I guess my dream was perished when my friend told me that she's found someone to bring the tour. Hahaha.... She should be right doing so as I am just someone who has no experience on it.
At first I felt disappointed, but I tried to think positively that everything happens for a reason. Maybe they just want me to concentrate on my work. Maybe I just can't take leave due to something important to do in office, and so on. Just try to find many possible reasons, but of course, positive one.
Anyway, I had someone offered me to join (as a guest) a pilgrimage trip to Srilanka and Bhutan next year during Vesak day, but I haven't confirmed or agreed into it yet as it's still about 7 months away from now.
I told him I'd love to join pilgrimage trip as it gives me chance to get myself closer and remind myself again to lead life according to Dhamma, something that we might know but hard to practice.
Well, yah, maybe they want me to accumulate my leave, so I can jon this trip and another trip with my parents.. :D I just believe, if it's yours, it's yours.... Don't cling your desire on something.
Like the quote said by Albert Einstein, "If you want to live a happy life, tie it to a goal, not to people or objects"
Have a great day everyone!!!