Sometimes I wonder, what my life would be in 5 years time, or in 10 years time. Would I still be alive? Somemore with unfriendly enemy within my body, which can attack me anytime, anywhere.
I must tell myself to live this life to the fullest. Do whatever thing I wanna do. Go to every place I want. Meet everyone that I wanna meet without keep thinking there is still next year or when the time is right, or wait til I have enough money.
My attitude to life is more towards 'live for today' direction rather than 20 years later I wanna ...
Just wonder if I can see my son growing up or anything else. Kinda moody now. As my battery flat, I'm going to end it here.