Hoaaheeeemmmm.....zzz...zzz...

Today is only Thursday X(
This week walks verrryyyyy slooowwwwww.......
Tomorrow is then Friday.. *sigh...
Tell me why!!! Tell me!!! hiks
Yesterday nite I was having 'Ayam Penyet' at Lucky Plaza. They have expanded to 1st floor #45-47. Not bad.. Food are still nice as usual.. I ate 'till my heart content... kekekekeke..... complete w/ Avocado Juice.. hm.. slurp.. slurp... *I ordered it twice before and they always run out of stock.. but yesterday.. hm.... I miss the one that my mom always do at home. Fresh and ripe avocado with syrup and chocolate condensed milk.. nyummy nyummy... fattening, but nice.. hehehehe..... I had ayam penyet set and side dishes of sayur asem & gado gado... sooooo fulll... ehehehehhehee....
Haiyah.. dunno why.. everytime I talk about the food, my spirit would come out automatically.. kekekekekeke.... XP
We had steamboat on Tuesday night at home. My parents, sis, and people at home ate together. Nice chilli.. nice soup.. everything nice.. accompanied w/ the beer...
So u know la why I am soooo tiredd.. and it's only Thursday now... hiks... X(

Swinger swap xxx partners in S'pore

I read the news yesterday on the mypaper (free Chinese newspaper) about the above topic. Since my Chinese is not so good, I only understand just a little bit. 
I saw the film about it happening in Hong Kong, but never expect that they have this in Singapore as well. I don't have any comment about it, but it's interesting 'cos this can also happen in this small and conservative country.
Hm.. how if I join in as well?? haiehiaheihaiehaiehiaieae..... XP

What a tiring day!!!

Wahh.. I'm exhausted right now... really tired...
I couldn't sleep well last nite 'cos one queen size bed to be shared by 2 adults and 1 four year old child. Last night I slept in my bro's house, 'cos my parents have come back from Penang and tomorrow they're going back to Jakarta, so I just spent a night there together w/ my son and I really couldn't sleep well.. Not enough space, not enough pillow, not enough blanket, too cold, and the worst thing is.. nightmare. I was having a nightmare last night =((( And I tried to fall asleep since 10pm, but I think I only slept after 11pm and this morning I've to wake up at 7am.
At 11 plus in the morning I went to get signatures in City Hall and only come back before 12pm. I had lunch w/ my parents, sis, and son at the restaurant where I work. At first, I planned to have a la carte menu for my lunch, but after seeing the buffet.. I changed my mind.. hehehe.. I also took a buffet lunch together w/ them and not bad.. The food was quite fresh and nice =)
After lunch, I had to do lots of things. Preparing the letter to be sent tomorrow. And also.. I saw three boxes near my office. Those were binding reports given by GM. Wow.. 3 boxes!!! I brought the binding machine to my table and I took out the plastic binder one by one and also took out the divider, which can be used again for the next report. There were so many of them!!! And now.. I'm exhausted!! My eyes are quite heavy.. And tonight I'll have dinner at home. My hubby invited my parents to have a steamboat at home. Wahh... eat again.... XP
K'lah.. gotta sms my friends now 'cos the meeting time have to be changed since one of my friends couldn't make it this Thursday... Ciao!!!

I'll Remember You by No Secrets

It has been so long since we have talked

I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember yooooou,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for yooooou,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

Forever baby, I'll remember you

Light in the middle of boredom

In the middle of my boredom today.. I found some interesting things.. hehehe..
At first, I was looking for pics of roasted duck, but it led me to something else, someone else's blog, featured w/ lots of pics. The blogger himself, is a photographer and I quite enjoy the contents of his blog. It will be so good if I can do some photography as well.. but too bad.. I never develop my interest in it.. so.. I just enjoy their creations =) They need viewers like me.. hahahaha...
When I logon to yahoo msn, I met a long lost chatting friend. I had his nick, but I couldn't remember him until he told me his full name.. I recalled just a little bit of him. But surprisingly, he still remembered on who I am. He knew where I studied before.. he knew I'm married.. he even told me that he called me before when I was looking for a job in China, and even know how was my condition there.. suffering miserably.. hahaha.. I didn't even remember that I ever spoke w/ him on the phone.. If just chatting through internet, still possible la.. but through phone??? Really can't remember...
Quite fun, though! =D We lost contact since 2001. He said perhaps married woman was busy.. that's why we lost contact.. Hm?????
He is married now w/ one 14 month old boy =) What a life... hehehe...
After work.. going to go out!!! Can't stay so long in the office, or I got bored to death.. hehehehehe... Have a nice weekend everyone!! Ciao!!! XP

Small feast @home =)

I had a small feast last nite =)
I bought a group of beers 2 days ago at my working place but I only brought it home yesterday. Those were actually lost & found items and staff can purchase it very cheap ^^
The bigger can of Tiger Beer.. I bought it for only $1/can and I purchased 7 of them. A big bottle of Tiger Beer, usually costs about $6, I bought it for only $2. And there was another drink from Philippines, small bottle written 'brandy' in front of it, and I bought if for another $2. Cheap hor??? =D So, total purchase was only $11 for 7 big can Tiger Beer, 1 big bottle of Tigger Beer, and 1 small bottle of brandy made in Philippines =D
So yesterday before going back home, I was asking my hubby to buy roasted duck but he thought it would be expensive, so he suggested me to buy KFC instead... I was quite upset w/ his suggestion.. 'cos since when KFC to be eaten w/ beer???? So I asked him not to buy if he didn't want to.. Then otw to MRT I was thinking of buying other snacks to be eaten w/ beer... And before I went off from work, my colleague offered me Old Chang Kee snacks, leftover from someone's bday party.. and I took a piece of Gyoza *my favourite... and I was thinking.. yeah.. whey don't I buy Old Chang Kee otw home? *There is Old Chang Kee shop near MRT.. so I was about sms my hubby asking him not to buy the roasted duck, then only when I started to write, he called me and told me that he bought the duck already.. and half duck only costs $13. At first I was a bit upset 'cos he bought it without my concern, while I've changed my mind to buy something else as replacement.. but think it over again.. I should thank him for his concern.. =) Then when I went home, I still bought my Old Chang Kee and after reaching home, I took a bath immediately and had my small feast @ home =)
What a nice roasted duck!!! It was really good although a bit oily.. I kept removing the oil, which was impossible to remove every oil from the skin.. heiheiheihieie... The chilli was my favourite!!! They have this chilli w/ sugar, salt, and the lime juice.. spicy and sour... hm...... delicious...
I also took some pieces of gyoza.. and opened a can of Tiger Beer to accompany my dishes... Wow... can't be describe w/ words.. I ate half of the half ducks by myself.. kekekekeke... and maybe 5 pcs of Gyoza and finished my beer... Wow... sooo niceeee.... =D
I went down to mama shop to buy some ice creams too.. hehehehe... so satisfied!!! But of course I can't have my meal like that everyday.. otherwise.. my cholesterol will jump out sooo high..
Then I watched my recorded film series at 8pm and continued w/ the series at 9pm and went to sleep.... zzz.. zzz...
My dear colleagues have asked me to join their BBQ party tomorrow at East Coast. It's been a long time I didn't go there.. I can't even remember when was the last time I went there and for what purpose. This morning one of them even threatened me not to talk to me anymore if I don't come tomorrow... hehehehehehhee... ;P *hope u don't mind I posted what u said on this blog.. hehehehehehe... I can't find anybody to accompany me leh... how a??? =D
Most probably I will go there tomorrow.. I may go earlier there to do something else, like having a walk.. or renting bicycle.. etc.. See how lah.. ok???
Oh ya.. today is Friday!! What a great day!!! =) Tomorrow I can sleep 'til late.. I don't have enough sleep lately.. while the weather is sooo good.. *so cooling... hehehehehe...
K'lah.. write till here.. gotta work again..... Ciao!!! Have a nice weekend everyone... XP

Feel better..

The whole morning 'til afternoon I didn't feel very good. Too tired? Or moody? Dun really understand myself sometimes.. But after that, I browsed Internet looking for my ex-school and now feel much better. In the web, I can see lots of things from the school.. and most importantly teachers' faces =) Kinda miss them. Some teachers have left the school and continued on w/ their career somewhere else. I do still in touch w/ few of them, who were very nice teachers. I'm going to meet one of them during my next trip *hope we can meet again..
I'm going out for fresh air in few minutes.. Kinda feel blocked over here... =)

Sisters' reunion

Hehehe.... One by one.. will fly to Hong Kong during CNY and there'll be sisters reunion =D
After deciding my journey there, my eldest sister was also interested to fly there.. and yesterday she told me that she will go there as well hiehiaheiahiehiaheihaie..... 4 sis will meet together... lalalalala.... Duno whether my mum wants to join us or not 'cos my father plans to go back to his hometown at Bangka Island.
Wah.. what a tiring day.. Yesterday after work, I met my cousin who came back S'pore for short holiday. We went to VIVO city *again??? to have our dinner, dessert, and walk2. I reached home at about 10 plus. Then I took a bath. When I came out from bathroom, uncle has come back home (He went to Perth for 2 weeks to visit his grandson). He was taking out his presents just like a Santa Claus.. hahahaha... Sooo many soft toys he brought from there and many other toys for my son as if my son is his own grandson.. ;P He bought a bag for me, some soft toys, and strawberry wine for me =) He also bought some souvenirs for others. So many of it. He was excitingly talking about his trip but too bad, I can't understand Hokkian, so I just sat there 'till 11.30pm. Waa.. so late... then went to sleep lor...
This morning I've gotta work again.. like usual.. I keep yawning and my tears keep coming out.. so sleepy... *Hoaaaheeemmmmm......
Time flies.. I love November.. hehehehehe... it passes faster than the rest of the month.. =P
K'lah.. gotta work again.. Ciao!!!

My plans

CNY is still 3 months ahead but today I already made a decision on what to do. Hehehe.. a bit kiasu.. XP
I think I've posted in previous blog that I planned to go Hong Kong to bring my son to Disneyland. And few days after that, after having lots of consideration, I decided not to go. And this morning, my 3rd sis emailed, and said that she has already booked the ticket to HK and all her plan. And after thinking very hard... I decided to go there as well..
I plan to go there for a week w/ my son. My purpose is to visit my 2nd sis & families and other relatives, and also to bring my son to Disneyland. My 3rd sis plans to go Shenzhen/Guangzhou and stay for 2 nights. I dunno whether I'm going w/ her or just stay in HK alone. Most probably I'll stay in and enjoy browsing HK alone 'cos I believe there will be lots of people going/coming back from Shenzhen/Guangzhou to HK (jam at the immigration) and also to save transport costs =P Anyway I've been there many times before and dun have any specific purpose to go there other than to visit relatives.
I just hope that I made the right decision 'cos the tickets are not cheap and hope that my son and I will enjoy the trip.

I have registered the course for next term too. Hopefully I can plan my time properly so that I've enough time to study. Just hope everything will go on smoothly...

My goal for next year: Study hard, work hard, and play hard too!!! Kanbate!!!

Say Goodbye by Chris Brown

Look we gotta talk
Dang I know
I know it's just
It's just...
Some things I gotta get of my chest alright....
Yeahhhh...
Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa...
Listen..

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

[Hook]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know

[Hook]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh [4x]
Do you hear me crying?
Oh, oh, oh [4x]

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

TTM

Don't you think sometimes it's better being friend rather than being someone special???
I heard many people say.. it's better being friend w/ someone you like/love rather than making them your someone special.
By regarding them as a friend, you can share freely whatever you have in your mind.. no hard feeling when they say or do wrongly or when they ignore u at the time they're busy w/ their own things.. etc.
In Indonesia, they have come to the term of TTM or 'Teman Tapi Mesra', which means 'Friend but Intimate'. They even have a song on it, which is quite famous some time ago.
I dunno whether other country has come out w/ some new terms similar w/ that one or not.. hehehe...

Weekend is comingggg...

Cihuyyyy... today is Friday again!!! =P
Tomorrow my parents will come to S'pore. I'll go to the airport and fetch them. It's been almost 4 years since my father came here for the last time (when Reever was only 1 month old). They are going to Penang next week for checking up their health. Actually my father asked me to come along w/ them.. but too bad I don't have any more leave left.. so my 3rd sis will bring them there for about a week. Maybe I can join them next weekend, but I guess it's a bit too rush 'cos one way journey needs about 10 hrs drive (by bus), so.. still not sure whether I'm joining them or not. Anyway.. my sis already has a plan in her mind to bring them going around S'pore by hopping on to the Hippo bus on Sunday nite... While me? I dun have any plan at all.. Just see & follow.. =P
After work, plan to go around Suntec. It's been a while since my last visit 'cos nobody wants to accompany me mahh.. hiks hiks... so.. still duno leh what transport should I take.. hm... *thinking...
Wah.. this week passes quite fast oh... =D Another 10 days is a pay day.. haiehaiehiaheihaieiae.... XP
K'lah.. continue working.. hehehe.. Ciao!

November rain

Hm... the title looks familiar.. I know it's a song title.. but I seem like seeing it in someone else's blog.. It's not that I copy from people, but.. this month is really blue for some people... =( even I myself encounter it myself.. but not anymore.. =D

Recently I always try to go out earlier to work. It's not that I love my office so much.. hehehe.. But because.. it's good to have a brisk walk every morning from home to MRT station. The earlier, the cooler the weather.. The later, the hotter it will be..
So normally I reach office around 8.15am, then I head myself to office's canteen to have a breakfast (2 toast plus water). I used to have a tea w/ sugar there.. but I realised I'd depend on the caffeine everyday if I keep having a tea for breakfast, that's why I change it to the healthier drink, which is warm water.. hehehehe...
It's a way to communicate w/ other colleagues as well. I enjoy it. I'm not there for gossiping.. but just to have a small chit chat and also to broaden knowledge about what is happening outside (sharing the news).
And just nice.. 8.30am I'll be at my chair already... =D Ready to work!!!! hehehehe...

Back to the topic.. November.. supposed to be a rainy season already in this tropical island.. yeah.. it rains sometimes.. but not all the time
Perhaps December.. or January.. I dun like rain.. It can make me headache.. and wet.. and dirty.. cold..

Hm.. below is the song lyrics from above title.. dedicated to everyone... =) Enjoy!!!

November Rain
By Guns N' Roses

When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time...on my own
Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain, ohhh yeahhh
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain

Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one

Hoaaahheeemmmm.... =O

Zzzzz...
Very sleepy... zzzz....

I didn't have enough sleep last night. I slept at 1am.. and woke up at 7am this morning.. Only 6 hours sleep.. really not enough. Normally I sleep at 10pm at night.. =(
Must endure!!! About 2 more hours to go... Jia you!!!! XP

Bye bye.. see you all again..

Yesterday nite, I went to my bro's house after work. We had a dinner together then we went up to the house. It was very messy.. They were still packing their belongings, and also tidying up the whole place in house, mostly in the living room and their bedrooms. Lots of things they surrendered to be donated, recycled, and to be thrown. There were some things that I took as well since it is still usable, mostly to be used by my son (those crayons, pencils, VCDs, etc.). I also helped them a little bit.. And it went on till 10 pm. I felt very tired.. then we left the house.
I met them for the last time before they fly this morning.. so I was quite sad to say goodbye to them. To Astro.. Aryn... to my sis-in-law, and to my brother. We used to get together in many occassions, such as BBQ, steamboat, challet, b'day, marriage, CNY, X'mas, lantern festival, watching movies and many more. Our children grow up together since their age difference is only 9 months. I was quite sad that they are leaving. But they are still coming back in the future.. and their journey is only temporary.. for 2 years and more.. Well again, just because the place they go is very far away from here.. They are going to Connecticut, east part of US. The travelling hour by plan is 18 hours non-stop. Can you imagine how far is it??? If we have a chance to go there, we will need lots of money and energy.. hehehe... Aniwae.. now they are in airport waiting for boarding. My hubby and son sent them off just now.. also my sis, and my sis-in-law parents. When I called my sis-in-law, she said they were crying just now when they left the 'auntie', who took care their daughter since she was 2 months old (now Aryn is 3 yrs old). Auntie just can't bear to see them leaving. It's a loss that make them sad. Especially my bro and my sis-in-law are the mahjong partner for her.. hahaha... It's really sad... hiks hiks hiks.. If I were there, I would be crying as well.. huwaaaaa.....
The time has really come.. finally they're really flying off to a faraway place.. But again.. it doesn't mean that they won't come back, 'cos they were entitled to come back S'pore once in a year.. hehehe.. how nice it'd be... =) We will surely miss them very very much...
Take care ya all of you.. and control ur food over there.. hehehe.. otherwise.. we will see 'Giant Four' when all of u return.. hahaha.. just kidding.. XP

Today

Kinda not in the mood to work today... Some more one of my friends's taking urgent leave, which makes me getting lazier to work.. kekekekekeke..... XP
So.. I chatted online for a while w/ some of my friends, which I haven't done it for quite some time. It was good to in touch again w/ them, although there was nothing much to say..
Like usual.. it's the 3rd week of the month.. getting less job.. but still have to finish up my FA's job *sigh... Today I managed to take pics of one room only, 'cos the occupancy rate is very high (98%???). There are still about 5 rooms to take.. hopefully I could get it done as soon as possible and give my superior a result of what I've been done.. =D
This afternoon I had lunch w/ PY. I had hor fun, while she had fried hor fun and both of us were having banana w/ milk juice.. not bad for the juice.. but the hor fun, no taste... dun think I will order the same food again next time.
Aniwae, later after work, I'm going to go to my bro's house. They will depart tomorrow afternoon. Feel very sad... =(
There is left me and my 3rd sis in S'pore.. hiks... hiks.. and soon my 3rd sis will leave S'pore too.. hiks hiks hiks.. hwaaaaa....... Oklah.. gotta work again.. Ciao...

Taken for granted

'Have it' means 'good'
'Dun have it' means 'it's okay'
Is it the meaning of 'taken for granted'?

How many times in life that we have taken someone for granted???
And how many times in life that someone else has taken us for granted???

When we're gone..
What will THEY feel?

Or when someone else is gone
What will WE feel?

Regret??
Or.. no feeling at all?

It just happened to my best friend's friend..
At times when my best friend needs him the most.. he just took it easy.. Never really took attention on her needs, didn't give her much attention, care, or love.. which simply means he took her for granted.
And by the time my best friend had an interest on other guys and started to ignore this guy, then that guy just started of losing her. Wasn't it a little bit too late???
He regretted very much on what he has done. If only my friend didn't give him any chance, they may have lost each other.. And since she gave him one more chance.. then the guy started to treasure her more than before.. gives her the attention that she needs.. gives her loves and cares that she always needs.. and gives it even more..
Now they are a very lovely couple, who treasure each other for the time and chance that they have. Even they can never always be together.. they just simply live their lives to the fullest as long as both can feel happiness in their lives.. which may be just short and they knew it that it will end soon or later.

And now.. I feel that someone has taken me for granted AGAIN. Maybe it's just my feeling.. but that's what I feel right now. Honestly.. I'm tired and sick of this. Why can't my presence be important in their life??? Ever I??

Yippie... It's Friday again!!!

Last week and this week passed by veryyyyyy fast.... hurrayyyyy!!!! =PPP
Perhaps b'cos last week I didn't come to office for few days and this week I was soooo busy almost everyday.. that's why the time has passed soooo fastt!!! =D
Yesterday I went to VIVO City again after work w/ my colleague. Just the two of us, like usual... =P We had a dinner there, then had a walk lorrrr.... We went to Tangs Dept. Store and do some research about nice pillow!!! I found the pillow that I want!!! And u know how much it costs???? Almost $70!!! =( hiks... too expensive... hiks hiks hiks... It is a mixture of 60% down and 40% feather inside.. so it's veryyy soft and comfortable...!!!! But very expensive too.. hiks hiks hiks... So I decided not to buy first, but look around first before deciding which pillow to buy. I saw one in Giant that sells the feather pillow.. It only costs $19.90 each but the smell is very strong. Perhaps I will buy that one if there is no other alternative... But again, like what my colleague said.. sleep is very important.. at least 8 hours per day, same as the time to work.. so spend more on it is alright.. The most important is that I can have a comfortable and good sleep at nite everyday.. Hm.. quite true actually!!! 'Cos the use of the pillow is also for long term, not just few months then throw. If I spend the $70 to buy some clothes, it's also almost the same mah???? So, I guess if I really like the pillow very much, perhaps I will buy it.. But maybe I can only afford to buy one.. and hopefully my son won't snatch my that pillow 'cos he likes my hair smell very much and always want to use the pillow that I normally use... kekekekeke... =P
This morning.. I also did some research about the flight ticket to Hong Kong. Actually I plan not to go anywhere during next year Chinese New Year.. 'cos my money has become less and less.. then 2 days ago, when my son and I watched TV, there was a Hong Kong Disneyland's advertisement on TV.. and my son said like this in Chinese.. 'Mama, I haven't seen it before le... - 'it' refers to Mickey mouse, donald duck, and so on...' then I replied.. 'You saw it already on TV mah????'. He said, 'No lah.. I haven't seen the Disneyland before.. I want to go there le...'. Then I said, 'Haiyah.. mama no money lehhh...' And you know what he said afterwards???? "Ha??? No money??? No money but you could go alone to US leh.. no money but you could take helicopter there and go to Disneyland there... Where got no money???" OMG!!! When I heard it.. I was stunned... and asked him.. "Hey, who taught you saying like that huh???" "Myself lorr....", he said... Coi coi... nowadays kid is very clever!! Can you imagine?? 4 year-old boy could answer me like that!!! That's why this morning I was thinking to bring him there during CNY and also to meet my sis' children since my bro's daughter would have flew to US already... Hm.. now I will check on the price.. and later on decide on whether should I buy only the air ticket or should I buy the packet from the travel agent.. If the packet's fee is not as expensive as the only air ticket, then I could consider of taking the packet.. Hm... my son went there before also during CNY when he was only 2 years old.. This time.. he may be able to enjoy it better than last time as now he can walk and do things himself... =D
K'lah.. got to continue my job now... XD Spend much time on it already.. hehehehe.... Ciao!!!

Mood swing

Err.. if u found my blog sounds funny these few days.. please blame it to my pre-MS.. My mood just swings up and down. This morning I felt angry, then change to sad, and now.. to feel great.. Woman ah.. woman.. why we have to go through this every month ah????

Suddenly..

Suddenly I have this urge... to prioritize my life into studying.. Hehehehe.. sounds very good huh?? But perhaps few days later my mind changes again.. hahahahaha...
'Cos I don't think I want to be troubled w/ personal love life at all.. Maybe heck care or dun care is the best solution for that one. And since my social life only comes occasionally, so why dun I concentrate more or make myself busy w/ studying??? No harms what??? =P On weekend, I can escape my life to go library or my bro's house or any cafe to study.. rather than doing other things.. And at the same time.. my other priority is to give more attention to my son.. how is that sounds? Too perfect hor?? hahahahhaha... Aiyah.. duno leh.. suddenly thinking of taking two papers at the same time.. I know it's very hard and very difficult to absorb the lesson nowadays.. (my brain has been holidaying for few months), but the urge just came like that leh.. Hm.. give me some time then.. to think about it.. Yesterday I was thinking of staying at my bro's house while he is away.. 'cos the school is not so far from there. See how lor... hehehehe.. maybe I can move there for 5-6 months? All I think is my son.. How to give him more attention if I dun stay at home w/ him then?? Unless I put him into the childcare nearby my bro's house.. but it costs damnly expensive leh... hiks... Half of my salary will be gone if I do so... hm... see how la.. but prioritize study.. this kind of motivation.. suddenly pop up into my mind and I feel great about it.. *yeah.. exam time hasn't come yet mahhh... later near exam time then I could get crazy lehhh... hahahahahhaa....

AAARRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm fed up w/ all of this!!!
From personal life, to working life, to social life... suddenly I feel like.. I wanna explode!!!
Since nobody cares about what I do over here.. I've decided.. no more struggle to reach whatever goal u've been dreaming of!! No way!! I will just relax and do whatever things I like.
And if the environment gets wildered.. I've decided too.. no point of continuing of.. maybe the fate must stop 'til few more months?? I still can find another one.. *hopefully.. And if so call a friend is only a friend when in need.. then forget it!!! I still can find other things to do..
Haiyah!! Feel very stuffy in my chest!! Wanna take out all the anger.. or cooling down. S'pore is too small country.. no big mountain, no lake, and very bored country!!! Just wonder why I decided to come here to live. What I believe is.. no matter where I go.. it's all still the same.. =((
Life sucksss!!! I hate my life!!!

Nightmares

Dunno why.. I had nightmare these last two nights...
On Sunday night, I was dreaming.. My youngest sis-in-law was driving some kind of bajaj (three wheel car) in front, while I was seated behind w/ other 2 girls (couldn't remember who..). The location, was something like in US. When we looked up at the sky, there were two suns in the sky.. and we were thinking that there would be disasters coming. So my sis-in-law increased the speed of the bajaj and went on w/ the road. But in front, there was army asking us to go the other way around.. which means.. we had to return back to the place where we were from.. No choice.. since they've blocked the road, we could only U-turn and kept on going... then.. I woke up.. ???? Two suns in the sky.. located nearby to each other.. what that means??? One sun already gave us a very hot weather.. how about two??
And last nite.. it was another dream. I think.. I went to the car repairer.. kind like a house.. then I went in to the house. I guessed I've invited other 2 guy friends in to have lunch there. The food was nice, but one of the friend was having a gastric and couldn't take the food provided, therefore someone was going to buy for him. I went out not through the door, but through one square wide and short one and eventually I managed to go through it. The nitemare was... when I went to the toilet.. I was inside, then found out there was a black things in the wastafel, which came out to be 2 big cockroaches and 'perhaps I didn't wear my glasses' and I saw small2 black things near the door and on the wall.. which AGAIN came out to be lots of cockroaches!!! I was shouted very loud.. "Maaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!" and faster opened the door and RUN very fast!!!
Haiyah... last week, I didn't even have any nitemares but dunno why these two days I kept having this type of stupid dream!! Perhaps I should change my pillows. The two pillows have made me sleep uncomfortably 'til I must use other type of small pillow to support my head when sleeping.. Maybe those small pillow that made me having this night mare.. Dunno la..
Today after work, I plan to register my class. Enough rest for this time and I must go back to my feet again!! Hopefully my energy has been recharged and no more complain.. =P I hope I won't giving up and keep on going! But I haven't decided which school to go.. I will call and check it w/ my friends whether their teacher is good or not for the school that locates nearer to my office.. otherwise.. I should take the school w/ a very good teacher, but locates a bit far from here.. =( *sigh.. maybe that's the cause of my nightmare.. to think back to school and EXAM again.. Life.. o life... so miserable but yet.. must go on!!! Jia you!!

Training ~ Raining

This is a second day of my training... And it's been raining since yesterday.. hehehe.. no relation ya???? XD
Training ya.. hm... not bad lah.. I've learnt quite lots of things about MOS Words 'cos previously I just learnt it by myself by doing trial and error and now I have a proper training on it.. So.. quite numbers of things I've learnt here that can be useful in my daily work.. but I guess.. it's not enough... I plan to take the MOS Words Expert next year (provided if I can pass my test tomorrow ;P)
Yesterday I finished my course at 5pm and took MRT to Hougang Mall.. U know wad? Once I came out from MRT station, I could see the bright sky still... unlike the situation that I face almost everyday after coming back from work.. Once I came out from MRT station, the sky has changed darker... so... I was quite happy w/ the bright sky.. hahaha... and hopefully today after class, I still can see the bright sky one more time or even more... (not only on weekend).
Today my eldest sis is coming to S'pore. She will reach here about 5pm, and reach her hotel about 6 to 7pm. I'm still not very sure whether I'm going to meet her or not 'cos I'm tired and need to take a rest... Anyway.. we're all going to meet up together this Saturday at my home. She and my 3rd sis finally can make it to the Steamboat & BBQ session. This time, we add BBQ for our dinner.. a bit special mah.... hehehehe... Hopefully the weather will still be cool like these few days.. so the eating session will be very very nice..... XP
How time flies....
Hey, I will be working again next Monday.. How happy I am 'cos I can be away from the boredom for few days.. hehehehe... so.. don't miss me ya... ;P
Teacher is coming in already.. gotta start my lesson soon.. take care & Ciao!!!