I scolded him for that but then he cried harder and said he was in pain. I thought it was only a normal knock. I hugged him while he was crying and after that I saw blood flowing from his head. Waaaa.... I was a bit shocked.. 'cos I seldom face this type of wound before. Immediately I took a tissue to stop the blood and faster paid my bills and we headed to nearest hospital for children. Lucky the wound wasn't deep and after checking up my son condition, doctor said the wound can be cured using the glue. So the nurses shove a bit of his hair, cleaned the wound, and put in some glue on it. DM from the hotel called me when we arrived in the hospital, which I thought was a bit too late. But it was ok for me since we know where to go and what to do (if it happened abroad, maybe we really need their help for giving us direction where to go and what to do..) and my Boss, who was on duty this weekend, also called me to ask about my son's condition. Thank you for your attention and luckily so far my son's condition is not that serious.. So after that we could go home and now he is playing his father's PS2 (Dino thunder game) ckckck...
After this incident, hopefully he knows in the future on what he should do and what he shouldn't when it comes to play.
Tomorro I've gotta go to my bro's house to take my things which I left in the restaurant tonight. Hm... in few months, my bro and family will move to US for working. My 3rd sis' husband will work in China and it left us alone. There will be no ritual b'day party anymore starting next year like what we used to have all this while... *sigh.. My son will be lonely too without his' mei mei around.. Hm.. things are always like that.. When they are there.. you won't feel it so great.. but when they are not around, you're starting losing them and feel how lucky u are when they were there.. so.. must always treasure what we have now 'cos by the time we lose it.. there is no turning back.. Of course their moving would only be temporary and short term.. but still.. we will still miss them if it happened... =((

"Bad Day" by Daniel Powter

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day

Inspirational words by Pravsworld.com

A HONEST FAILURE
I would prefer to be a honest failure than to be a corrupt success

BEFORE YOU...
Before you SPEAK, LISTEN
Before you WRITE, THINK
Before you SPEND, EARN
Before you CRITICISE, WAIT
Before you PRAY, FORGIVE
Before you QUIT, TRY

JUST SAIL
As we sail through life,
don't avoid storms and rough waters.
Just let it pass
Just sail

Always remember,
calm seas never make skillful sailors.

LIFE IS ABOUT STRUGGLE
The most important thing in any game is not to win but to take part.
Similarly, the most important thing in life is not the triumph but the struggle.
The essential thing is not to have conqurered but to have fought well.

MISTAKES ARE LESSON
When you make a mistake,
don't look back at it long.
Take the reason of the thing
into your mind and then look forward.
Mistakes are lessons of wisdom.
The past cannot be changed,
the future is yet in your power.

PEOPLE NEVER FORGET
People will forget what you said.
People will forget what you did.
But people will never forget, how you made them feel.

WHY NOT YOU
Today is a new day!
Many will seize this day
Many will live it to the fullest
Why not you??

TREAT EVERYONE AS SPECIAL
Beginning today,
treat everyone you meet
as if they were going to be dead by midnight.
Extend to them all the care, kindness,
and understanding you can muster,
and do it with no thought of any reward.
Your life will never be the same again.

Tiger time!!!

Yesterday after finishing work, my two colleagues and I went to Lau Pa Sat for a free food & drink.. hehehe... Kopitiam was celebrating its 10th Anniversary and Tiger Beer was sponsoring the event. Carol & her cousin went to one of the Tiger Beer promotion event before this and her cousin was posted about this event through email and that's why we could be there to enjoy. The event started at 7pm. There were lots of finger food provided, roasted meat, fruits, satay, and mooncake. The drink, of course, Tiger Beer, was provided free all you can.. I couldn't remember how many jugs we were given.. I think there was about 5 jugs for 5 of us. I couldn't remember how much I drank too.. but I was still fine and not drunk. It was fun. Carol was participating one of the game, which was trying to guess the filling of the different mooncake provided. There were total 4 mooncakes given and the funniest thing is that.. Carol said one of the mooncake's filling was 'Salted Egg'. Hahahahhaha... I never heard that there is a mooncake filled w/ salted egg before.. But at least she dared to participate... and her cousin and I were supporting her from faraway.. hahahhaa... We ate, drank, and finally went back home around 9pm and share the Taxi (since we stay nearby).
Today is Carol's last day in the office (after 8 years working in the company). I think we are all a bit sad of her leaving.. But again.. life must go on.. This thing is all unavoidable. Me, too.. One day I will leave this company too.. But don't worry.. we're still friends. Even though we don't meet everyday physically, it doesn't mean we disappear from this life.. Since we're still alive, we still can meet each other anytime, anywhere, as long as there is still fate between us, don't you agree???

Shizuka & Nobita in Chinese wedding dress

Today my colleague comes back to work after holiday to her home town back in HK. And guess what? She bought me the pair of the dolls above as my b'day present =D
I've been wanting it since I saw it on the Internet around 2 months ago, and little did I know that they sell it in HK and happened that she saw it and now it's w/ me.
I thought the dolls would be small in size, but actually, it is quite big size. Hm.. when will I have my glass cabinet then???? ;P
Oh ya, maybe next time I go to HK, I can buy some more collections of Doraemon and his friends, hehehe...
So how? Did you find it cute too??? =)

Dried up

Truth
Busy
No connection
GRan
Tired
No etiquette
No news
EGP
No warmth
Bye
Sleepz
No effort
Good luck!
It's ok
'til nxt year
No more chance
Dried up...
zzz...

Short & tiring trip...

I flew back home last Friday morning, alone, and reaching there fetched by my mom, hubby, son, and my sis who also flew back an hour before me. Jam.. and jam.. so reaching home around 12pm. I took a bit of rest, then having my mom's cooking for lunch (a simple but very nice dishes.. =p). Then we headed to Mega mal, the mal that is located only 10 minutes walk from my house and I made my contact lens first, then went to salon for creambath (too bad, the 'mbak' who creambathed my hair didn't do it full heartedly.. so.. not so enjoy..). After that, my sis and I went to another place for facial.. kekekeke... *women's businesses.. 'cos it costs much cheaper and better service than in S'pore (creambath costs $5 or $8 w/ vitamins, and facial costs around $20 plus computer flex service to reduce flex in the face.. kekeke...). We went back home at 5pm, then waited for my father's friends' children to meet up for dinner in the Chinese restaurant and only be there at 8pm. So we had time for rest, chatting, and family gathering while waiting. The food was not bad. Oh ya, it's Hakka's food, and I ate quite a lot.. hehehe... even my father kept saying, although I'm the youngest in the family, but my body is the biggest amongst my sisters, kekeke....
Reaching home 10 pm, then chit chat again, and went to bed at 11pm.. Very tired... Oh ya.. it was also 12pm S'pore time, which means, my b'day was coming.. My friend smsed me for my first b'day wish then my hubby too.. He draw me using the photo that I took when I was around 17 years old?? Sketch drawing w/ shading.. that was what he had done for the past 2 weeks in Jakarta... ckckck... also drew small card w/ doraemon, nobita, shizuka, giant and suneo... Thanks a lot!!
I woke up quite early on Saturday, and my mom boiled 2 eggs for me to eat.. We then had fried noodles for breakfast.. *very nice.. =D and lunch at home too.. Shark fin & crab meat's soup, steamed prawn, fried tofu & yellow chicken, cucumber, and a very nice sambal... hehehe.. how could I not get fat down there... hiks...
One of my friends came down to my home w/ her 5 month-old baby boy.. He is soooo cuteee.. plump and chubby.. She took care of the baby herself.. we chat for a while, then she had to go out w/ her mother-in-law. Thanks for coming!!
Oh ya.. after having my breakfast, I had a full-body reflexiology massage at home. We asked the person to come to our house and she massaged us one by one.. I was the first one.. It was sooo cheap too.. It only costs $10!!! for about 1 and half hour. And I felt better too w/ my body..
So after lunch, my son and I went to Mega mal first to walk together.. I bought D'crepes (nutella & peanut) and shared it w/ my son. Miss D'crepes very much (I was working w/ the company in SGP, which was my previous job before this one. Too bad they were closing down, that's why I only can enjoy it when I went back to Indo). Then we walked to Matahari, then stopped at Gramedia to buy some books for my son (exercise books).
My eldest sis and hubby joined us after this.. We went to Bakmi Naga to have a snack.. kekeke... (chicken noodle and fried wonton - too bad, not so nice), and then to Timezone. We played 'til 6pm then rushed back home, took shower and dressed. We all went to Taman Anggrek - my father and shu mu went there to look for the bath tub - and youngsters were having snack again at the food court. I had 'soto mie w/ risol & white curly cracker'. My son ate 'nasi campur'. Then at 7.30pm, we headed to Hotel Mulia. We reached there at 8.25pm, still nobody was around *I was the first to come - supposed to meet at 8pm - rubber band time.. kekekeke.... *Indo's style. Then one by one was coming up soon. Tried to remember who were the person who came and who were they??? kekekeke... Some hadn't met each other for 16 years.. Some have changed, some have always been the same.. quite nice.. Some brought the old pics and tried to remember what they looked like before. We took pics as well and I went back at 10.30pm, 'cos my driver was very tired and the day after he had to come for work early in the morning.. That's why I had to leave and be the first to go.. (first come, first go back.. kekeke..).
Reaching back home at 11 plus then went to sleep.. tired...
Yesterday morning I woke up at 9 plus, took a bath, then had a breakfast w/ family like usual *the menu was nasi goreng w/ emping goreng... or fried belinjo.. hehehe... Then at 11 plus, we went out to have another brunch, 'mie capcit' or noodle - my favourite since I was only 12 yrs old, hehehe... then fetched my relative to her relative's place.
It left my hubby, me, my son, and 2 sis w/ driver. We went to Senayan City, a new mall just the opposite of Plaza Senayan. They just built it up and not every shop has been opened. We just walked around, went to Timezone again, and to Krispy Kremes Doughnuts, which has just been opened on 20th Sep 06. People were queueing up and so did my sis. We finished walking 'til 3pm and planned to have Nasi Padang at the store that we used to go but there were 2 places and we all forgot which shop that we normally go. We decided to go to the first shop, but after we went inside then we found out that we had entered the wrong one (different layout of the dining room), so we went out again and went to the second one, but it was closed (perhaps due to the fasting month...) and we were too ashamed to go back to the first shop so we went to other store nearby our house... *too bad.. The food was not bad, but the variety was a little less than usual so I didn't really eat a lot... hiks... kekekeke...
Anyway.. time was limited.. so we rushed back to Carrefour at Mega mal to buy our things and reached home at 5pm (supposed to go to airport from home at 5pm), that's why we rushed packing our things and headed to airport. My parents fetched us to the airport and bye bye.... we went in ourselves and flew back to S'pore. Very tired lehh.. reached home in S'pore at 12am. I took another bath before sleep, unpacked my luggage, and went to sleep at 1am. This morning I woke up at 7am like usual and went for work...
Hm... I don't think I will go back for that short time anymore.. too many things to do... Quite enjoy, but very tiring..
My b'day was not celebrated this time (on the day itself).. no b'day cake.. no b'day song.. but the presence of my parents, sisters, hubby n son had meant so much to me.. also could meet w/ my old friends were another precious present for my bday itself... =) Ciao!

Why I always get sick when it comes to B'day???

Last year, I took 2 days MC on my b'day and this time, I'm not taking MC, but my gastric came last nite (how dao mei... =( )
I will go back home tomorrow morning, and thought of eating sushi (one of my favourite foods) before going back despite nobody accompanied me for dinner (otherwise I'll be missing it.. - I only went back for 3 days anyway.. kekekeke... sounds exaggerating ya?) and who knows... at 10pm while chatting w/ my friend, I started not feeling well.. keep vomiting.. and it affected my gastric.. oh gosh.. it's been a long time I hadn't had my gastric pain and now coming back, just few days b4 my b'day... =(
I asked people at home whether they have any medicine for gastric and nobody has it. So, I tried to sleep and see how was it.. who knows in the morning I could get better.. But after tossing here and there, I still couldn't sleep and decided to go to the 24 hr doctor nearby my house. So I walked there (just past midnite) and the lady told me the charge would be $80 for consultation and excluded the medicine fee... I only brought $100 w/ me and I thought it should be enough.. After checking w/ doctor, he said my stomach was having lots of noises.. kinda war.. (remember my friend told me my stomach was in world war - Japanese mixed w/ Chinese.. kekekeke...), and asked me to eat regularly. When paying time, the lady told me the fee was $113. Oow.. I took out my money and told her that I only brought $100 w/ me. So I asked her to give me less medicine ('cos what most important for me that I have medicine yesterday nite to make me feel better.. if still not better, I still can go other doctor.. and somemore usually I won't finish all the medicine given by the doctor). And lucky she was so understanding and took out some medicines portion from the plastic and made the total charge to $100.. (still expensive but better.. hehehe..). Then I walked back home lor... having my medicine. While waiting the medicine to come down to my stomach, I went online and posted some 'nothing to do question' at the BB at FS.. kekekeke.... And went to sleep at 1am. This morning I felt better but felt very hungry (most my food was vomited out yesterday nite), so I smsed my friend to help me buy the porridge and this morning, my colleague bought me fish porridge, which is very helpful for my stomach. The ginger made my stomach warm and I feel better now.. And now.. ready to work!! Jia you!!!
Hopefully it's getting better soon so that I could eat whatever I want to eat tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow tomorrow.. hahahahahhahaha.... (Eating is my enjoyment in life.. that's why I am always plump.. hahahahhahaa... ;P Ciao

Sleepy, tired...

Again??? OMG!!! =D
Seems like I feel tired almost everyday!! =(((
Nolah.. I didn't feel very well lately.. Since 2 weeks ago actually.. Starting w/ coughing.. Now, I think I start having flu.. 'cos of taking bath at middle of the nite few days ago... and duno y, I couldn't sleep well these few nights... Just hope that I could recover soon before I'm going back my hometown.

Got bad news last Saturday. My mom called me and told me that my father's friend's son was killed and my eldest sis updated the news telling us that he was hanged by the tree. The newspaper wrote that the car that he drove was in awful conditions. The tyres were torn, the body of the car was so bad too. He was the only son that his parents has and he was planning of getting married soon in November. My father went to see his friends for few times and helped him w/ the process of burning his bodies and all the prayers needed. He was only 30 years old. I couldn't imagine, what was he thinking when he was killed that night. Who will he think of? His parents? His wife to be? And how sad and suffer he was 'cos nobody helped him in the time when he needed it. I just couldn't understand why other people wanted to finish his life.. finish other people's lives, dream, hope.. His parents were fainted many times and so did his wife to be.. I dunno him and never met him before, but hearing the news made my heart so painful.

Some people was so stupid wanting him/herself die b'cos of broken heart, failure, etc. Don't they think how their parents feel when it happens?? Not only death could make them disappointed, but also many things we do that can make them very disappointed.. Of course we don't want them to be disappointed, do we??? They have raised us since we were bornt 'til now, no matter we've got married or still single, they will always support us morally and materially as long as they can. *Sigh.. Now I am a parent too and I hold the responsible to take care of my son, the one that I gave birth to.. Just hope to give the best I can to him..

Finance Gathering =D

"Drunk's Victim 2005" "Drunk's Victim 2006"

We had this gathering once a year for our department. It was very fun!!
As you can see from the pic above, the first pic was taken in April 2005, my first gathering working in this company. The first gathering was taken place at my boss' apartment BBQ pit. It was sooo fun... We prepared lots of food to be BBQed and also some drinks (alc n no alc), and the main attraction was to choose someone to be drunk's victim.. kekeke... no lar.. just kidding. Actually, it was just for fun, no hard feeling, please....
And this year gathering was taken place last Saturday at BBQ Steamboat at Marina South. This time we took a short cut. Just pay $12/person and we can enjoy the food already without needing much preparation (just prepare our stomach, of course... =P). My colleague brought red wine to the place and duno who started first, we were asked to 'cheers' w/ my colleague who was at the second pic above, who just won the first prize at our D&D, flight ticket and hotel accommodation to Japan. One by one went there and congrats her 'till she felt very sleepy...
After eating, some of us played bowling games at the Superbowl, which locates just next to the restaurant and my friend & I went to the pub nearby to share a jug of Tiger beer and sang lots of songs publicly (malu leh.. I had sore throat and anyhow sang.. kekekeke..), but it wasn't so bad lah to relax n have some fun. But it was really tiring me up... I reached home at 12 am. Took a bath and washed my hair (smoke smell all over my hair), dried it immediately and talked on the phone for a while, then went to sleep... zzzz.... zzzz...
I just hope everyone was enjoying the event and be happy =))))

Cake eaters.... ;P

Yesterday I scanned my old pics, the time when I was studying in Beijing, China. The photo above reminds me of a good time I had w/ my dear friends. I stayed at the cheap dormitory (1 nite = US$3), stayed 2 persons per bed room. My first roommate was Korean girl, but since I didn't click w/ her and also the room didn't have a good location and feng shui, I decided to move to the other side of the building (still same floor and same building, but different side - got sunlight every morning and afternoon), and my roommate was a 35+ Japanese woman. She is more mature and understandable. From her, I'd known many of her Japanese friend, and even her Chinese tutor has become my best friend 'til now.

The one on the left side is Korean girl (too bad, I forgot her name.. it's been 10 years already..). I took her as my 'Oni' (elder sister in Korean). She was treating me very well as I was too young when I went there (I was only 18 yrs old at that time, just finished my high school). We often cooked together (I cooked Indonesian food and she cooked Korean food).

The one in the middle is my Indonesian friend (Yuni). She is from Surabaya and if I not wrong, she is 6 years older than me (she doesn't look as her age, ya??? look very young...).

Three of us had the common interest, which was eating cake.. hahahaha....

Just the opposite of the Nan Men'r, there was a cake shop selling b'day cake. The sponge cake was veryyyyy soft and the cream was veryyyyy fresh and it didn't make people feel 'ni' in Chinese or 'enek' in Indonesian, forgot how to say it in English ;P And last time the Chinese yuan currency was still very cheap (1CNY=Rp.300), and the cake costs CNY100=Rp. 30,000.00, which I thought was still very cheap.. So, the pic was taken when we were celebrating X'mas day, the day before X'mas itself. We kept the cake only for three of us!!! Can you imagine??? How fat we were.. hahahahhaa.... We had the party w/ other friends and only ate the cake once the party had over... that's why when I looked at the pic yesterday, I thought of putting the pic and write something in this blog... =D

I tried to keep in touch w/ two of them long time ago, but I really couldn't find them. Maybe the time was just too long and what I have now is only memory...

There are lots of pics taken when I was studying there and so much memories that I could think of.. feel great of having the opportunity of being there.. Just wonder and wish if one day we all can meet together again, just like my primary school reunion that will be held next Saturday. Hm.. just wonder....

Back to office...

Today, I'm going back to the office..
Many people asked me how am I doing.. thank you for all of ur attention and care.. Dunno if I should be happy or sad that lots of them knew about my disappearance yesterday.
I feel better but still not recover yet. This morning I got choke when drinking water and I felt very terrible w/ my cough.. but now I feel better.. Taking my medicine at 9am and now I feel very sleepy... but of course, I can't sleep here... I hope there is no side effect of taking medicine w/ an empty stomach... =P
About my paper, I don't think I will take an exam this December. Dun have any mood to study at all.. And I only left w/ half day leave for this year, kinda not enough to prepare myself before exam or maybe will be taken up if I took a revision class.. So.. I think I will miss the exam opportunity this end of the year.. *too bad oh???
My mom is here since Monday bringin' my eldest aunt to see doctor. My hubby and son are in Jakarta right now. My mom supposed to accompany them and take care of my son while they were there, but suddenly it's just happened out of plan and she has to come here.
Many people I know are coming here to S'pore this week. My school friend from LA, my friend's mom and sis from NZ, etc. I don't think I will meet them, 'cos their time is limited and I dun feel very well as well.. (scared that I can transfer my cough to their son and daughter). So, I just hope I can recover fast so that I can have a normal life again.. *normal??? ;P
This afternoon, there will be monthly Staff Comm and there will be celebration for those who are having b'day this month, and staff anniversary too.. I was invited to the session.. So later I'm joining them for the Comm session at 3.30pm.
Feel very very very sleepy... hope I don't fall aslept... hopefully nope.. not now... =)
Write till here then.. Ciao

Sick.... =((

I've been sick for more than a week. Sore throat and a kind.. Tried to cure it myself by drinking more water, but no use... Yesterday it got worse.. so I decided to see doctor after work. After checking my throat, nose, and listen to the lung, he said I had throat infection and he gave me sick leave today.. He gave me antibiotic pills and asked me to finish it. There were cough syrup, and flu pills as well, that could make me drowsy.. So after going back home, I had my dinner, took a bath, took the medicine and I went to sleep at 8pm. Before that, I smsed my colleague, asking her to let my boss know that tomorrow I'll be on sick leave, 'cos I was afraid if I slept late and couldn't inform it myself. So I really felt asleep after taking those medicine and woke up at 5am for going to toilet and slept again till 8.30am this morning.. wow.. really can't imagine that I've slept that long.. 'cos the day before that, I couldn't fall asleep 'cos I kept coughing and only slept at around 3am. This afternoon I fell aslept too for few times, but in shorter period.. and now I'll sleep again.. (11.15pm now..). I just hope I can recover soon.. so I can enjoy the BBQ steamboat this Saturday and can drink w/ my friend too at nite.. hehehe... Oklah.. take care.. don't let urself get sick like me.. OK? Take care!!! Ciao

D&D

Hello... D&D.. Like what I've told u in my previous blog.. I don't win any Top 20 lucky draw.. but my colleagues from Finance & IT won it!! Even the 1st and 2nd prizes were both won buy them!! Congratulations for both of you.. Now you got a chance to clear ur leave and fly w/ less expense... *how good their lives are!! hehehehe... One won ticket & hotel stay at Tokyo, Japan, and another one won ticket & hotel stay at Sydney, Australia.

Overall, I don't really feel good w/ everything.. (not b'cos of the prizes.. not at all..), but w/ myself.. There was something wrong w/ me.. and there was only one moment that made me feel very happy... =))) (won't let u all know about it.. hahahhahahaha.... dunno if anybody felt it or not... just wonder.. ;P)

One of my colleagues drank quite a lot and became quite high. She kept taking pics w/ everyone (perhaps she knew it would be her last D&D in the hotel).. well.. it might be my last D&D at the hotel as well... nobody knows what will happen in the future, right?? Just a feeling of me saying so. After the shows finished at 11pm, I straightly went back home, alone, taking MRT & bus.. reaching home perhaps 11.50pm?? Can't really remember.. and I just went online.. browsing things to make me forgot what had happened.. to make me feel better.. I think I went to bed around 3am..

Today my hubby and son went to Jakarta. I fetched them to the airport this morning and just now received sms from him telling him that they have reached there...
I will sleep alone for 2 weeks.. kekekekeke.... lonely... I'm Mrs. lonely... I have nobody... all on my own... o o o o ... kekekekekke.. just kidding..

Annual D&D

Tonite we'll have our company annual D&D. This year theme is Costume Masquerade Nite. All must wear a mask (like in the olden days). At first, I don't feel exciting at all. Perhaps, they prepare it discreetly, duno what is all about. But slowly, I came to know what all is about.. and since yesterday people busy preparing their mask. Some bought it outside, and some made it themselves. And today is the day.. There will be 4 team performing on a stage (competition) plus EXCO member (they will dance in the beginning of the show =))
It differs from last year for what I feel.. (perhaps b'cos it was my first year working here) and just think that.. if I wear nice, who cares?? I don't think anybody cares on what I wear, how do I look, and so on.. so I just join them for fun.. There will be lots of prizes too.. and the top 20 prizes are really great!! (Not all, though..), but no use lah.. like I said previously in my blog, I don't have this type of luck.. perhaps like last year.. I will only win $20 NTUC voucher, which is good enough for me, 'cos I can use it to buy fruits, or anything else.. =)))
Times up! Gotta go down to swap my card and prepare for my cloth and make up.. Ciao.. will let u know how was it tomorrow.. =) Ciao!!!

sOre tHroAt

Haiyah... It started 5 days ago.. I felt something wrong w/ my throat.. itchy.. and dry..
Not enough liquid in my body.. made my body heaty.. and once there was a liquid, I was drinking fresh coconut liquid.. cold one.. no wonder laaaa... =P
Now I keep coughing and feel itchy on my throat... All I can do is to drink more liquid these few days (although it means I have to go to toilet more often), and yesterday I bought Strepsils to make my throat feeling better.. and less talk, of course.. =D
I still can communicate w/ people faraway from me.. through chatting.. not necessarily talking on the phone.. if only the other party is available for online too..
Hey.. you know what?? Yesterday I bought 'angkung' - in Hokkian, which is a series of Doraemon's dolls. It consists of Nobita, Shizuka, Giant, Suneo, Doraemon, and the Dinosaur (total 6 pcs - Doraemon Adventure Series), and it costs me not little money... =P
Live is only once.. don't u think after I died, then it only people buy for me to be put in my graveyard?? Better not.. So now, while I still can afford it (although quite expensive), I finally bought it.. =P
Another dream to be realised is to have my own showcase cupboard to put all my things inside.. I'm not a collector freak, but I have few things to be displayed and it always be my dream..
I can't have my own house, not at the moment, and even if I do, I don't think there will be big spaces in the living room (u know lah.. the government's house here is getting smaller and smaller), so.. it can only be my dream lor.... To put my doraemon thing inside... mini alcohol bottles, which I bought in US, my Absolut collection too.. hehehe.. etc...
What else ya?? Tomorrow D&D is coming.. It'll start at 6.30pm for the cocktail.. Still duno what to wear.. and I think I just go w/ the flow.. and the mood.. anyway.. dun feel very well w/ my own health, but does anybody know whether beer will be good for sore throat??? haiehaiehiahiehaieae.. 'cos I have 5 'beer' coupons w/ me.. (dun think I'll have it all for me.. I'll share laaa... OK??) Write till here everyone... Ciao

My blog

I like to write in a diary since I was young. My sis who started it first, and continuously, I followed. But nowadays, I don't have any diary with me anymore. Instead, I just write in my blog what I feel, although not exactly what I really feel 'cos sometimes I have something in mind that I can't reveal to public, since I dunno, who are the readers of my blog.
Not many people know about my blog.. But still, for me, blog is important for me. I don't expect somebody to read it everyday.. or must read it or whatever it is.. It' s just a media for me to share my feelings. If you don't read it, it's fine for me. I just want to record what has happened, what I feel, just for sharing, and nothing else.
I like to read other people's blog too.. 'cos from there, I can figure up what type of person he/she is, what activities they are doing everyday, what kind of feeling they have when they write their blog, and I can learn other people's lives too and experience different style of lives. It's very interesting. I read their blogs, not because I'm kaypoh.. but I like to know what they're thinking.. and anyway, I won't tell anybody else about who this person who was writing this blog, what has happened to them.. I mean.. not for gossiping type of purpose.. but only for my self. That's all! Sometimes I quote what they have written in their blog, because I found it very interesting or really what I felt too at that time.. so.. don't worry.. I'm not the type of person who will blab around to tell the whole world who are you, what do you do, what has happened with u, etc. I just read it for my own.
About weekend, I spent my whole Friday evening with my ex-colleague. We ate bratwurst at PS from 7 to 9pm, and had gelato as well as a dessert =)
We talked things about our jobs, our other ex-colleagues, etc. and on Saturday, when I went to pasar malam near my house, I met another ex-colleague. She fills and wrap up otak there. We had a small chit chat and really glad to meet her again, 'cos the last time I met her, perhaps 2 years ago? Then I lost her. She said she has been working w/ the boss since Hari Raya.. and she also mentioned that one stall that sells nasi lemak was opened by another ex-colleague's husband, who does catering and open stall in hawker centre.. what a small world.
We bought the otak from her and guess what? She gave us discount... hehehe.. Thanks a lot!! Didn't expect it at all!! =D
Yesterday was my sis's b'day and we had lunch (Indo food) at Orchard. The pempek is very nice, I love it very much, but I couldn't eat much, 'cos I feel like having a cough soon.. I ate ketoprak *the taste from the one sold using the cart on the street outside my home is still much better than this one.. hehehe.. but still better than nothing la... They also sell bihun bakso.. hm.. very nice.. the bakso was quite big and tasty.. maybe if I go there again, I will eat their bihun bakso and pempek..
Another 2.5 weeks and I'll go back home.. Hope that I will get a chance to eat things I want there.. =))))
Oklah.. gotta start work now... hehehe... Ciao!!!

To go?? Or not to go??

My heart says.. not to go.. 'cos 'lazy' leh.. ;P
But the small2 heart inside.. 'Go!! Go!!'
*sigh... Only left 2 weeks to decide to go or not to go..
Thinking of using weekdays to read after work, but these few days, I felt very tired. Going back home, having dinner, taking a bath, watching TV, then sleep.. no energy to read anything else..
=(((
Dunno what to do.. weekend? Also very busy... *sigh...
Hwaaaaaa....... My friend asked me today, do I register for revision class? Not yet..., I said..
No mood... how a?????