Suddenly my heart throbs faster than usual. I look at my watch and I have already on my way out to the train station. Oh dear, no way of turning back. Calm down... Relax… I speak to myself. Breathe in… breathe out… Breathe in… breathe out... Again, I try my very best consoling my own self.
Oh man, I should have remembered to pick it up before going out!!! I must have left it on my bedside. Now I feel terribly uneasy, lost and bewildered without it by my side!!! Triste!! Inside the train, I can only take out my mobile phone to entertain my broken heart. Hiks…
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Hm… it’s not my mobile phone that I forgot to bring, obviously. Lately, there are two items that I’ll feel sad when I forget bringing it. First it is my reading book. It’s been my accompaniment, my best friend, the best thing to spend my time with, whenever I am alone.
It takes me to many different places in the world. It brings me to many different times in life. It introduces me to many different people with different characters. I can feel the time when I'm a patient, a princess, a student, the poor, the rich, and so on. Time passes by reading is worthwhile doing.
And second, it is my journal. Although I don’t usually write it on daily basis, however, when I need it the most and it isn’t there, I will feel down and gloomy. Like something big has been missing from my life. Those two have been my list of addictions these days.
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| Thank you Journal! :) |
My journal has been one major healing exercise for me. It is the recipient of all my feeling, my emotion, my mood, my opinion, my anger, my frustration, also my love and my admiration. Writing it out manually, with own hands and colorful pens, helped a lot in lighten up my thoughts and brighten up my day.
One day, it can be a great memoir of my past time, the best confidant whom I trust the most, and the witness of how I overcome all those challenges in life. All sad and happy moments and feelings are recorded there. Lots of time it helps me lifting up my broken soul and I can get out from the situation with a much happier mind.
Thank you both of you! You both have always been my love, my accompaniment, and my life time partner, when I needed most during my alone time. Thank you, thank you, and thank you!
10 comments:
Continue with vigor. Good luck!!
Thank you Dumcho for your encouragement! ;)
It is good that you are desperate without those two good things to do and possess always. Whenever I am online, I feel same when I don't read the updates of fellow bloggers.. Good luck for the best your doing~ :D
Thank you for going through Sangay! I'll update my blog often then so you won't feel miserable hehehe... Have a great evening! :)
I do that breathe in and breathe out most of the time when I realise that my phone has disappeared. I search for it and I can't find it. I can definitely feel you :)
Good Luck with the Book. I wish I am like you living with Books. I fall asleep too quickly when I am reading. Haha.
Anyways, nice to be back reading and commenting ;)
Hey, welcome back Yessi!!! Thank you for visiting my blog and leaving your comment! Maybe soon you'll update your blog again :)
I appreciate your encouragement. I thought you love reading too? Maybe you're too occupied with other thing. I'm sure one day you'll be able to read again. There was a time when book made me sleepy too :D So, take care and have a nice day! ^^
Dearest Rima ma'am, it is so inspiring to know these habit of yours. Do procced on and be the inspiration I have always looked upon. Have a wonderful weekends. Take Care!
Thank you Lekey for you encouragement! I shall do what I love as long as I live :) You too, keep up your good habits! ^^
You have got the best love, accompaniment and life time partner. A train journey if it's too long like the ones I have to travel, then it's always wise that we keep a book in our pack. You read and write and used to to inspire us through your readings and writings.Keep doing it Maam.
Indeed Kipchu! That's the best accompaniment, especially while you are on the long train journey! It keeps us accompanied and brought us to another part of the world :)
I'm glad if it inspires you too to read and write. Even a small way brings me lots of happiness :) Have a beautiful day la! ^^
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