The Reason

By Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

 

Well... what do you think about this song? Nice huh?? quite sad though... when u have to separate with someone u love and nothing you can do about it... but then.. u dont wanna hold his way.. just because of you rite? he has many ways to go and many choices to choose.. and you re not the only one.. so... huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa................ really sad though... =''(((

Finally finishhhhh....

Finallyyyyy... my exam has ended... hiks.. yesterday was a torture... I couldnt answer some question.. hiks.. today it's slightly better.. hope so... hah.. anyway... hope i could pass both, otherwise, dont wanna waste more time and money on it... My husband came and picked me up.. *after i called him coldly... kekekkee..... then we went around the EXPO (got Robinson Christmas's sale) then having 3.50 the most expensive mie rebus all around Spore.. hahahhaa...
Ok lah.. off till now... tomorrow gotta meet my ex-colleagues.. go temple to pray as well.. Ciao!

Walawww... so hard a...

Today finally the exam is coming... dunno can pass or not.. the essay questions.. from 5.. only 1 I could answer.. hiks....
So many people there.. got meet a friend from ftc, chinese guy.. so we just chat on the way back.. huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..............
Still one more exam to go.. I feel very very very tired already...
My husband ordered pizza tonite.. to support me for these 2 exams.. Thanks laogong... wah.. so fierce lah the examiner.. the questions really damn hard... Hope I could pass.. that's good enough already...
=((((

Where are u now???

Today my cousin just came back from Australia for holiday. She will be staying here for less than a week. She came back here with her boyfriend. It reminds me of the day when I came to Singapore during my school time for holiday and met up with my ex who was also on holiday. I just wondered how the rest of the people thought about him and me like what I thought about my cousin and her boyfriend now. Things such as hm... he's not matured enough, or.. what have they gone through together so far, or.. will they last long?? How long will it be?? Hahaha.. I feel that I'm old now compare with both of them who are only 19 years old. My ex and I were 22 that time. I'm supposed that we were mature enough to have these bf and gf relationship. So, I guess not many people would think that we were childish, or were we?? Hope not! =)

When she sent him back home, it took quite long time for her to come back. It reminds me the time when I sent him back home. He did not go back directly, but we had a chit chat first somewhere quiet cos we didnt have enough time to chit chat while at home (with so many people around..). We hug each other to express what we felt and finally he refused to go back hahaha... with a reason that it was too late already and finally he asked my mother's permission to stay overnite here.. (of course not staying in the same room.. =P) But again, we didn't talk much as he looked sleepy and I let him rest then... Moreover, with so many people around, it was not really convenient to talk or to hug.. Hahaha!!! Anyway.. if really i could turn back time.. maybe.. maybe.. maybe.. just maybe.. well.. Can't turn anywhere anyway! So.. forget it ba!
 
I never see him for a long time already.. Wonder what he is doing now.. really wanna know what is his decision then.. but anyway.. it's over.

Just one question.. Is it wrong for me for not being able to forget about him? I guess, I'm not the only person in this world who still misses the ex-bf. It's only that.. I have married hahaha!! Well.. even though I have married, can I still do that?? or not???
 
Just hope you are doing well with your life.. I don't wanna disturb you.. because you have your own life to go as well and I shouldn't hold you for your happiness...  Ciao!

5 days to go!!!

Oohh... I have no mood to study.. =(((( Yesterday I went out almost whole day.. I went to Orchard Road browsing around, had a bite of snack varieties, shopped, etc. Hempphhhh.......................

Dunno why.. My mood keep swinging these few days.. Easy to get angry.. Some more my son likes to cry now. Hiks..... :(

Anyway.. today I just got my motor driving license.. I'm so happy!!!! Now I have both :) Thank you!!!
Hope that I can have my own bike one day..when i really need it.. =)

Oklah.. write until here first... Weekend with no mood........ =((((