Saturday Blue

I'm blue dabedee dabedaaa dabedee dabedaa dabedee dabedaaaaa...

While others were having fun, I had to cope alone in this office.. Alone.. =(((((
Really hates of studying. Why should I??? It really gave me lots of pressure. Do i really need it????
No one accompanied me. No one supported me. Even the closest person of mine...

Huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........
Bete...

Left only 2 weeks.. and I haven't reviewed anything yet. Can I not continue this?????

One month to go to exam!!!

Hiks.. How fast the time goes by. My exam is coming soon, exactly one month from today. I havent prepared myself as there were so many things to review. I'm afraid I don't have enough time to do so.

So many things have happened in the past few weeks. As for me, my life still goes on. I still have lots of things to do and will still live my life to the fullest. I don't know why but I am satisfied so far with what I've done. I know I'm tired every single day, but at least I have something to do or in contact with someone else every day and I'm happy about it.

My job is so far so good (at least my boss didn't hate me.. =P). My colleagues are good to me too. It's more into practice to give and take and not to be selfish in this type of situation.

Be content

I know I hate to go for exam, but no matter what, I will try still, although the result may turn to 'fail', but at least I try. However, it's not everything for me. Without it, I still have people surround me who love and care about me. Money is not everything too in life ( I hope I won't change my mind about this... ;P), and again, happiness lies within ourselves.

Life is really full of ups n downs.. haiyah... Goes where the river flows.. Shui yuan ba...

This week's schedule

This week... (talking about nite after work)

MondayI had steamboat and BBQ at Marina South with my eldest sis, bro and families, 3rd sis, hubby and son
Supposed to go to Mustafa after that, but we finished quite late yesterday, reached home about 11pm

Tuesday
I have class today until 9.45pm, while my hubby and the rest stated above will go to Mustafa

Wednesday
See dentist

ThursdayEqual with Tuesday except that, no Mustafa

Friday
My chatting friend will come over.. out for dinner in one of the weekend

SaturdayMy high school friend will come over as well. Perhaps we'll be out for another dinner over the weekend

Sunday
Hopefully my rest day!! Too bad, I need to do some housework

Dentist.. help me...

Hiks... I went to dentist twice last week to repair my teeth. What expensive teeth!!! 4 teeth cost me about $3k!!! Hiks... Otherwise, I could spend my 3k to travel to the places I wanted to go. Anyway, it's a necessary cost that I had to spend. At least I had enough money when it's required :)

And now, almost one week after that, I felt the pain coming out from one or two of those teeth. Hiks.. my painkiller didn't help much and I have finished it all. Now I had to depend on Panadol until the next visit, which would be tongiht.

I felt a bit swollen above my lips there, although it wasn't visible from outside. I just hoped the pain could end soon.

There will be BBQ this Saturday. I hope my teeth had recovered before that day so that I could enjoy the party... ;)

Feeling blue

It's been two weeks since my last update. How is your life doing up to now? Great??

Unlike mine, I faced lots of miserable feelings. Between want or don't want.. can or can not.. should or should not.. right or wrong.. aaarrgghhhhh..... Why life must have lots of choices that you know I couldn't make??

As a Libra, it's really difficult for me to make decision and I will always choose a middle way, which is not sure and unsure. Hiks hiks hiks.. When can I be better in making decision???

It's been raining outside and inside. I had to lie to myself and resulted lying to someone else. I had to sacrifice my feeling too, for the better of someone else whereby I knew that it may not give them happiness for some, but a happy occasion for someone else.

You may not understand what I'm saying but I feel happy releasing what I feel.