Disappointment

It's not been a good weekend for me. Especially yesterday. Felt like really having bad day for myself. Disappointment over something, led to unhappiness. I gulped down all the unhappiness and blow the puff of my life away - like my friend did ;P And at the end, I knew toilet is my home and toilet bowl is my favourite hangout place to go and of course, my bed. hahahaha...
I kept vomiting my stomach' fills out 'til my gastric came again. So suffering. Couldn't find the medicine from the doctor, but managed taking one table of Mylanta and it helped a lot. In the morning, like many Muslims do, they ate before 6am during this fasting month and so did I hehehe.. I ate the porridge from the kitchen *I think my husband made it for me last nite, but I was felt asleep before got any chance to eat it up.. and then continued my sleep.
This morning I ate my breakfast in the canteen and ate the medicine prescribed by the doctor last time and now I just feel drowsy and write this slowly. hehehe...
I feel better but not completely good yet. Still need lots of rest to recharge my energy and my mind back. It's very suffering to get drunk but yet I still did so. Stupid rite? Maybe I couldn't find anybody to share my unhappiness and yet the drink is always there asking for my accompany =P I must be prepared that one day my liver will get angry w/ me. Perhaps I must remove them from top of my head to somewhere that far or couldn't be seen. When will the time come? Ciao!