Hehehehehehe....
This week I only work for 2 days 'cos I'll be having a course from Wed to Fri =) Well, it's not holiday.. I can't take any more leave this year, so.. not working doesn't mean I 'm having a holiday, but rather concentrate more on the computer to learn the MOS Words. I'm not sure that I can pass the exam, but I'll just try my best to learn as much as possible so that whenever my Boss needs any help in Words, I'll have the answer for it.. otherwise... u know la... hehehehe....
This Saturday nite, I supposed to have a Korean BBQ party at home.. but my dear sis - who loves Korean food very very much - couldnt find someone to replace her working. So.. I guess the farewell party will be a steamboat only... =) Hope my bro's families don't mind.. and I will hold the BBQ party next time, maybe when my eldest sis comes (she supposed to come this Friday.. but I guess she can't make it). The most important is the gathering, rite? hehehe...
There was a misunderstanding or maybe cultural clashes last weekend that my weekend wasn't that good.. But it's alright, at least I've learnt from it so I won't feel disappointed for the second time XP
This Wed is my special friend's b'day.. How I wish I could pop up in front of her house to surprise her w/ my presence.. but unfortunately I really can't do that.. 'cos she is staying very faraway from here.. =((( I can appear only in her dream.. hahahahhahahahhahaa....
K'lah.. gotta work again.. but again.. feel happy as I don't need to come to office everyday in a week.. I can wear tshirt and jeans & my sport shoes too.. =P Can go Orchard road after the class.. maybe to have ayam penyet for my dinner... *craving for the gado2.. and sayur asem... slurp slurp... hehehehe.... OMG... better go now... Ciao!!!
Life is full of sorrow and happiness, ups and downs. I create it as some kind of day-to-day life into words. Just to release what I feel.. although not completely what I really feel :)
Monday, October 30, 2006
Friday, October 27, 2006
Emotional Survey Part 2
*Mad Section*
1. what do you do when you're mad?
keep quiet, drink?
2. what's the worst thing you've done when youwere mad?
getting drunk and punching wall
3. ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
~ yup
4. ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?
~ nope
5. do you curse when you're mad?
~ yes
*Crying Section*
1. last time you cried your heart out?
~ 3 months ago
2. ever cried yourself to sleep?
~ umm...not that i recall?
3. ever cried on your friend's shoulders?
~ as long i can remember.. nope
4. do you cry when you get an injury?
~ umm..not that i recall?
5. do certain songs make you cry?
~ umm..dont think so
*Pain Section*
1. what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?
~ lying and made her hurt really bad
2. how depressed can you get?
~ feel like just want to die young somehow?
*Happy Section*
1. how much do u smile?
~ a lot =)
2. what can make you happy/smile?
~ when i can make ppl happy
3. do you wish you were happier?
~ ofcourse! life is good, but can be better lah! married with ppl i love, win jackpot, lol
4. what about being with your friends, does that make u happy?
~ with good friends of course
*Love Section*
1. have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?
~ yup
2. did you ever love a person, and tell him/her that you love him/her?
~ yup!!
3. did you ever love a person, and didn't tell him/her that you love him/her?
~ dont think so
4. have you loved someone so much, it made you cry?
~ yes... especially when i know that i can never always be with her in this life =<
>*Hate Section*
1. have you ever hated any one that broke your heart?
~ at the beginning, yes... hated very much!! but after I could get back on my feet, the hate feeling was slowly gone..
2. do you hate someone who stole ur boy/girlfriend?
~ Do you still need to ask?? DEFINITELY!!!
*Self-Esteem Section*
1. is your self-esteem extremely low?
~ Nope.. I have a confidence w/ myself
2. do you believe in yourself?
~ Yes
3. what do you say when people say they think you are good looking/pretty?
~ say thank you? XD if opposite sex, maybe they're flirting? XD
4. are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?
~ NOT AT ALL
5. ever wanted to kill yourself cuz you thought you weren't good enough?
~ Nope!!
6. are you happy with who you are?
~ yes!
1. what do you do when you're mad?
keep quiet, drink?
2. what's the worst thing you've done when youwere mad?
getting drunk and punching wall
3. ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
~ yup
4. ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?
~ nope
5. do you curse when you're mad?
~ yes
*Crying Section*
1. last time you cried your heart out?
~ 3 months ago
2. ever cried yourself to sleep?
~ umm...not that i recall?
3. ever cried on your friend's shoulders?
~ as long i can remember.. nope
4. do you cry when you get an injury?
~ umm..not that i recall?
5. do certain songs make you cry?
~ umm..dont think so
*Pain Section*
1. what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?
~ lying and made her hurt really bad
2. how depressed can you get?
~ feel like just want to die young somehow?
*Happy Section*
1. how much do u smile?
~ a lot =)
2. what can make you happy/smile?
~ when i can make ppl happy
3. do you wish you were happier?
~ ofcourse! life is good, but can be better lah! married with ppl i love, win jackpot, lol
4. what about being with your friends, does that make u happy?
~ with good friends of course
*Love Section*
1. have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?
~ yup
2. did you ever love a person, and tell him/her that you love him/her?
~ yup!!
3. did you ever love a person, and didn't tell him/her that you love him/her?
~ dont think so
4. have you loved someone so much, it made you cry?
~ yes... especially when i know that i can never always be with her in this life =<
>*Hate Section*
1. have you ever hated any one that broke your heart?
~ at the beginning, yes... hated very much!! but after I could get back on my feet, the hate feeling was slowly gone..
2. do you hate someone who stole ur boy/girlfriend?
~ Do you still need to ask?? DEFINITELY!!!
*Self-Esteem Section*
1. is your self-esteem extremely low?
~ Nope.. I have a confidence w/ myself
2. do you believe in yourself?
~ Yes
3. what do you say when people say they think you are good looking/pretty?
~ say thank you? XD if opposite sex, maybe they're flirting? XD
4. are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?
~ NOT AT ALL
5. ever wanted to kill yourself cuz you thought you weren't good enough?
~ Nope!!
6. are you happy with who you are?
~ yes!
"Emotional Survey"
*Mad Section*
1. what do you do when you're mad?
~ find a way to make myself suffer
2. what's the worst thing you've done when youwere mad?
~ get myself drunk and let all what i feel coming out from my heart (including my stomach's fillings.. kekekeke.. XD)
3. ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
~ yup
4. ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?
~ nope
5. do you curse when you're mad?
~ nope
*Crying Section*
1. last time you cried your heart out?
~ 3 weeks ago
2. ever cried yourself to sleep?
~ yup.. miserable
3. ever cried on your friend's shoulders?
~ as long i can remember.. nope
4. do you cry when you get an injury?
~ sometimes.. if the pain is really unbearable
5. do certain songs make you cry?
~ yup.. another day in paradise.. the video clip was so touching ~ the one sang by brandy
*Pain Section*
1. what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?
~ blurted out what i feel w/out thinking the consequences of what others feel from my words
2. how depressed can you get?
~ feel like wanting myself not exist in this world so nobody will suffer or get sad
*Happy Section*
1. how much do u smile?
~ a lot =)
2. what can make you happy/smile?
~ anything.. especially when i have a good mood
3. do you wish you were happier?
~ yup, when i was down, sick, or lonely
4. what about being with your friends, does that make u happy?
~ yup.. 'cos it needs a fate to be w/ someone else which doesn't come so easily =D
*Love Section*
1. have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?
~ yup
2. did you ever love a person, and tell him/her that you love him/her?
~ yup!!
3. did you ever love a person, and didn't tell him/her that you love him/her?
~ yes too... =)
4. have you loved someone so much, it made you cry?
~ yes... especially when i know that i can never always be with him in this life =<
5. has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?
~ Definitely.. =)
*Hate Section*
1. have you ever hated any one that broke your heart?
~ at the beginning, yes... hated very much!! but after I could get back on my feet, the hate feeling was slowly gone..
2. do you hate someone who stole ur boy/girlfriend?
~ Do you still need to ask?? DEFINITELY!!! But if eventually they can make it out together.. I just can wish them to live happily. Perhaps it's their fate in this life!
*Self-Esteem Section*
1. is your self-esteem extremely low?
~ Nope.. I have a confidence w/ myself
2. do you believe in yourself?
~ Yes
3. what do you say when people say they think you are good looking/pretty?
~ I think they just want make myself happy.. XP
4. are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?
~ When I was small, I felt I was ugly and nobody would love me. Eventually, I was wrong.. There were lots of things other than physical things to make someone loves you =))
5. ever wanted to kill yourself cuz you thought you weren't good enough?
~ Nope
6. are you happy with who you are?
~ yes!
1. what do you do when you're mad?
~ find a way to make myself suffer
2. what's the worst thing you've done when youwere mad?
~ get myself drunk and let all what i feel coming out from my heart (including my stomach's fillings.. kekekeke.. XD)
3. ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
~ yup
4. ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?
~ nope
5. do you curse when you're mad?
~ nope
*Crying Section*
1. last time you cried your heart out?
~ 3 weeks ago
2. ever cried yourself to sleep?
~ yup.. miserable
3. ever cried on your friend's shoulders?
~ as long i can remember.. nope
4. do you cry when you get an injury?
~ sometimes.. if the pain is really unbearable
5. do certain songs make you cry?
~ yup.. another day in paradise.. the video clip was so touching ~ the one sang by brandy
*Pain Section*
1. what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?
~ blurted out what i feel w/out thinking the consequences of what others feel from my words
2. how depressed can you get?
~ feel like wanting myself not exist in this world so nobody will suffer or get sad
*Happy Section*
1. how much do u smile?
~ a lot =)
2. what can make you happy/smile?
~ anything.. especially when i have a good mood
3. do you wish you were happier?
~ yup, when i was down, sick, or lonely
4. what about being with your friends, does that make u happy?
~ yup.. 'cos it needs a fate to be w/ someone else which doesn't come so easily =D
*Love Section*
1. have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?
~ yup
2. did you ever love a person, and tell him/her that you love him/her?
~ yup!!
3. did you ever love a person, and didn't tell him/her that you love him/her?
~ yes too... =)
4. have you loved someone so much, it made you cry?
~ yes... especially when i know that i can never always be with him in this life =<
5. has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?
~ Definitely.. =)
*Hate Section*
1. have you ever hated any one that broke your heart?
~ at the beginning, yes... hated very much!! but after I could get back on my feet, the hate feeling was slowly gone..
2. do you hate someone who stole ur boy/girlfriend?
~ Do you still need to ask?? DEFINITELY!!! But if eventually they can make it out together.. I just can wish them to live happily. Perhaps it's their fate in this life!
*Self-Esteem Section*
1. is your self-esteem extremely low?
~ Nope.. I have a confidence w/ myself
2. do you believe in yourself?
~ Yes
3. what do you say when people say they think you are good looking/pretty?
~ I think they just want make myself happy.. XP
4. are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?
~ When I was small, I felt I was ugly and nobody would love me. Eventually, I was wrong.. There were lots of things other than physical things to make someone loves you =))
5. ever wanted to kill yourself cuz you thought you weren't good enough?
~ Nope
6. are you happy with who you are?
~ yes!
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Yippie...!!!
Today is Wednesday!
Yesterday was Tuesday and all Muslims were celebrating Hari Raya Idul Fitri. I like to see them walking together, wearing the same colour of baju Kurung between mom and sisters, also between dad and brothers. I like to see this type of atmosphere. Even in Indonesia, I seldom see it, 'cos I live in the big city and days before Hari Raya itself, they already went back to their hometown and celebrate the Hari Raya there w/ their families.
In S'pore, the group of people will take a car, van, lorry, or taxi to go together from one place to another. Too bad I couldn't have a chance to browse around Geylang Serai this year 'cos you can see the crowds, the atmosphere, the joyful of people to shop for their things. Hope that I still can see it next round. =)
Few years ago, my colleague made her own biscuit and brought it to the office for me to share w/ other colleagues.. This year, nobody is giving any biscuits to eat... hahahahaha... too bad... 'cos I like to eat home made biscuits rather than buying it on the shelf.
Aniwae, two more days.. is payday.. XD Recently the money usage is quite tight and I have really used up my last month's salary this month.. hiks... while there is still another week to go for this month.. *sigh.... Must endure... hahahaha....
K'lah.. Selamat Hari Raya for those who celebrate and Happy Deepavali too (hope it'll never too late.. =)). Ciao!
Yesterday was Tuesday and all Muslims were celebrating Hari Raya Idul Fitri. I like to see them walking together, wearing the same colour of baju Kurung between mom and sisters, also between dad and brothers. I like to see this type of atmosphere. Even in Indonesia, I seldom see it, 'cos I live in the big city and days before Hari Raya itself, they already went back to their hometown and celebrate the Hari Raya there w/ their families.
In S'pore, the group of people will take a car, van, lorry, or taxi to go together from one place to another. Too bad I couldn't have a chance to browse around Geylang Serai this year 'cos you can see the crowds, the atmosphere, the joyful of people to shop for their things. Hope that I still can see it next round. =)
Few years ago, my colleague made her own biscuit and brought it to the office for me to share w/ other colleagues.. This year, nobody is giving any biscuits to eat... hahahahaha... too bad... 'cos I like to eat home made biscuits rather than buying it on the shelf.
Aniwae, two more days.. is payday.. XD Recently the money usage is quite tight and I have really used up my last month's salary this month.. hiks... while there is still another week to go for this month.. *sigh.... Must endure... hahahaha....
K'lah.. Selamat Hari Raya for those who celebrate and Happy Deepavali too (hope it'll never too late.. =)). Ciao!
Monday, October 23, 2006
Bokek euy...
Tiap bulan kerja
Tiap bulan nerima gaji
Tapi...
kok kayaknya.. duit abis mulu yah????
Bisa2 pengeluaran malah melebihi penghasilan pula...
ckckck..
Padahal serasa ga beli apa2...
Yah ada sih...
Sering juga karna ada yang ultah, yang kawinan, yang satu bulanan, yang perpisahan..
semua keluar duit...
Duit emang penting, tapi bukan segalanya
Banyak orang nyang gara2 duit.. sampe mati bunuh diri nabrakin diri ke kereta
Gile aje...
Sampe2 dah masuk koran..
orang2 pada nyumbang ampe gopeceng bo!!!!
Tapi, worthed apa?? Nyawa dibayar dengan duit???
Yah kalo orang2 pada nyumbang.. kalo kagak??? Anak bini mo dikemanain??
Dah sengsara, makin sengsara..
Cara baru cari duit apa kaya gitu??? Sampe2 ada yang niat mo kaya gitu juga ckckck..
Tapi selama kita masi bisa..
Tempur terus.. cari duit!!
Asal halal, mo pake gimana juga enak2 aja meski sering kelewatan.. kekekeke..
Yah... irit2 lahh.. what to do???
Moga2 taon ini dapet gaji bulan ke tiga belas.. en bisa dapet bonus..
Kalo kagak mahh.. hiks hiks hiks... bokek terus dong....... XD
Tiap bulan nerima gaji
Tapi...
kok kayaknya.. duit abis mulu yah????
Bisa2 pengeluaran malah melebihi penghasilan pula...
ckckck..
Padahal serasa ga beli apa2...
Yah ada sih...
Sering juga karna ada yang ultah, yang kawinan, yang satu bulanan, yang perpisahan..
semua keluar duit...
Duit emang penting, tapi bukan segalanya
Banyak orang nyang gara2 duit.. sampe mati bunuh diri nabrakin diri ke kereta
Gile aje...
Sampe2 dah masuk koran..
orang2 pada nyumbang ampe gopeceng bo!!!!
Tapi, worthed apa?? Nyawa dibayar dengan duit???
Yah kalo orang2 pada nyumbang.. kalo kagak??? Anak bini mo dikemanain??
Dah sengsara, makin sengsara..
Cara baru cari duit apa kaya gitu??? Sampe2 ada yang niat mo kaya gitu juga ckckck..
Tapi selama kita masi bisa..
Tempur terus.. cari duit!!
Asal halal, mo pake gimana juga enak2 aja meski sering kelewatan.. kekekeke..
Yah... irit2 lahh.. what to do???
Moga2 taon ini dapet gaji bulan ke tiga belas.. en bisa dapet bonus..
Kalo kagak mahh.. hiks hiks hiks... bokek terus dong....... XD
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