I should thank God for everything I have had and been through. I should be lucky that I have found my partner in life and started family together and so far everything is alright.
There are lots of other people who has not found their 'the one', or even they have found and got married, then they divorced. So, really must treasure for what I have.

Today is Saturday. Cleaning my room for a half day, then I got mattress from my bro and sis-in-law. It's being delivered this afternoon. Later going to AMK Hub and having Popeye's for dinner with my bro and family. Thank you ah!!!

Reever skip the 'fo xue ban' today.

Oklah.. nothing much.. going to take a bath soon... Have a great weekend everyone!

Treasure what you have now

Few days ago, my sis' father-in-law was admitted to hospital. He was attacked with stroke that made his left arm immobile. Now he is still lying in hospital bed and having further follow up. My bro-in-law will fly back to see his father and reach there tomorrow afternoon.
Same few days ago, the cleaner who works in place where I worked was also suddenly going back to her hometown in China. Her is worst case, that her father passed away. Just a day before it happened, I was asking her when will she go back to her hometown. Because she works here under yearly contract. She told me maybe another half year later then she will go back together with someone, who can accompany her taking flight together because she will be having air sick by taking airplane or even car or bus. So she said, if she has to come here, make sure its just once, and after go back home, she won't come here again.
She will only come back here on 27th.
Time flies. Now it's beginning of April. By the end of this month, I would have worked here for a year.
The higher the post is, the more responsibilities I have. If my subordinates made mistakes, they will see me as incapable leader, who are not capable in making things right though I've been telling them same things for many many times. They still make the same mistakes over and over again. I'm kinda tired honestly with this small matters. But anyway, try not to make myself unhappy because of that.
I had few trainings these pas few weeks. I understand what they require from us, as a leader. But the problem is, how to make them understand and do as what we wanted them to do. It ain't easy at all.
Tonight I'm going to distress myself. Tomorrow will be a busy day, hope that I can have more rest on Sunday.

It's Saturday afternoon. I'm inside the bus on the way to Bugis. It's been some times since I went to Kwan Im Temple, since Chinese New Year? Or maybe new year. Can't remember.
Somehow looking for clue, forgiveness, direction, protection from harm, and anything else. Reflection about what I've done. There were many things happened in such short time. Will it end? To the better or worse?
Everything is uncertain, like walking through the dark, need some guidance.
Skip the weekend chore of fetching Reever again this week. Hehehe... Well, enjoy ur weekend!

Being here in less than a year has made me learning a new thing. It changed my personality on not trusting on people, who so called 'a friend', even I regard her as 'good friend', too much. Or maybe, specifically, I lose the trust on them.
One day I talked to her. She said, someone is testing her and other people's opinion for many times by asking those questions in another way. I didn't realise that one day, she was actually testing me too, by asking me questions in another way. I regarded her as a good friend, so I told her honestly what I was thinking. But I didn't know how she translated those answers into something else. Perhaps she has had a prejudice at the first place about me. After that 'talk', she became so cold towards me.
For your info, I said that because I trusted you. Never did I thought, you had another agenda behind it.
Now we are in cold wars. I've already told myself, not to interfere whatever things that's going on here. I came here purely to do my duty and task, and nothing else. I don't bother a single thing, neither I care a bit about it. If someone knew anything else, I won't be taken a rap anymore.
Someone is right. I don't have to 'like' someone. They just didn't worthed to be cared about. I'd rather use my time and thought on something else$
This will be the last time I would say about. I'll treat you transparent as how you're treating me. Good bye.

I made it!!

I'm on the way home now, taking a bus from Suntec. This morning, I woke up at 5.20am, and out from home at 5.50am. Took cab to my working place, then took bus to nearby F1 pit. Well.. With lots of determination and preseverance, all of us manage to finish our race. I'm the first woman (from our hotel) who reached the finishing line. Not from the whole people who joined. Kekeke... I enjoyed the ride very much. Like people say, it's the process that is enjoyable and more meaningful. We started our ride from F1 pit. Went all the way through the Guillemard road, and many other road to East Coast. I took a break for a while to have few mouthful of 100 plus, then continued my ride all the way 'till the finishing line. I enjoyed rode through the Nicole Highway, watching the view of Fullerton, Esplanade, nearly completed Marina Bay Sands, and many more. Actually at first I wanted to ride together with my friend, but didn't know why, I rode faster and faster and left them behind. When I was riding, it reminds me of times when I was on my Secondary School. I took bicycle from home to school everyday. The distance was ok, about 20 mins to reach ba.. Also must pass through 1 high bridge. It explained how I got my big legs.. Oops.. Big muscles on my legs. Hahahhaa...
I felt great when I rode fast.. And enjoyed my time being alone. Along the way, I could find all good numbers, such as 8888, 7888, 8088, 8373 (last 4 digit of my contact number), etc. ;P
I started the ride at 7.45am and finished it at 8.45am. About one hour time.
Few of us (10 to be precised) had put our rented bicycles in the wrong side. And we had to find the bicycles all around the parking area. Lucky we managed to get all bikes. We also had to find our helmets that were scattered all around in different boxes and bags. We took about an hour to get our things back. And because of that, we didn't manage to take a group picture. :( too bad....
Never mind lah, I took some personal pics anyway...
Few friends and I went to have our lunch at food court in Suntec. Then my friend and I bought few 4D numbers related to our cycling today. Hahaha... Wish us luck oh!!!
Overall, I really enjoyed the cycling as I have fulfilled one of my wishes. Try new thing in life. Hope to fulfill some more wishes this year, to make sure that I live life to the fullest.