Life sucks man!!!
Today, i really2 had a bad dayz...
Have u ever laughed loudly but actually crying inside??? That's what I had today...
Can't share the story with anybody else.
Tomorrow im going to have drink with my friends.. hope by drinking I can feel much better... Since they dont drink alcohol, let me drink lahhh... =P
Another sucks thing.. I accidentally deleted 'important and unback up' files from my folder.. huaaaaaaaaaaaaa............. I've checked with IT and she said she could retrieve the last week files.. For me, as long as I can get it back, it doesnt matter how old is it.. but not all gone mannnn!!! What a day!!!!
And yesterday, my only entertainment during the day was blocked cos of unreasonable reason.. And now.. I cant access the web that I used to go.. during office hours.
HIks.. hiks.. hiks... Life sucks!!!
Merde!!!
Life is full of sorrow and happiness, ups and downs. I create it as some kind of day-to-day life into words. Just to release what I feel.. although not completely what I really feel :)
Thursday, July 07, 2005
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Very Very Very Tired
OMG...very very very tired today..already 3.15PM now..been working like crazy...and still havent finish all my work..sobb
just stressed out and tired of seeing all the numbers and papers around me...
guess im going to starbuck after this...need fresh air...i didnt even go out to buy lunch..only asked my friend to buy lunch for me, ate a quick lunch, straight back to work again..geezz
just stressed out and tired of seeing all the numbers and papers around me...
guess im going to starbuck after this...need fresh air...i didnt even go out to buy lunch..only asked my friend to buy lunch for me, ate a quick lunch, straight back to work again..geezz
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Hi there
Waa..first time i post in reyka's blog =D
hmm..actually she's invited me and add me to her blog since last week, but like usual, im just too lazy to write down what im feeling and im thinking =D maybe its just the habit? reyka used to write down in her diary whatever she felt or thinking or happened...too bad she doesnt do that anymore, otherwise it'll be very exciting to read her diary again like used to, right? =D
anyway, today something just came up on my mind...and might as well write it down here once in a while, who knows some1 really care enough to answer or give opinion? =D
the topic is the oldest topic in the world..love..*yeah yeah yeah..why always love..so typical, but hey..every1 in the world for sure love someone...even priest love Jesus...so lets ponder another time, what love has make for us..
when we're in love, we always think with our heart, not our brain..and ppl will tell us that we're stupid..that why should we bother..that we are more valuable, and no need to throw our life away only because 1 person...that no matter how much we love the person, but theres no such thing that more valuable than ourselves..and its true..its all true..but...
is it really that wrong if we think with our heart? cant we just dream about something, even though its very hard to get, but still, since we have it in our heart, thats the one thing that keep us happy and look forward for tomorrow...living without dream...is it living?
another might say..if we keep telling ourselves like that..that means we're living in a dream world..not in reality...living in a dream world..is it worthed?
so let me ask this...
maybe theyre right..maybe that we really are valuable and we can have someone that really appreciate us and can do more for us..but thats a whole other maybe...another different story, in the tomorrow, or day after tomorrow, or next week, next months..next years...
the question now...
are you really going to throw away something beautiful that you have in your life right now, and you know that its very difficult to get and to keep? Or you throw that because someone maybe, or will be, there for us that is better than the one that you have right now?
can any1 give opinion about this?
coz every logical thing that comes in my mind, saying that i should abandon that person..
but every corner of my heart saying that my life wont complete if i leave..
every logical thing that comes in my mind saying that my heart will heal with time
but every corner of my heart saying that doesnt matter how much pain i endure, its all still worthed...
hmm..actually she's invited me and add me to her blog since last week, but like usual, im just too lazy to write down what im feeling and im thinking =D maybe its just the habit? reyka used to write down in her diary whatever she felt or thinking or happened...too bad she doesnt do that anymore, otherwise it'll be very exciting to read her diary again like used to, right? =D
anyway, today something just came up on my mind...and might as well write it down here once in a while, who knows some1 really care enough to answer or give opinion? =D
the topic is the oldest topic in the world..love..*yeah yeah yeah..why always love..so typical, but hey..every1 in the world for sure love someone...even priest love Jesus...so lets ponder another time, what love has make for us..
when we're in love, we always think with our heart, not our brain..and ppl will tell us that we're stupid..that why should we bother..that we are more valuable, and no need to throw our life away only because 1 person...that no matter how much we love the person, but theres no such thing that more valuable than ourselves..and its true..its all true..but...
is it really that wrong if we think with our heart? cant we just dream about something, even though its very hard to get, but still, since we have it in our heart, thats the one thing that keep us happy and look forward for tomorrow...living without dream...is it living?
another might say..if we keep telling ourselves like that..that means we're living in a dream world..not in reality...living in a dream world..is it worthed?
so let me ask this...
maybe theyre right..maybe that we really are valuable and we can have someone that really appreciate us and can do more for us..but thats a whole other maybe...another different story, in the tomorrow, or day after tomorrow, or next week, next months..next years...
the question now...
are you really going to throw away something beautiful that you have in your life right now, and you know that its very difficult to get and to keep? Or you throw that because someone maybe, or will be, there for us that is better than the one that you have right now?
can any1 give opinion about this?
coz every logical thing that comes in my mind, saying that i should abandon that person..
but every corner of my heart saying that my life wont complete if i leave..
every logical thing that comes in my mind saying that my heart will heal with time
but every corner of my heart saying that doesnt matter how much pain i endure, its all still worthed...
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
I like crowded
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| Happy Birthday dear Laogong!!! |
Yesterday was my hubby's birthday. The day before yesterday, he rewarded himself a set of dvd-karaoke with home theater set to be put in our room with 10 new DVD-karaoke with different songs that he likes.
Yesterday we had our dinner at home inviting my bro's and his families and my sis.. It's all 15 of us altogether plus me inside. We were having steamboat. It was very fun! Loads of foods and lots of fun because it's mixed of people in one house. After having dinner, we were separated into three different groups. One group was singing in the room, one group was children playing with toys, and another one was watching TV show outside.
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| Steamboat Birthday dinner at Home Sweet Home :) |
So, yesterday, although it was only 15 of us, it's already BIG for me now.
Just for info, yesterday after work, I went to Immigration and apply for citizenship =P
I applied once before but was rejected because I was applying alone and the main reason I was rejected was because my salary was too low.. What a reason!!! :P
And this time, I applied under my hubby's sponsor. I just wondered what the result would be. If this time could be rejected again.. I will never ever apply this again in my life :D
I don't like people look down on another just because they don't have enough education, not enough money, etc. People has equal status in life. So what if my salary was not high as long as I can still live happily the way I live, right? Does money more important than one's happiness??
Tomorrow we will have another birthday party. This time will be in my brother's house, to celebrate my sis-in-law's bday.. Hope it would be crowded and as fun as yesterday!!
Cheers!!!
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Fire
Yesterday after work I went to the future school for my paper 2.2. Actually I didn't really like it for my first and second impression, but I guessed, I just had to live with it. I had adapt with it to get whatever I want in whatever situation hehehe.. We'll see lah how will it look like :)
Thinking of school.. so sad.. which means my holiday only left this and next week only :( Seems like it is never enough because I didn't go anywhere. There were places to go, but I had no money to pay hahahaha...
Maybe not now, not the right time yet. I still have to save some money to cover up my liability hieheiheihiehie... :P
After that, I went to the opposite shopping center and met my hubby there. We had dinner together and finished our course with our favorite Ice Kachang hehehehe.. *I just realize that I kept laughing in this blog, why ah??? *still thinking
Anyway, after having our dinner we had a walk and suddenly we could smell plastic burn smell from below. As I looked at lower floor (2nd floor), there was thin smoke came out in front of the shop and the smoke just got thicker along the time.
My hubby still wanted to go to Carrefour which is located below that floor.. aiyah.. better forgot about it and we finally made up our mind to go back home.
As we went out from car park, there were 5 fire engine cars outside the building, with police car and civil defense car. It's my first time to see the building caught on fire and I didn't expect to see it more, hopefully not. Before that, my husband said the place where he worked was caught fire too in the afternoon. It's one of the school in Singapore.
After thinking hard on why so many things happened yesterday, suddenly I remembered on one thing. Yesterday afternoon, my boss showed us her calendar and told us that yesterday was the worst day of the month, which was also one of the two worst day of the year. No wonder lah. Believe it or not but it happened.
Well, I guessed, it's accidentally happened ba? Because everyday everywhere, disaster happens, right? Anyway.. leave it to the fate then. Write till here, gotta back to work. Ciao!
Thinking of school.. so sad.. which means my holiday only left this and next week only :( Seems like it is never enough because I didn't go anywhere. There were places to go, but I had no money to pay hahahaha...
Maybe not now, not the right time yet. I still have to save some money to cover up my liability hieheiheihiehie... :P
After that, I went to the opposite shopping center and met my hubby there. We had dinner together and finished our course with our favorite Ice Kachang hehehehe.. *I just realize that I kept laughing in this blog, why ah??? *still thinking
Anyway, after having our dinner we had a walk and suddenly we could smell plastic burn smell from below. As I looked at lower floor (2nd floor), there was thin smoke came out in front of the shop and the smoke just got thicker along the time.
My hubby still wanted to go to Carrefour which is located below that floor.. aiyah.. better forgot about it and we finally made up our mind to go back home.
As we went out from car park, there were 5 fire engine cars outside the building, with police car and civil defense car. It's my first time to see the building caught on fire and I didn't expect to see it more, hopefully not. Before that, my husband said the place where he worked was caught fire too in the afternoon. It's one of the school in Singapore.
After thinking hard on why so many things happened yesterday, suddenly I remembered on one thing. Yesterday afternoon, my boss showed us her calendar and told us that yesterday was the worst day of the month, which was also one of the two worst day of the year. No wonder lah. Believe it or not but it happened.
Well, I guessed, it's accidentally happened ba? Because everyday everywhere, disaster happens, right? Anyway.. leave it to the fate then. Write till here, gotta back to work. Ciao!
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