New Year Resolution

New year is just around the corner... 3 more days to go and change all the calender. Be ready with new resolution, new goal, new spirit.

My Year 2005 resolutions are:

1. Continue study (part-time).
Like what people said, "Better to walk slow rather than not walk at all."
So, even though I walk very slow.. at least I'm moving. Don't u think so?? Even if I fail in exam, hope that I still can move on and never give up!! Jia You!!!

2. Find a job.
Having relaxed for almost a year, I think it's time to move on. It's not that I don't want to find one, but I couldn't find one, yet. I don't think this year there would be more chance for employment, but no matter how hard it is, still I have to keep trying on, and not give up.

3. Save money as much as I can (After getting a job, I guess.. hehehe..).
I like to travel and I wish I could travel somewhere else in other part of the globe, not Asia, not Australia, maybe Europe or America.. but still long way to go.. Maybe.. 20 years to go? hahahhahahahahhaa...... Actually, it is not so important... The most important thing is that.. I have enough saving for my old golden days.. I don't wish to work as toilet cleaner or dishes cleaner in the age of 55 above.. *touch wood

4. O ya.. almost forget... in the end of year 2005, i wish of having another baby.. hopefully baby girl, who can be bornt in Sept - Oct 2006 (if Heaven blessed me one). I don't want let my son grow alone, be spoilt forever.. He must learn how to take care a younger sis/bro, learn how to take a responsibility as the oldest, and have someone to play, study, and grow up together...

That's all.. I don't wanna have it lots but I can't even make it realisable.. So, have fews, and be focus... Hope u all have ur own New Year resolution as well... And remember..., LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST...

Wicker Park

Have u watched 'Wicker Park' yet??? It is a very interesting movie.. Because of love, this lady dares to do anything to separate these lovely couple... for two years she lied to her friend.. But again, it relates to 'yuan fen'. It seems close, but yet.. u still cant find each other.. But then, no matter how have you been separated each other, finally still can manage to be together again... Two years in pain living in separation.. try to find the love one but couldn't find...

Anyway... today is Christmas' Eve... Merry Xmas to all of you... Hope ur dreams could come true..

Jingle bells, Jingle bells, Jingle all the wayyyy......

Family or Career????

Aiyah.. forgot to talk about something... 

I just chat with one of my school mate before... and we were talking about.. family?? or career??
When i was studying, i remember that those who pursue their career (especially woman) would be either single for their whole life, divorcee, or widow, especially those who work in hotel line... Their working time would be very very long and only suit those i mentioned above...
 
My friend just went back to hotel line and she is single too.. When i asked her, actually she prefer family as well.. The problem is.. she hasn't found the right one yet.. and with her situation now, it's probably difficult for her to find one.. She has lots of things to do and spend lots of her time.. hm... 

Again, as woman, we need to balance our life... Career, Family, and our own time to do whatever we want (rest, travel, study, etc..) really not easy compared to man... Anyway.. it 's always be my plan.. to balance my life.. but the most important for me is still family... I still can have someone to rely on although no job.. but even though i got job, i may not have someone to rely on.. and lead a lonely life.. and I don't like that.

Horrrayyyy...

Today, finally, i burn my first audio CD!!!!

Aku harus pergi - Ari Lasso
F**k it - Eamon (a very nice song, u may want to find and listen to it)
Ini bukan kesalahan - Jikustik
Januari - Glen Fredly
Pemuja rahasia - Dewa
Pulanglah padanya - Jikustik
Relakan aku - Jikustik
Sedih tak berujung - Glen Fredly
Separuh nafas - Dewa
She will be loved - Maroon 5
The reason - Hoobastank
This love - Maroon 5

Sounds like all broken heart song... That's y i named it 'Broken Hearted', hehehe..
Hey, my friend has come back from PH for another friend's wedding.. hm.. congratulations for M & G!!! Hope u both can always be together happily... Wish I could join them!!!
Anyway.... write till here then.. wanna listen my CD NOW!!! bubyeeee....

Holiday again soon...

Everyday is holiday... hehehehehe... i hope so.. =( 

We have decided to go to my hometown mid of next month. My husband's families would go including me. Total of 8 adults and my baby. I hope it would be a pleasant and safe journey all the way till we came back. I have informed my parents about our arrival and they are happy to hear that and welcoming us to stay in their house.
 
My dad will turn 58 next year and my mum 54. There was only my eldest sis staying in the same country and the rests have been staying abroad. So, i could understand how they feel. Although having 5 children, 5 in law and 5 grand children, only both of them stay in their house.. so, knowing that the children would come and visit them, they feel very happy, at least not lonely for 5 days.. I know my dad is disappointed with the fact that none of his children continue his business but nothing he can do or we can do about it. I just hope they could stay with us in this country, hope to be able to buy them flat so they are not lonely anymore.. and can visit their grandchildren and children very often. But how to buy them flat if now I'm still jobless.. ???? huehehe.. must jia you!!!