Sunday

I feel much better with this 5 day work thing... 2 days off after 5 days work are just amazing!!!
I got much time for myself. I have enough time to iron my 5 days work' clothes. I have enough time to relax myself watching TV, or movies, or DVDs, etc. I have enough time to be with my family and others. It makes me lazy to go outside my house. Just enjoy the time passes by inside my room with this wonderful laptop, which can connect me with outside world. I have enough time to read novel, but too bad, I haven't developed the habit to read yet. hahaha...
Suddenly it makes me thing.. why not continuing my study again? Well.. I will see first. I got a feeling that I will fail my last paper.. The result will come out next next Monday. And after that paper, I felt very demotivated to continue my study actually.. Well, see lah.. if I really fail, maybe I won't continue it anymore.. To get up from the fall isn't very easy. Maybe I get bored very fast with what I do.. which is not good hor??? Aniwae, don't think gotta take any class this semester.. Wanna relax my mind first.. ciao

When you know You really love a woman

To really love a woman
To understand her
You got to know her deep inside
Hear every thought
See every dream
And give her wings
When she wants to fly
And when You find yourself lying helpless in her arms
You know You really love a woman

When You love a woman
Tell her that she's really wanted
You love a woman
Tell her that she's the One
She needs somebody
To tell her that its gonna last forever
So tell me if You ever really, really really ever love a woman

To really love a woman
Let her hold You
Till You know how she needs to be touched
You got to breathe her
Really taste her
Till You can feel her in your blood
When You can see your unborn children in her eyes
You know You really love a woman

When You love a woman
Tell her that she's really wanted
You love a woman
Tell her that she's the One
She needs somebody
To tell her that You'll always be together
So tell me if You ever really, really really ever love a woman

You got to give her some faith
Hold her tight
A little tenderness
You gotta treat her right
She will be there for You
Taking good care of You
You really gotta love your woman
And when You find yourself lying helpless in her arms
You know You really love a woman

When You love a woman
Tell her that she's really wanted
You love a woman
Tell her that she's the One
She needs somebody to tell her that its gonna last forever
So tell me if You ever really, really really ever love a woman
Just tell me if You ever really, really really ever love a woman
Just tell me if You ever really, really really ever love a woman

Just copy and paste this song lyrics from my friend's blog. I know this song, but I never know what the song lyrics are 'til today when I read it and feel like putting it in my blog too..
I guess, that's what woman wants and needs.. to be loved.. to be wanted.. and nothing else..

Harry's @Esplanade

Yesterday after work, I was straightly heading to City Hall and walk into behind Esplanade. We were supposed to head directly to Harry's but suddenly think of eating chao kway teow and prawn mee behind the building there, the open air makan sutra. It's been a long time since I ate it for the last time. But we really disappointed seeing the quality and portion of the food that we bought. The kway teow were in big size, cold, only could taste sweet, and damn small in portion (compare with previously I bought about a year ago or less..). The prawn mee were also cold, kinda soggy, less chilli, and again, damn small in portion. I swear I won't eat it again there, anymore!!! They opened a branch in Wisma Atria, and the queue was damn long.. I was just thinking, perhaps the 'famous' cook has moved over there, that's why the quality is very much different now. Really disappointed. Another friend joined us and instead of recommending him eating there, we asked him to sit at Harry's and having his dinner there. So, after finishing those food, with an expensive Tiger beer (a 330ml can costs $4.20), we moved to Harry's. My friend then ordered his dinner plus some snacks for us to eat. He ordered Nachos and spicy ball chicken. I thought the Nachos should be plain and served with condiments, but I was wrong. They put the cooked minced beef plus cheese and cut-preserved-chilli, which I think quite heavy. They also put sour cream, tomato, and avocado condiments in separate cups. Wah, so full... We talked over the work, the bombing plot in Britain, trip in US, etc. 'til 9pm then we headed back home.
I went to look for the clothes for my 'Reyka' bear, but I was surprised to see the prices. Its costs range from $22.90 to $33.90 or more. Wow.. I thought S'pore would sell cheaper, but I was wrong. I think US is still cheaper than here.. *sigh... Just think of using my baby's cloth for the bear, but I think it's still too big to 'her'. So.. just wear the princess suit for the moment ba... hehehe...
Write till here.. Gotta work again... ciao

First National Day

Yesterday was National Day. Lots of people celebrated it yesterday at the national stadium. I heard it would be the last time in that place 'cos they will renovate the stadium soon to make it bigger. I am S'porean now, but not in the mood of celebrating it, perhaps I just came back from my holiday and didn't really feel the atmosphere on it. My son did enjoy and was very happy about it. Yesterday, on the way to my bro's house, he kept seeing flags everywhere and he would keep saying "Mama, see, there is 'Mari Kita'". I told him, that's not 'Mari Kita', but it was a flag. "But teacher said, it was 'Mari Kita', "ma ri ki ta", he even spelled it the way his teacher did. I kept telling him that it was a flag, but my stubborn son kept believing that his teacher was true. *sigh....
While people celebrating, I think I felt aslept at my bro's house. When I woke up, they were all ready for dinner outside. I had had my dinner, so I planned just walking around the shopping centre nearby my bro's house with my son. But my beloved son also pulled my bro's daughter along so that I had to keep an eye both of them. Hahaha... Hm.. after holiday, I can feel that my son is now getting naughtier and I keep yelling on him.. *sigh... I really have no passion towards children. I think previously he wasn't as naughty as now. Kinda sad actually.. 'cos I feel that he is a bit out of control.
Then I stayed there till about 10pm then we went back home. I had a shower after that, washing my hair, and dry it after. I think I slept about 11.30pm at night and that's why I feel sleepy now. My colleague asked me, how was ur first national day? Hm.. actually... I feel nothing. Dunno whether it's not at the right time (for me) or maybe I don't feel sense of belonging towards this country yet... *sigh...

Simple rules to be happy

Still posted it on the wall near my desk at the office.

5 simple rules to be happy:
1. Free your heart from hatred
2. Free your mind from worries
3. Live simply
4. Give more
5. Expect less

I think I must always remind myself once again.. especially for the last rule, which is 'expect less'. Sometimes I think I expect too much from someone to give me more attention, care, and love and I always end up being disappointed by expecting more from them. Hehehe.. maybe my life was designed in that way.. that's why this time I must remind myself AGAIN for expecting less... ok? Can I do that?? hehehe.. hope so.. =)